I just need to get it all out. I strongly doubt you will find this and a part of me wants you to. I dont even know where to start. I miss you. I still love you. And im pretty sure you dont feel the same. I cant let go of the memories, they play in my mind on repeat. And your words stay in my head tearing me down day after day. its just getting worse but im sure youre happy. I know its not but loosing you feels like end of the world. Theres just a void I cant fill. No one loved me or hurt me like you did. I dont know what to do I cant let go.