i wish i couldve told you what went through my mind the moment i first saw you. i never got to tell you how much i appreciated your sweet admiration towards me and never made me question what you thought about me. i wish i could've known you better, i wish i learned your favorite things and things you hate, why you scrunch your nose when your nervous and tilt your head backwards. you will always be my biggest what if, the biggest thing i question at 2 am. some days i say i wish i never met you, so there was no one to compare you with. still i am thankful for you and wish you the happiest days.