Unsent messages to SAM

if you really loved me why didn't you treat me better? i asked, but i don't think you ever actually tried.

i never meant to hurt u i don’t think u will ever understand what happened too me but i will always love u as i promised

You broke me so bad. Yet I stayed because you’re my first love. But where’s the trust when I need it? Why did you cheat on me - what did I do to deserve it? Maybe I’ll never know true happiness..

I hate you, youre a sleezy asshole, you play girls to make yourself feel better. You vanilla, unseasoned, spaghetti looking ass bitch.

I can't believe I'm writing this, but at now point I actually liked you. I've never told you but at least I've told someone. I wish I never did.

I'm sorry I left so soon. Its diffrent now. It doesn't feel right. I like you a lot but I'm going to give it time becouse ik you dont feel the same way. If you ever see this I love you ⛓?

I with you felt the same way as I did. I've tired so hard to show you how I feel and it's not working. If you ever come across this I'm sorry I stopped being there every day. Something has changed and it doesn't feel right anymore. I'll be back soon like last time x

Could we have stayed together if I was prettier and my mental health didn't ruin things? Me and your son will always love you and I wish we were a proper family again

i thought the way i was treated was love. i realized you wanted to control my life now and i wish i knew then.

I like you I have for a while I know we barely talk anymore and school is well school but you’re still amazing to me

I wish you would still text me and tell me everything will be OK. everything is a mess right now. I need you

I just wanna know if I made it all up in my head? U seemed to be the one person who understood. Was I ur one person?

I’m so stupid I can’t believe I thought you were going to come back LOL. It’s been years and i still wish you do come back but idg why do i feel that. You were an asshole, fuck you. I deserve so much better

u showed me how i deserve more and how heartbreak feels, u allowed me to grow but held me back for so long. getting over u was the best decision i ever made

Why did I think you liked me. Well Ig you had to have had some feelings towards me to hold me that one night .

I dream of marrying you, it's too early to say I love you though. And if that dream doesn't come true, I will not be crushed.

It’s been 4 years since we broke up and there’s not been a single day I haven’t thought about you or missed you.

you broke me in so many ways i'll never be the same, you stopped me from feeling love and now i feel empty

i don’t know how i feel about you. i want to date you, but at the same time i don’t. i want you to keep pushing this because i will give in soon.

fuck dude. who would’ve know that one night would do so much damage. scary thing is you don’t even know

You definitely aren’t my first love, nor are you anyone i have been inlove with but i truly care about you. i’m always so happy when you are holding me. you were the first person i felt comfortable to be near me in that way since the thing happened to me. i would love to love you but i just can’t.

You really were my first love and you taught me a lot. So thank you for cheating on me. I now know my worth.

i’ve given you so much. i’ve offered you so much. i never receive anything in return. some “best friend” you are.