i wish you knew how much you hurt me when you make snarky comments like that. i don’t know why i come back to you when we just aren’t meant to be.

though i do hate you, i have to thank you for being my first real love. i have to thank you for the year it took us to realise we both deserved better. i'd like to thank you for showing me what love feels like. deep down, i know a small part of me will always love you :)

i saw the pain in your eyes and knew i couldn’t hurt you ever again. i have to find myself. i’ll see you again. i’m sorry. i’ll love you always.

Désolé pour tout, je suis vraiment pas douée pour garder les gens que j’aime près de moi, je veux juste qu’on reste en bon terme malgré tout, tu as avec toi une partie de moi et je te remercierai jamais assez pour ce que tu as fait pour moi

Do you feel the same? You confuse me so much, one moment I can almost bet my life on the fact you like me back but then the next you leave me waiting for you for hours and make me feel so incredibly small and insignificant. Please just put me out of my misery and tell me how you feel, this guessing game is quite literally killing me. I don’t know how long I can take this, I’m exhausted.

Sometimes I wonder if it’s my turn to be selfish too, but I know it would hurt you. It’s not like you cared much when you did it

we were so good and then u ruined it but i cant be mad because it isnt your fault that i loved you so easily

i miss talking to you like me use to talk before if i’m being honest we use to have a good connection and everything but everything went down hill for some stupid things of course. man i really miss you man all does dumb arguments we had for stupid shit was dumb and yk know it too. i remember the first facetime like if we just had facetime yesterday best of my memories we had, the fact that we actually fall asleep on facetime too was funny and cute cause your ass was more tired than i was but at least i got to see you sleep. i really do feel safe with you, you are this great genuine guy with a BIG asd heart dude like you are so sweet and sometimes a bitch but it’s ok cause i understand where everything is coming from i remember everything after the ft we actually ft like what 5 or 6 times the third time man you actually told me how you felt about me it was super weird cause like i didn’t know how to felt at that point cause we where barely getting to know each other better and the fact that you told me that you felt something for me and that you didn’t know how or why it was so adorable cause it was also on ft but it was like if we was typing it yk lmaooo. well i really wanted to tell you that you are the best and still are the best of the guys i have ever met i miss everything we use to have and i miss you too ily.

I had to end it because I knew you wouldn’t love me after knowing all of the selfish mistakes I made. I’m sorry, I am filled with regret every day.

from the moment i met you, i knew i would always love you. i just didn't think it would be this hard.

All my poems are still about you, i wonder if yours are about me

I wish you knew how much you destroyed me.

i love you forever
i will wait for u for as long as i have to
we will be together again

I wonder if those other posts were from you.

we had an insane connection, i wish we wouldn't have taken it for granted. i love you.

I should’ve not let you go so easily. I will always be here waiting, hoping one day you choose me.

Why can’t we end up together in this universe?

You were my best friend before everything happened, I will always wish nothing but the best for you

I knew you would never pick me but I will always try.

i love ur appreciation for life and ur amazing sense of humour

i love you so much more than you could ever imagine sammy <3 ur my person

i’m sorry 4 the way i reacted when u told me u didn’t wanna be with me anymore i know i’m the issue

i love you so much, baby. always and forever.

You make me feel loved, and wanted. Words can not describe how thankfull i am to be with you <3

You hurt me so much to the point where I feel so humiliated that I fell for you in the first place

Listen to someday, somewhere by palace

this is my goodbye

Hey, wanna run away together & lay in a field again?

Everyday I think about how things didn’t work out with us.

i have so many questions and i know i’ll never get an answer. i miss you.

i hope she treats you right. i’m sorry i couldn’t be that for you. i’m always rooting for you

I dream about you all the time

i’m sorry.
you deserve everything, i’ve always thought that and i always will.

i think i still have a soft spot for u

i think i’ll forever grieve the version of you that doesn’t exist anymore. miss you, bff

I’m sorry I fell in love with you as soon as I crashed and burned.

I want to be with you & it hurts me so badly to think you didn’t want the same. Please come back.

You make me feel things ive never felt before. Even your voice makes me blush. You're perfect <3

My sweetest and silliest boy, I love you forever and always

we’re both too stubborn to face the truth or make the first move

I love you and I just hope you see a future with me

you fell first but i definitely fell harder.

I’m so sorry for how I can be it’s just hard to express my emotions I do know ily tho

I wrote a message for you long ago but I couldn't find it I want another chance with you. I love you

I'm banking on the fact that I think you're a good person. Please don't let me down. I love you.

i loved you so much. i loved you more than anyone i had before or have since. i wish i hated you

i hope you're treating the denim jacket well

Thanks for being such a comfort - feeding me and letting me cry on your sofa. Love you forever

I hate that I had to end it. I really did love you.

i wish you wouldve stayed