From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 23, 2023, 4:44 pm UTC
thank you for leaving, i would’ve never left if you didn’t.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 23, 2023, 4:42 pm UTC
idk if we're close enough for me to feel the way i do
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:31 am UTC
admist a vast sky full of stars, you’re my constellation
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:26 am UTC
Even if there we're hundreds of guys, ill always choose you.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:07 am UTC
Whenever I listen to Birds Don’t Sing, I think of you.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:07 am UTC
when you left you took a piece of me with you.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:18 pm UTC
i miss when things were easy. when she wasnt around.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:02 pm UTC
I still think about that drive back from LA
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:05 pm UTC
when will i finally be enough for you to be proud of?
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:49 pm UTC
I wish we lasted , I really wish we did
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 16, 2023, 12:25 am UTC
Right person wrong time. Hoping that right time is coming soon
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:44 pm UTC
i wish you didn’t give up on us without trying
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 14, 2023, 9:29 pm UTC
If i must have a future, i want it with you :)
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 13, 2023, 12:07 am UTC
im getting such mixed signals you confuse me!!
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:52 pm UTC
I guess Robert Frost was right. Nothing Gold Can Stay.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 12, 2023, 3:37 pm UTC
i wonder if you think about me. how in love we were
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 12, 2023, 12:40 am UTC
you made me feel so loved and I miss us
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: July 11, 2023, 6:29 pm UTC
i love u :33 u have always meant so mucg to me
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 19, 2021, 1:37 am UTC
lol you entered my life during the pandemic and left... during the pandemic- i wonder if you still think about me ?¿
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:06 pm UTC
i've think I've always kinda had a thing for u. It never rlly crossed my mind until school started this year. Idk how but u've grown more than i expected. sooo I'm down to be something more if u are :)
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 18, 2021, 2:12 am UTC
i was only 11 when you stole my childhood, you broke down me to my lowest; but you’ll never hurt who i am today.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 18, 2021, 1:03 am UTC
i’m so scared that i will never love someone the way i loved you, you are who i look for in everyone else
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 17, 2021, 11:20 pm UTC
You are an asshole but you made me feel happier in 1 month than I ever was. It sucks that I still think of you sometimes even though you left. I guess it's also kind of my fault... Anyways fuck you imy
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:06 pm UTC
come back loser please just come back. all it would take is a call. I don't think you understand I cant fall out of love the way you did, some part of me cant stop holding on. please. The worst part is I don't even know you anymore, I only know the version of you that I made up in my head. Just please don't let the last time we spoke be it for us. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 17, 2021, 7:59 pm UTC
I think part of me is scared im never going to fall in love with someone as much as I fell in love with you. another part of me doest want to. is it just me, I know I probably don't even cross your mind anymore.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:06 pm UTC
You absolutely destroyed me yet I still love you... it’s been a year and I still can’t get over you... and I doubt I ever will.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:18 am UTC
i really do think i loved you. for what i knew love to be at the time. i get it. you didn’t feel the same but i will always remember you and think of you fondly even though you broke my heart
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:14 am UTC
I wish there was a way to tell you how much you broke me. I cried for weeks. You broke up with me and I called cjs sobbing. I had never loved anyone else. But you didn't want me anymore. I'm glad you did what was best for you. You are now happy with her. But I'm more scared now than ever to flirt or talk to anyone who might care. I'm scared of being broken again. I'm talking to this guy right now who has an amazing personality but I can't think about pursuing it without hurting because of you. You. Were perfect. You knew how to make me feel better when I didn't think no one else could. I know you did love me but I wish I knew why you stopped. I wish I knew what I did wrong. But you're happy and that's all that I care about. I wish you the best. Goodbye Jack.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:08 am UTC
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for living so far away. I'm sorry for never meeting you. Maybe if we had met each other in real life we could've worked out. You never know. I am glad you are in a happy stable relationship now. We weren't right for each other despite what cjs thinks. She still says that I was my happiest while I was with you. Sometimes I think about what would've happened if we never broke up and we met each other. I think physically being together would've changed something but how would I know. I'm sorry you met me honestly. I had so many issues and I wasn't even a good person. I'm glad you're happy now.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:50 pm UTC
You left. I cried myself to sleep every night for a year wondering how you can just wake up one day and decide to stop talking to someone. I needed you.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:47 pm UTC
I’ll not forgive u for what u did, but I hope ur good now and I wish I knew what really happened. Instead I’ve just got to assume and guess and wonder what made her so much better that’s me. But I guess we’ll never find out:/
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:39 pm UTC
I still believe you’re my soulmate and we would have been something amazing. I miss you daily. I hope you’re at peace.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:23 am UTC
putting in the work to stay friends with you was both the best and most painful thing i have ever done
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:38 am UTC
how do you act like you like me one day and then don't care the next you are a waste of my time and tears I hate you forever
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:35 am UTC
you told me you loved me but then left for someone else but it’s the fact you never talked to me again that hurt more
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:00 am UTC
i don't know if i loved you. maybe i did. i think i could have, if i'd tried. i'm sorry. you're such a good person. too good for me. i miss you being in my life. i hope you're okay. do you think about me? i saw you listening to the playlist i made you. you're such a special person. i'm sorry i lied about you. you're too good for me. maybe some day i'll see you again. we were so young, we knew nothing. i'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:22 am UTC
i get so scared that i’ll never find someone who i’ll be that comfortable around again, i’m scared i’ll never find someone who will look at me the way you used to look at me. what was it? you told me you could really fall in love with me, was i just not good enough for you jack?
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:16 pm UTC
why did you lie to me? why did you tell me not to worry about her, and then leave me for that same person?
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:13 am UTC
i'm sorry for whatever it is i did wrong. maybe if you learned how to communicate, we could've lasted. oh well.
From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 13, 2021, 3:58 am UTC
dude it really hurt when you rejected me. you were the one person i wanted to see. and for a whole year i cared about you. this is why i hate myself