I cried when I cut you off. There's a part of me that wishes you'd come back but you were never mine :/

You broke me but I still love you and one day I hope we can forgive each other. After everything you done to me, still all I want is you to admit so we can both move on&find happiness

I wish I can show you all the paragraphs I wrote about you. All the nice words I said about you . I wish you could see how happy u made me and how broken u made me feel when u left . I wish u knew how much I love u, sadly I know u don’t care and still love ur ex you always did.

i think apart of me will always love you and i don’t think it’s ever gonna sink in that ur not coming back:( stay safe i love you and congratulations on making it through life

when i first met you i mistook you for my sister but youre actually so fun and lively; btw we all love you so if you think that we are annoyed of you- we aren't :) enjoy your break

Sam, you will always be the love of my life. My forever and always. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough. I’ll always love you.

I truly wish I never met you. All the most traumatic events of my life are tied to you. You exist within me as pain.

why did you kill yourself? i'm sorry. i didn't mean it when I said I didn't wanna see you again. i live with it every day. rest easy, I love you

Everyday I hope you come back to me.. I miss you so much. You will forevers & always be in my heart.

She’s great, beautiful, kind etc. But also my best friend. It could’ve ended differently but I guess things happen for a reason.

hey, i really like you i know you like her but i love everything about you please don’t do this please don’t chose her. i love you, please

I love all the different pieces of you and how perfectly those pieces fit together to create you. My lil Marley

hey, i really like you i know you like her but i love everything about you please don’t do this please don’t chose her. i love you, please

you were my first love and i always thought that somehow, we’d find our way back to each other, but i’m not sure that’s gonna happen and it makes me sad. i’ll always love you

thanks for a good friend, you're truly the best. you've helped me through so much and i wish you know how much you really helped me

i wish i never introduced u to her cuz now all u worry abt is her u dont even talk to me anymore. what do she have that i dont?

I literally hate you, you’re so immature and have to have it your way. you can’t tell me I’m a bad friend when you would get mad at anything good that happened in my life and care only for yourself. I was there for you for EVERY single thing that happened and when something happens to me, you make it about yourself. Just because I have trauma and put up my boundaries from it, you can’t call me a bitch and blow up at me.

You had someone else in your lap as I took a nap on a 14 hour plane home. Fuck you and you’re ugly haircut.

I like talking to youu a lot ?? :( and this scares me a little bit scared to get hurt i guess. i hope we end up as friends if anything. u are different ?

Is it sad that I still think about you sometimes even though I know I’ve already moved on? I guess I’ll never know

Is it sad that I still think about you sometimes even though I know I’ve already moved on? I guess I’ll never know

I still think about you a lot. Maybe it's because you moved away before we got to see things all the way through or maybe it's because you were my first love. It's been two years, but I wish I could've spent them with you. I have no problem moving on and I've dated other people just fine, but I can't help but wonder what could've been if you had stayed.

i don’t think this is the first time we’ve met. i think that we knew each other before. do you feel it too?

I just need to get it all out. I strongly doubt you will find this and a part of me wants you to. I dont even know where to start. I miss you. I still love you. And im pretty sure you dont feel the same. I cant let go of the memories, they play in my mind on repeat. And your words stay in my head tearing me down day after day. its just getting worse but im sure youre happy. I know its not but loosing you feels like end of the world. Theres just a void I cant fill. No one loved me or hurt me like you did. I dont know what to do I cant let go.

i wish you knew you weren’t ready before i had to find out myself. by then it was too late to not get attached.

We were in class and you sent me that text, nothing big but just a little joke but we couldn't stop laughing. We made eye contact over the zoom and I couldn't stop smiling. I don't think you realize how much, even the little things mean to me.

I never thanked you for loving me even when I didn't love you. It made me believe that I was enough. I wish I could have chosen you then because I know that I would choose you now.

i really love you... why did you do this to me? what have i done to you? i still love with all my heart and i’ll be waiting for you...

We met at the wrong time I understand that now, but did you really have to break me like that? Even though we are married now I’m still trying to repair myself. I don’t think I will ever be able to do that but I still love you and I will always love you even if I hate myself for it.

We met at the wrong time I understand that now, but did you really have to break me like that? Even though we are married now I’m still trying to repair myself. I don’t think I will ever be able to do that but I still love you and I will always love you even if I hate myself for it.

when we first fell in love, everything matched, and then it didn’t. i got my prom dress in purple to remind me of you, but by that time you were already gone, and I didnt know it was with her, another her, another friend you probably cheated on me with. you became a culmination of everything I hated about myself and all of my insecurities, and I still hate that you made me question who I was because purple is not your color anymore, it’s the color of goddamn royalty and I wish I could tell you to go fuck yourself on my throne.

i miss you. i wish i can go back and admit that i still have feelings for you. i miss watching u play chess...

why couldn’t you love me? i tried so hard and she didn’t, but you loved her unconditionally. what’s wrong with me?

i don’t know if i miss you as a best friend, as more or if i just miss you presence. all i know is i miss you and getting over you is the hardest thing i will ever do

i love you so much i hope you never leave me. i’m sorry i hurt you so much, i hate it but i’m so broken but i know you still love me and that’s how i know you’re perfect for me. i love you bunny

You made me feel like you loved and cared about me but really you just hurt me again, your whole existence is pain and hurt. How can you hurt so many people and feel fine?

i'm sorry. i shouldn't have said anything. i started the argument. and i think about that shit every day. still.

it would be weird if i texted u right? yeah i thought so... i know you're a good person so thank you for being so kind to me. i'm sorry if i disappointed you.

You have no idea how much I regret our breakup. I miss you but I know you don't love me anymore. I'm sorry.

I know that we literally are not meant to be together. but we r soulmates, so it kinda hurts. also, I love and hate all our little romantic moments at the same time, and I feel guilty for liking someone else, even if I know that we are not dating, and it’s okay.
I can’t say if it’s romantically or not (I don’t understand it anymore) but I love you and I care a lot about you

you took so much from me and caused me so much pain without even realizing it, it hurts so fucking much sometimes but i don't want to let go but i know deep down you've already let go and now it's my turn...i'll always be waiting for you to message me back.

It’s been a while since I wrote one of these but I just wanted to let you know that spanish, french and maths are my favourite subjects because I get to talk or even just see you

It'll be a year since you died in a few days. Could I have stopped you? If I had paid more attention would you have stayed?

Hi Sam. I just wanted to say that you are the love of my life and 3 years on not a day goes by where I don’t think about you

Ive loved you since freshman year. Even though you're straight and could never love me back I want you to know. Im still your best friend

Not my first love, but a friend forever. I hope you’ll find your way. Don’t give up. I’m sorry if I’ve discouraged you in any way...

i know everything’s hard right now but you have to keep going. life will get better and i think we both need to hear this.

you messed up. you treated me like shit for ages and i didn’t even realise, i should have realised. i have never and will never talk to someone who treats me that way again as i know what to look for now and i don’t want this to repeat itself. all of the other guys i’ve spoken to, ever, never spoke and pressured me like this. when you added me back on my bday and we talked for a few days after that, the thought was always in the back of my mind what you did. i couldn’t forgive you. i’m sorry for this and i know you are but i can’t seem to believe it and you won’t go somewhere else and treat other girls like this. please don’t sam

i just can't seem to get over you. i look for you everywhere i go. i love you even tho i never told you

yesterday i had this text prepared and ready to send to you. i'm glad i didn't but i wish i had because you should know that i would do this all over again just for two more weeks of unbridled happiness and content.