I like you I have for a while I know we barely talk anymore and school is well school but you’re still amazing to me

i hated you so much for what you did to me. you fucking ruined my mind. i want you to hurt as bad as i did.

I really loved you but you cut me off and I blame myself everyday for it. I wished that I never accepted your apology that night. But I still love you forever and always

I loved you so much and I always knew you never loved me back. I will always love you forever and always

The colour of your backpack the first day you picked me up from school, the day it all began, the day I fell for you. I didn’t break up with you because I didn’t like you, I did it because I knew you didn’t like me anymore

You may never know how much I love you but I want you to know it’s been you since the day we met on that warm summer day all those years ago.

I wonder what it's like to be loved by you. I want you to know that it's always been you even though you never seem to acknowledge my existence. It's been you since the day we met on that warm summer day all those years ago.

the way you said all that stuff for me to find out it was all a lie, broke me in ways you'll never understand.

i thought the way i was treated was love. i realized you wanted to control my life now and i wish i knew then.

no matter what i do, i can't seem to drop you. your words hurt man. and you're supposed to be my best friend. you didn't even notice during my darkest times, yet i notice yours. fuck you

i can't listen to that khai dreams song sunkissed without thinking about you please don't hmu again if you ever see this but, i just wish you cared about me as much as i cared about you :(

I only just started to believe how much you loved me and then you got up and left like I was nothing. Like everything I had never told anyone but you was nothing. You expect me to be okay.

when I saw you in August I wish we could have just talked by the fire for an hour to catch up. We don't love eachother at all anymore but I miss you platonically. I know you'll do big things and I'll always root for you in secret. thank you for the heartbreak, it did a lot for my character development.

i wish you would just tell me what you want. im tired of this stupid fucking limbo we're playing. do you actually want me, or am i just wasting my time.

I’m sorry. I know you will never forgive me and that’s okay. I think of you here and there but you’ll always be the first

Could we have stayed together if I was prettier and my mental health didn't ruin things? Me and your son will always love you and I wish we were a proper family again

Honestly, I'm not even sure I like you, but for some reason, I always think of you. You always in the back of my mind, a thought waiting to be thrown into my mind for the millionth time. People tell me bad things about you, but I still think of you. I think of you when I wake up, when I'm eating, when I'm crying, even when I'm sleeping. Maybe your my soulmate. If you are, you might feel the same way.

some days, im obsessed with you, youre all I can think about, but the days you ignore me make me question my thoughts. i really like you but I overthink too much

God damnit. We'd never work together. I know that. And I know you're kind of an ass. But I still can't let go that easy.

I with you felt the same way as I did. I've tired so hard to show you how I feel and it's not working. If you ever come across this I'm sorry I stopped being there every day. Something has changed and it doesn't feel right anymore. I'll be back soon like last time x

I'm sorry I left so soon. Its diffrent now. It doesn't feel right. I like you a lot but I'm going to give it time becouse ik you dont feel the same way. If you ever see this I love you ⛓?

I wish we got a better chance. Even though losing you ripped my heart into millions of pieces, I would do it all again if it meant I could have you. Unfortunately for me, I will always love you.

I can't believe I'm writing this, but at now point I actually liked you. I've never told you but at least I've told someone. I wish I never did.

to be honest, i don't know whether i miss you or your music taste, but i think about you all the fucking time man, i wish it could go back to the way it was, or at least the way i hoped it would be

Just in case you ever see this, this is what I want you to know: You either get bitter or you get better. You can take what you have been dealt and allow it to make you a better person, or tear you down. Which ever one happens was not fate, it belonged to you. You chose the wrong path and I hope one day you are able to let the past go and grow from it.

You are not my first love but you are the one who hurt me the most. You tried to blame it on me but it really was just you. I was being nice to you because I loved you but you took it wrong as if it hurt your ego. You were hurt by other girl and let that out on me. I don’t love you anymore but still remember how you hurt me. I hope you get hurt the same way I did, or worse.

its awful seeing you with a person who's not me but the most awful thing is that you wouldn't even care if you seen me with someone

i thought your true colors were all rainbows. till i saw the rest of the colors. suddenly, those rainbows started to fade until only the black and white showed.

you ruined a lot for me. i can no longer be held without thinking of you. i can no longer experience things that once brought me joy. all because i let my guard down for a stupid guy after i promised myself i would never do that again

i'm sorry for last night, for getting scared. but thank you for being nice about it. the world needs more people like you

Even though I don’t know you and I might not ever get to know you, I know that we are meant to be and that I love you.

We didn't know each other for very long, but I feel like we just clicked so well. Everything just made sense when we were together, and I know you felt the same. I miss you. I miss being your safe place. What you did to me hurt so much but I'd forgive you in a heartbeat. I'm so sorry I ruined any chance we had left. I lashed out and I should never have posted that. It was only meant to be seen by people who had no idea who it was about, and I didn't mean it anyway. I wish I could go back. I know I ruined anything that was left and I wish I could tell you how sorry I am.-I/B p.s. if you see this and ever wanted me back, I'll always be there

you were the right person, I know you were. But the sad part is that you're not that person anymore. You've changed for the worse and its sad to see the boy I fell in love with become the boy I dread talking to, the boy I purposely ignore. How did we get here? You promised me this would never happen. Why did you shut me out when all I did was be good to you? Where did this all go wrong?

I hate you, youre a sleezy asshole, you play girls to make yourself feel better. You vanilla, unseasoned, spaghetti looking ass bitch.

I’ve thought about you every day since you left because I still see traces of you in everything around me, including myself. Wish you burned just as brightly for me.

How can you not even want to talk to me after everything we've been through? You destroyed me, left me broken, and you get to go off and be okay? It's not fair.

i hope you see this someday. we're sam and *****, we'll figure it out. maybe we'll be friends. i just miss you.

I stare at my phone knowing you broke me. But somehow, I am trying to fix myself just so I can have the chance to be broken all over again by you.

you were amazing at the beginning, but you stopped loving me just as I fell for you. why didn't you stay?

i don’t know why i thought we ever had a chance ; why i thought i ever had one but you were a very heavy page to turn in my book

I always wonder what you were thinking that night. It felt like you wanted to kiss me. I’ll never know because I was too scared

Still thinkin about you man, kinda hurts honestly, just wish you would reach out again so we could end on a better note. I just kinda wish I wasn’t the one who had to start convos and embarrass myself for you to pay attention to me. I wish we lived in the same place. I wish I had shot my shot when I had the chance! Instead I fucked it up and now you’re gone, probably forever. I just wish I could text you randomly and say “hey I kinda miss you” and you would say the same. I know that will never happen but I really wish. I miss our all nighters and you showing me your dog. I miss your cute little nose. I miss that dumb look you would make. I miss everything about us. I miss you.

you’re a dirty dickhead, and deserve nothing, i can’t believe i stayed around for you, just so you could use me for my body. i hope everything gets worse for you.

I lived in a world of darkness, but you were a ray of light. All these years later even when I think I don’t need your light anymore - you take me by surprise by bursting back in with your colour. Your smile is so beautiful I find it hard to describe. When you smile you make everyone around you want to smile too. Your eyes are such a soft azure blue - and your smile reaches right up into them

You broke me so bad. Yet I stayed because you’re my first love. But where’s the trust when I need it? Why did you cheat on me - what did I do to deserve it? Maybe I’ll never know true happiness..

I don't feel safe anymore. I haven't in a while. But in your arms, just for a moment, everything felt ok. I could breath again. Now I am suffocating

I love you so much and I just want you to come back I’m still waiting. Right person wrong time... right . I know your busy but I just want your attention . I want you . Every night I have dreams about us and at this point your one of the only people I actually think about . I just want us . I want you to be my soulmate. At the end of the day I’ll just keep waiting i love you.~ just that one girl.

I know your going through a hard time right now and you don’t have much time left with your grandma but please stay strong for me just until you move and we can be closer together

you're the only reason i'm still here. for the past year, you are the only thing that actually kept me going. i think about that a lot. because why. why you. every time i think of leaving i tell myself that i cant do that to you, but i dont think you would even really care. yeah maybe you would be sad for a day, but then you would carry on, go to university just like you've always planned, get another girlfriend and go to parties. i'm not important to you anymore. i know i used to be. but not anymore.
i dont even know where we went wrong. it wasn't supposed to be like this. never did i think that we would end up here. never. so i'm sorry. i'm sorry for destroying what we had, and for fucking us up. i don't know exactly what i did, but i know that this isn't your fault.
i'll see you soon.

sorry i was an idiot today. my past trauma effects how I interact with female young adult authority figures. I'm not sure why. but I was being manipulated by my anxiety by ignoring you and pushing you away when I did that with someone else it was happening with and that blew up in my face. so I know what to do now. I'm better prepared.