Unsent messages to SAM
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:27 am UTC
dang idk if I really liked you or im just bored
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 14, 2023, 6:54 pm UTC
I think your really cool, but it's complicated :/
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 14, 2023, 5:03 pm UTC
I’m sorry that we didn’t go for it. I know we both wanted to
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 14, 2023, 6:25 am UTC
It hurts me to know that’s how you’ve always viewed me
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 13, 2023, 8:30 pm UTC
I could’ve said yes, 4 years has passed and it’s still you.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:59 pm UTC
i miss you so much but i know i don’t cross your mind anymore
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 11, 2023, 9:38 pm UTC
i am so sorry, if you even still care. would you take me back?
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: July 10, 2023, 2:58 pm UTC
it’s crazy how much i love you. every day more and more.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 18, 2021, 2:39 pm UTC
what happened? what changed? was it something i did? or was your plan to fuck me over the whole time? did you mean any of it?fuck you. you broke me.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 18, 2021, 5:03 am UTC
all i want is closure but i don’t want to ask bc then ull know i care more than u. the sad thing is i actually thought we could’ve worked.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:34 am UTC
guess i was just another one of your stupid flings that you made feel special just to throw away. i hope you see i was fucking worth it and you made a big mistake..
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:12 am UTC
why do i love you and why did i get back with you after you cheated and broke me
and have done so little to prove you love me back this time
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:59 am UTC
you messed up. you treated me like shit for ages and i didn’t even realise, i should have realised. i have never and will never talk to someone who treats me that way again as i know what to look for now and i don’t want this to repeat itself. all of the other guys i’ve spoken to, ever, never spoke and pressured me like this. when you added me back on my bday and we talked for a few days after that, the thought was always in the back of my mind what you did. i couldn’t forgive you. i’m sorry for this and i know you are but i can’t seem to believe it and you won’t go somewhere else and treat other girls like this. please don’t sam
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:05 pm UTC
it would be weird if i texted u right? yeah i thought so... i know you're a good person so thank you for being so kind to me. i'm sorry if i disappointed you.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:57 pm UTC
i'm sorry. i shouldn't have said anything. i started the argument. and i think about that shit every day. still.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:12 pm UTC
i really love you... why did you do this to me? what have i done to you? i still love with all my heart and i’ll be waiting for you...
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:15 am UTC
I just need to get it all out. I strongly doubt you will find this and a part of me wants you to. I dont even know where to start. I miss you. I still love you. And im pretty sure you dont feel the same. I cant let go of the memories, they play in my mind on repeat. And your words stay in my head tearing me down day after day. its just getting worse but im sure youre happy. I know its not but loosing you feels like end of the world. Theres just a void I cant fill. No one loved me or hurt me like you did. I dont know what to do I cant let go.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:34 am UTC
You had someone else in your lap as I took a nap on a 14 hour plane home. Fuck you and you’re ugly haircut.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:55 pm UTC
you weren’t my first love, but i was openly vulnerable with you, and i only asked for the truth. and you still lied and acted like a coward.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:54 pm UTC
lol it’s funny how things work out. i got close to him in order to get close to you and then i ended up with him, and now you both hate me. fun times. wish you all the best even though your best friend is a dick. and you are a bit too :)
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:34 pm UTC
i’m so in love with you, i can’t believe you’d do something like that. i’ll try forget, for you, but i don’t think i can. i don’t know if i can trust you all that much anymore. why her? fuck
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:42 pm UTC
you came and left all within a matter of time. You made me happy and seemed to not care. You said goodbye but i didn’t.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 3:04 pm UTC
i knew everything about you i just would of never knew you would choose her over me and just stop talking to me if i could say something to the girl you youse to talk to 24/7 i would tell her to never let you go and cherish the moments we had together you were the one who grabbed my hand and ran away from the others you were the one who when i was talking you looked right into my eyes and always listened but you were the one who left me for her and i saw they way you looked at me when people were shipping you both and you didnt do a thing and oh god i wish i never let you go
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:28 am UTC
did i mean nothing to you? cause you sure meant something to me we used to be best friends but then you just stoped talking to me did i do something wrong?
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:17 am UTC
I miss talking to you. I don’t know how you feel but I just want to be wanted by you, as much as I want you. My heart beats for you.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:36 am UTC
Hola,pues se que ya no hablamos pero creĂł quĂ© eh llegado el momento de dejarte ir, tantas cosas quĂ© pase con Tigo que jamás olvidarĂ©,te amo como no tienes idea,y ojalá ella te pueda dar lo que mereces ya que yo no logrĂ© que te quedaras a mi lado,que cumplas todo lo que un dĂa me contaste yo desde lejitos estarĂ© feliz por ti,y cuando necesites de mi siempre estarĂ© para apoyarte flaquito hermoso, quĂ© ella te lleve a la luna por mi,adiĂłs cuĂdate ???
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:53 am UTC
I love you so much and I just want you to come back I’m still waiting. Right person wrong time... right . I know your busy but I just want your attention . I want you . Every night I have dreams about us and at this point your one of the only people I actually think about . I just want us . I want you to be my soulmate. At the end of the day I’ll just keep waiting i love you.~ just that one girl.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:29 pm UTC
We didn't know each other for very long, but I feel like we just clicked so well. Everything just made sense when we were together, and I know you felt the same. I miss you. I miss being your safe place. What you did to me hurt so much but I'd forgive you in a heartbeat. I'm so sorry I ruined any chance we had left. I lashed out and I should never have posted that. It was only meant to be seen by people who had no idea who it was about, and I didn't mean it anyway. I wish I could go back. I know I ruined anything that was left and I wish I could tell you how sorry I am.-I/B p.s. if you see this and ever wanted me back, I'll always be there
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:59 pm UTC
i'm sorry for last night, for getting scared. but thank you for being nice about it. the world needs more people like you
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:59 pm UTC
You are not my first love but you are the one who hurt me the most. You tried to blame it on me but it really was just you. I was being nice to you because I loved you but you took it wrong as if it hurt your ego. You were hurt by other girl and let that out on me. I don’t love you anymore but still remember how you hurt me. I hope you get hurt the same way I did, or worse.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:33 am UTC
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you. I want you to know that it's always been you even though you never seem to acknowledge my existence. It's been you since the day we met on that warm summer day all those years ago.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:25 am UTC
You may never know how much I love you but I want you to know it’s been you since the day we met on that warm summer day all those years ago.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:23 am UTC
the sad thing is i think we could've been happy together. but the even sadder thing is knowing that we never can be.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:21 am UTC
i love you in a way that’s more than friends. but your my best friend and i’m scared to loose you so i will break my heart a thousand times just so you stay in my life.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:17 pm UTC
i hate you so much, the fact that you didn’t care about me or the things i did for you even when i tried so hard.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:38 pm UTC
Realising you were not who I thought you were was more painful than realising I'd never see you again. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:32 am UTC
you were my best friend for 9 years and whenever you would leave me i stayed waiting for you because i knew you would come back and i left once and you didnt stay i needed you and you left me you didnt even care
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:00 am UTC
it's been over a year since your lips last touched mine and i still can feel it. i wish you knew. maybe i'll tell you one day.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:46 am UTC
i wish the timing had been right. i still remember everything about our last "i love you." but i know we might never have another chance.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:35 am UTC
there’s no way that you don’t feel the same. after all this time there’s no way you haven’t felt a thing for me.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:38 am UTC
i wish we never met. I always thought you were cool till you sexually harrassed me and blamed it on someone else. I fucking hate you.
if your seeing this, you suck. you and tyi fucking suck.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:13 pm UTC
its funny. I always feel guilty writing to you on here, because im not even truly sure anymore that you were my first love. I dont know if that was love. we always said we loved eachother, but maybe we just loved the way we made eachother feel. less alone. looking back, it doesnt feel like real love.
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:44 pm UTC
u ended it on facetime and when I said goodbye u said "u dont want to talk?"....why the fuck would I want to keep talking after u broke my heart lol wtf
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:37 pm UTC
the memory of you has stained so many of my favourite things. its time for me to reclaim them. i never should have showed you my favourite shows, songs, and everything else. I can't even lie in my own bed without thinking of memories of you. how did you manage to ruin every single aspect of my room without ever having even been in it?
From: ABC
To: sam
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:11 pm UTC
And it’s not even you anymore, it’s about us. You did this and yet I blame myself for your mistakes. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I miss you, so much, too much it hurts.
