Unsent messages to JACK

Why u have to love my bestfriend and even that tell me that u love me? I just want to forget u, but is so fucking complicated. U still tell me u love her, but when i try to fotget u, suddenly u send me a text telling me u love me, wth should i do with this feelings?

I fell in love with you three years ago today. Now we’re best friends and you’ll never know this is our anniversary.

im really sorry for the mess ive tied you into. but my trust in you is fading, but i know you mean no harm.

You were a racist sociopath and somehow way too involved in your church. Why did you tell me you loved me??!

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUFUCUCJFKFKOUCUFCK2UGUFOUGFW48932!@#$#!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS!!!!!!! IF I FUCKING SEE YOU, IT'S ON FUCKING SIGHT!!!!@#@#$ DO YOU FUCKIGN UNDERSTAND!@#$#!!?!??!!!?!?

I think ur cute but I’m beautiful to myself and I’m afraid to hear ur opinion on my looks also afraid of commitment and telling my parents abt u

i love you , ik u don’t like to hear it but i truely do . i say it to everyone i care abt but you ? you are diff . ??

You fucked up so bad. I want to like you so bad but you have completely changed. For the worse. Really embarrassed I ever associated with you. Hope you are having fun with that ugly ass bitch. Go fuck yourself

thanks for following back the girl i was worried ab the whole time right after we broke up, i’m over you, bye

Jack you are such a fucking retard and I pray w/e has your children can afford the spastic schooling!!

i just want you to know that i always hold you in my heart, even if you dont think about me anymore. theres a part of me that will always love you so deeply, i truly hope you never feel unloved, even if you dont deserve my love, i still love you with all of my being, i just can’t be with you anymore.

I wish you could have told me I was enough and that I meant something to you. But, thank you for showing me what minimal commitment is.

i found myself thanks to you. i like to think we found ourselves in each other. does that mean we'll be forever?

Idk why but I liked you I barley even knew you. You asked me for nudes constantly but I never sent. But if you asked me to go on a date I would tell you to pick me up right now. Even tho I know for a fact you are a bad person and use girls for nudes to jack off to.

Idk why but I liked you I barley even knew you. You asked me for nudes constantly but I never sent. But if you asked me to go on a date I would tell you to pick me up right now. Even tho I know for a fact you are a bad person and use girls for nudes to jack off to.

Remember when I braided your hair? That was the first time I hung out with all of you without her. I was so nervous.

fuck you. i hate how much i still care about you. and you probably don't. im afraid to say i miss you bc im scared you won't feel the same.

you were the right person. just the wrong time. idk if our paths will ever cross again, but i hope youre happy.

I still have custom notifications enabled to your text messages. How I wish to hear that sound again.

You taught me to love myself first but you took with you all of what I was. I am nothing without you.

hey, missing you. i wonder where you are right now and if you have changed. Do u still like skylanders and plants vs zombies bc thats what i remember you by. Maybe i still have feelings for you a little lmaoo but in any case i hope youre doing good wherever you are. Love from year 1

I’m not really sure why I still think about you. You broke me in so many different ways. I can’t help but remember the amazing moments we had but they quickly become tainted by how fast you were able to forget it all. I really liked you, Jack. I think we both know this can never happen again, but somewhere deep down in me still wishes the impossible.

I'll never forget the day that we met up for the first time by ourselves. From that day we met every weekend, and each time I still had crippling anxiety because i'd be scared of doing and saying the wrong things. From then on we started to hang out with the rest of the friend group and I loved it so much, but then you turned into something that mentally drained me constantly. You'd keep coming to me with the same issues constantly, and i'm not complaining about that because i know how tough things used to get for you. I'm complaining about the fact that each time you came to me with those same problems, you wanted constant attention and advice and trust me, some of the stuff you came to me used to make me worry about you constantly, which was why I couldn't help so much and give you advice. Even after that, you started to take everything so literal, almost as if you couldn't take a joke. Even after me and the rest of the friend group tried to talk to you, you wouldn't budge so we gave up. But then, you'd start complaining that we didn't care about you? And the fact you had the audacity to say that after everything we did for you was just sickening in every way possible and it really made me start to think hard about your behaviour. Thats when the penny finally dropped and you decided to cut yourself from the friend group by saying that it's all my fault, that I never cared about you, that I hated you, and since then that really sent me off the edge. Everything, everything I did was for you, your wellbeing, your mentality and yet you can't and never saw that did you? You only care about yourself, no one else. When did you ever ask me, or anyone else in the friend group if they were okay if they were having a bad day or just in general? Never, and yet the rest of us used to ask you daily because we cared that much about you. You're a sickening human being, Jack. I'm so sorry you decided to live that way and treat people like that because if i were you i'd sort myself out right now because going on like that won't get you anywhere. I can finally have closure and say goodbye.

you were my everything and i found myself at the same time you found me, maybe some day we can meet again but for now you were my right person but the wrong time

i wasn’t trying to get anyone against you whatsoever. i would’ve loved to be on good terms but the way you’re acting, you made up your mind. i’m happy now, thank you.

the closest I ever got to a relationship if he had actually liked me. ill never know why he never messaged me back.

you said youd wait as long as i need and that youll always love me. im ready now but youre dating my best friend

47, no matter how much i try to forget what we didn’t have, it doesn’t seem to go away. it’s engraved in my brain like the crooked lines on wood.

god i love you. you don’t understand it. it’s as if you have this piece of me and i can’t stay away from you trying to recover it.

god i love you. you don’t understand it. it’s as if you have this piece of me and i can’t stay away from you trying to recover it.

I proper loved you even after the almost a year and a half of everything you put me through, but I'm starting to move on and thank you for breaking me to the point where I finally learned to self worth. Sometimes I wish I never met you, but youve given me insight on what to not chase after. So go fuck yourself Jack. I hope you see this one day you proper prick cunt

i will always love you no matter what or how distant we are you will always have a special place in my heart

i don’t even think this is love. it’s just this thing that has dragged on for so long, and it feel likes it’s all in my head. yet just locking eyes or smiling at one another resets this unhealthy cycle i’ve never been able to break. this deep purple is how a see you, deep and dark, yet loveable.

i don’t even think this is love. it’s just this thing that has dragged on for so long, and it feel likes it’s all in my head. yet just locking eyes or smiling at one another resets this unhealthy cycle i’ve never been able to break. this deep purple is how a see you, deep and dark, yet loveable.

i don’t even think this is love. it’s just this thing that has dragged on for so long, and it feel likes it’s all in my head. yet just locking eyes or smiling at one another resets this unhealthy cycle i’ve never been able to break. this deep purple is how a see you, deep and dark, yet lovable.

You make me feel so whole and realize the beauty that surrounds us everyday. I hope that everyone experiences the love that you have shown me.

Through everything you have put me through I still can't let go but now when I see you it's not the same.

im happy to say ive accepted that were nothing more than just friends now. it took alot of courage to and im proud of myself. its still hard to see u with someone else tho, but hey, having you back as a friend is enough

i thought we were going to watch the stars together and talk about our future, but you told her those things.

If I could I would want to start that weekend all over again, I would want to catch you sneakily smiling at me and laughing about every little thing I do, I would want to hear your laughs and giggles when you tickle me just to make me smile. But most of all, I want you to like me back.

i don’t think it was meant to end like this, i won’t love like that ever again. p.s. ill always be waiting for you

you keep saying how you can't wait to leave this world. I wish I could make you see the beauty left in life. I need you

i wish you came at the right time. you were 100% the right person but you came at 100% the wrong time.

U lied and made me think I was wanted for once, but u wanted my friend instead. Idk why I still want you even now

I wish you cared. I wish you loved me. I wish you thought about me and I wish that I could be yours but your still in love with your ex

I resented you for a while, I don't anymore. I'm moved on and I don't need an apology. I know why you said those things and that is enough for me

I fell hard for you, but I knew a guy like you would never date a girl like me . I fell so hard I even got jealous, and when I found out you liked my friend it broke me, for a second I thought i had you because you always looked at me and smiled . But in the end you liked my friend, I get it , its hard to not like her, shes gorgeous, yet plays everyone,. I tried getting to know you, I tried talking to you, but all you did was look at her, pay attention to her, walk by her , blush when she talked to you. It broke me. I cried for nights because it really brought down my confidence, it made me realize my worth , my worth was nothing. I could never reach her level . I didnt have short nice wavy hair, or a nice style or body . But after school stopped, I had a glow up, I cut 8 inches off my hair, I started wearing makeup, And I started wearing what I was comfortable in , I got a nice style, I actually got a group a friends, and I realized who was fake. I have 3 boys wrapped around my finger now, and what do you have? nothing. Your loss my love. And that girl you liked so much is now the worst stuck up person you'd ever meet, and only for you to find out she didnt care abt you, instead she had feelings for your friend. So fuck you jack, you were my first love. Sadly, embarassed to say you were. Hope life treats you like the treated me.

their this feeling deep down where I wished we would have worked out but I know i would just get hurt all over again.

im sorry for what happened. you deserved so much more. thank you for teaching me how to be a better person.

I loved you so much. I imagined a future with you. You were that someone I sang about. I still see us as Marian and Harold, dancing like we never have before, because we were so happy to be with each other. I hope you marry someday, and I hope little things remind you of our time together. Even though we were young, I will always remember you as the one that got away.