i know i pretend i've forgotten what we had, but the love i have for you is beyond what id ever be able to say.

i think i submit too many of these, but anna said blocking you was for the best so this is how i get it all out. i've put them under ten different names, all related to sam, but i still wish that i could just tell you how i feel.

you were my best friend in high school. but, it took me finding new friends to realize how toxic you were. i was never truly happy when i was with you, and honestly, i held onto our relationship longer than i should have...

You became everything I loved in the world but you changed and left. I will always hold such love for you dear, never forget that

Over a year and the scars are healing, why does it still hurt to see you happy after everything you did to me?

part of me hopes you'll see this and know it's me. i know you've moved on and you think i have, too. but i haven't. i'm still in love with you. i think i always will be. i hope you still think of me. maybe when you listen to higher by rihanna. i'd do anything for another chance. i know we could make it if you were willing to try. but it's okay. you are still the love of my life, regardless. if she makes you happier than i did, that's enough for me. maybe we'll meet again in another life, and get to try again.

I keep finding pieces of you everywhere. I hope you think of me sometimes because you enter my head most days.

I wish you still loved me enough to tell me that we can make it work, when we both know we probably can’t

youre a whore x

jk lol

i wanna meet you but i have social anxiety so i will be putting that off for as long as possible

i waited for you, ive know you for years, and i really liked you but then you left and now i’m sat here wondering what i did wrong can you explain before it’s too late.

I wish I knew how to open up. We could have been so great together but I let you down. I never gave you a chance and pushed you away. I regret that everyday. I’m glad you found someone to make you happy and give you the real love you deserve.

I wish you would think about me the way I think about you. how when you look up and smile my heart stops a little. how your eyes and presence just makes me fumble over my words. That no matter how much I try to get over you. you keep me up at night making cute little senerios in my head. I can't find why I like you knowing you will never like me the same way. but I can hope.

I will always love you, i love everything about you from your laugh to your eyes, you mean everything to me, i hope we stay together forever, i promise to give you everything and i’ll never let go x

hi, i know u probably hate me but. i’ve just thought about it and you gave to the world and i took that for advantage i’m sorry and i wish u the best

hi, you probably hate me, but i want u back, u gave me the world and i took advantage. i’m sorry and i wish u the best x

why do i love you and why did i get back with you after you cheated and broke me
and have done so little to prove you love me back this time

I saw a video of you laughing today. It's been such a long time since I saw you so happy, I can't believe I forgot what you looked like laughing. I remember how I would be the one making you laugh, nobody warned me it would hurt to look back on. I'm glad you're, so happy, I really am, at least during these difficult times one of us is. It's crazy to think though, how much has changed with time, and yet your laugh is still the same.

I really thought we would be together. Why did you have to do that? Even though it hurts, I can't stop thinking about you.

Mate your one of my best friends and I hate to see you like this and all you deserve is happiness mate i love you dude dont forget it :)

god i hate you. you broke me and i hate you. you ruined relationships for
me and fucked me up so bad. you made my trust issues get worse but somehow i still miss you. miss what we had. i hate that i miss you.

i miss being less than a mile away from you..you feel so far now. i miss you more than i thought i could ever miss a person

I'm doing better now. Sometimes my heart strings pull when I hear your name, or when someone says something that reminds me of you. Sometimes I wonder if you miss me too.

it was my birthday today. i wanted to see but i guess not :( maybe ill see you tomorrow on your birthday. i know i should move on and i was planning on doing that today but i guess not seeing you was a sign that you're no longer in my life and i should move on...

Maybe I missed the opportunity for there being an us but it doesn't stop me from thinking of the what ifs

You were my first real love and you were fake... I still don't know who are you but i hate you and thank you

It took loving myself to realise that the only thing you loved, was seeing me rely on you. Yet when I had lost myself, you decided to leave me too.

you were one of the bestest friends I’ve ever had. I wish things were like the way they were before, I miss you.

i wish i had the confidence to talk to you back then, now i feel like i’ll never have the chance again

thanks for sticking by me through everything. even when i was the worst. i hope you know how much i love you from afar. i promise i always will x
from L x

you’re my best friend now, and the only thing i’d trade that for is how things were before that summer

You were and still are my human but the toxicity has become too much, it's literally eating me alive... yet I cant move on

i’m sorry for pushing you away till the point you just had to go. you didn’t deserve that kind of hurt.

I love you so much, I left the boy I had never loved so much for you, please be happy with him, do together the history of love that he and I could never do, please please take care of him, he needs so much a person that stays with him all the time cause he has a lot of issues, but he always will stay with you, this hurts so much but I love you guys, please be happy and forget me

you still wear the clothes i got you, you still tell me you love me, you still have a place in my heart and it’s so confusing

how long is this going to remain unspoken? idk. i kinda like it. at least then i can keep daydreaming about what might be.

im tired of pretending its not your fault. you knew what you were doing. youre such a dick, atleast change your pfp from the one i made you

i say i’m over you, but i love you with every bone in my body and i wish you could see it. but you love her instead.

you left me just a few minutes after my birthday, i wonder if you even miss me, and if you still love me

I hate that you hurt me so badly to the point where I’m still crying over you and it’s been almost 4 months since you left.

I hate that you hurt me so badly to the point where I’m still crying over you and it’s been almost 4 months since you left.

I don’t know why I always come off the way I do but I’ve always had the best intentions whenever I tried reachin out. I understand I may have not left the best impression on you but I hope one day you’ll realize that I’m not as bad of a person you think i am. I always wanted the best for you, even if it doesn’t seem like that at times. Maybe one day you’ll be able to forgive me but till then I will respect your wishes and never come in your path again. I wish you well.

i shouldn’t have led you on like that. you were so nice, so, so nice, but i was, and still am, so messed up that i cannot recognize genuine guys when they’re right in front of my face. thank you for the books, i love them.

i wake up everyday knowing my feelings for you won’t change for the rest of my life. i think that’s love.

You make me so happy:) I wish you understood how much you mean to me, I hope you don't leave me I've always loved you

I've never connected to anyone as quickly as I connected with you. You were perfect in every way... until the end. I deserved better and you knew it. I don't know if I ever loved you but I definitely thought I could. You had so many oppertunities but you led me on by just being you, it wasn't deliberate but you did. You are a nice person and I genuinely don't hate you because I don't think this was deliberate but it was immature and stupid. Goodbye Sam. I'll miss u :(

i didn't want to have to write about you like this. i just feel so broken and i feel like i can never do anything right. maybe it's just me overthinking. i just hate that i always feel the need to defend you. im starting to think my mom may be right. you don't know how much this is breaking me to say. i still love you so much everything just hurts a lot right now.

you were my first love. i wish things didn't end the way they did. i wish we didn't act like we hated each other in the end. you'll always hold a special place in my heart, you'll be the person i tell my kids about.

I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart. I’m still in love with you. I would do anything to turn back time.

i think i’m in love with you. you’re my bestfriend but i absolutely love you. idk how to tell u but ever since i met u i knew u were the one, i love you so much sam?

guess i was just another one of your stupid flings that you made feel special just to throw away. i hope you see i was fucking worth it and you made a big mistake..