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I fell hard for you, but I knew a guy like you would never date a girl like me . I fell so hard I even got jealous, and when I found out you liked my friend it broke me, for a second I thought i had you because you always looked at me and smiled . But in the end you liked my friend, I get it , its hard to not like her, shes gorgeous, yet plays everyone,. I tried getting to know you, I tried talking to you, but all you did was look at her, pay attention to her, walk by her , blush when she talked to you. It broke me. I cried for nights because it really brought down my confidence, it made me realize my worth , my worth was nothing. I could never reach her level . I didnt have short nice wavy hair, or a nice style or body . But after school stopped, I had a glow up, I cut 8 inches off my hair, I started wearing makeup, And I started wearing what I was comfortable in , I got a nice style, I actually got a group a friends, and I realized who was fake. I have 3 boys wrapped around my finger now, and what do you have? nothing. Your loss my love. And that girl you liked so much is now the worst stuck up person you'd ever meet, and only for you to find out she didnt care abt you, instead she had feelings for your friend. So fuck you jack, you were my first love. Sadly, embarassed to say you were. Hope life treats you like the treated me.