Unsent messages to R
From: ABC
To: R
I love that I am no longer in love with you, and after finding myself it’s made me realise I probably never was.
From: ABC
To: R
i tell people i don’t regret you for what you taught me but sometimes idk if that’s true. was it worth it? idk.
From: ABC
To: R
i am in so much pain i dont understand how you could just forget me like this you never text me anymore you act like you dont care was everything you said just a lie?? i really dont understand you fucking told me you loved me?? like what the fuck did u even mean that shit? u rlly dont act like u do now. and i want what is best for you 100% which is why im not mad you broke up with me but i am really upset because now u dont talk to me and i feel like all of our love was a fucking lie. u view all my shit and never say anything u see i be sad over shit and dont say nothing and i genuinely feel like u dont fucking care at all and its a really sucky feeling. ive been heartbroken before as u know but it has never ever felt like this because i saw actual potential in you and us and our bond no matter what we were to each other and you were special to me and i would fo amything for you to talk to me again i know u r coming home soon im too scared to txt u but i rlly feel like we shud see each other again and talk ab shit. u will never see this and if u do ik u will make fun of me for doing it on this cringey ass shit but i just never wud b able to send this lmao. i felt so lucky to have met you and i believe we met for a reason. it sucks to feel like ur fine with just letting this bond die out. u prolly will never see but if u do, text me i still love u loser and i think ab u all the time. i hope youre okay i hope ur mental health is okay i hope u r happy thats all i rlly want ig i just dont understand where i stand to u anymore or what the fuck changed idek what im saying at this point its 2am and i fucking miss u
-e
im actually insanr yea i know whatevet tho i just rlly care ab u
From: ABC
To: R
I was in love with you and I had to watch you be in love with someone else. I still hope it’s you and I in the end.
From: ABC
To: R
Yes, the world doesn't revolve around me but you should've stick with me because thats what you said you'll do.
From: ABC
To: R
i think i loved you since i first saw you. i never stood a chance, the second i saw you my heart already belonged to you. i wanna know the taste of your lips as badly as i need air to breathe when youre around
From: ABC
To: R
Lol I miss playing video games with you. When you asked me if I ever played video games and I said yes, I was just lying. I just wanted to spend time with you, so I learned how to play and now I enjoy it, but now every time I play, I think about you.
From: ABC
To: R
Lol I’ve never told you this, but I started playing softball and video games because of you. That sounds really dumb, but it’s true. Now I genuinely love doing both so Thankyou :)
From: ABC
To: R
i thought i finally moved past the hurt until you walked past me and time slowed down when we locked eyes.
From: ABC
To: R
I do miss how it was with us last year. A lot. But I’ve moved on and so have you. From time to time, I just remember.
From: ABC
To: R
We were talking online. We studied in the same high school, but never became close. We became best friends after we graduated, but when and where... I don't know
P.S: EAT. You need strength for rugby
From: ABC
To: R
hey,
Ik we’re still best friends but like sometimes I wish we could be more again.. I honestly really miss the way we used to be. love u more than you’ll ever know..
~ that short cutie
From: ABC
To: R
In a year in which I had to learn the meaning of true pain, thanks for also showing me the meaning of true love.
From: ABC
To: R
Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.
From: ABC
To: R
Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during one of the darkest points in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.
From: ABC
To: R
Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.
From: ABC
To: R
Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.
From: ABC
To: R
i hate you.
it’s your fault.
what did u except a 3rd grader to think when you said that.
did my life really mean nothing at all to you.
u read my poem but yet you still decided i was fine.
You are sad and old and lonely.
You will never find love.
You are a selfish ungrateful wentch.
Im too good for this you caused me pain but only because you wished to share yours. You thought it worked but i haven’t killed myself so it clearly has not.
From: ABC
To: R
I wonder, if we met now, would we have worked out? We were so young and naive, but I'm better now.
I'm smarter now.
From: ABC
To: R
You made realise that saying you loved someone wasn’t the most meaningful thing you could say, the day you said you loved me I thought it couldn’t get better from there but when you told me hugging me felt like home oh lord did I realise I was wrong
From: ABC
To: R
Even though you used me and lied to me and manipulated me I still care and I’m here for you regardless because you made me happy during the darkest point in my life. I just wish you cared for me too.
From: ABC
To: R
thanks for making me fall for you, treating me like a queen and then dumping me over the phone. i gave you my heart and you gave me nothing in return
From: ABC
To: R
I’m tired of waiting, I’m finally going to try to find someone new. Someone that can treat me the way I need to be treated
From: ABC
To: R
How could you say you don't want to commit to anything after you'd been staying committed to talking for months during a global pandemic?
From: ABC
To: R
I'm sorry for being mean to you. I hope you're doing well. Too bad I never got to see you two years ago.
From: ABC
To: R
if I could be anywhere it would be with you in the summer lying down in the grass & listening to that album
From: ABC
To: R
i want you to pat my head before class again, i wish the moment i fell in love with you could’ve lasted forever. i know you will never feel the same towards me.
From: ABC
To: R
siempre he sentido que algo nos une pero esta vida no es para nosotros te estaré esperando en la parada. Te amo
From: ABC
To: R
you're so precious and beautiful. you never deserved all the hurt and pain life has thrown at you. one day i hope that you allow yourself to accept the love that you deserve and so much more.
From: ABC
To: R
I like eating the starbucks blueberry muffin because of you. Did I ever tell you that? You used to get them when we studied there bc you'd feel bad that we sometimes didn't buy any drinks. I stopped going to starbucks and the library to study. It just wasn't the same without you anymore.
From: ABC
To: R
It hurts to see you slowly loose interest, I just want to tell you but I’m scared it will ruin our friendship
From: ABC
To: R
If you are bad as they say, then I guess am curse.
When looking deep into your eyes I truly see a person full of love
From: ABC
To: R
i will wait for you, but not forever. time always comes with a price, and this time i pay with my clarity. there’s only so much time before things are blurry again.
From: ABC
To: R
I hate how I feel around you but it's also weirdly the best feeling I've ever experienced. Love is strange.
From: ABC
To: R
For a while I thought I was still in love with you but now I realise I was in love with the memories I had of you
From: ABC
To: R
just because i still talk to you doesn’t make what you put me through for a year of my life okay.
i just don't wanna let the good parts go.
From: ABC
To: R
Maybe we will meet again, maybe we will love each other again, in the future, or in another world, I don’t know but maybe we will
From: ABC
To: R
in the first week of us talking, we started calling eachother a pet name and that we are still using it. eventhough we didn`t know about eachothers existence before we started talking on snap....
From: ABC
To: R
i wish you realized how much i need you, you seem so distracted by life to not notice me calling out for you
From: ABC
To: R
att jag aldrig var tillräcklig för dig gör ont varje dag. jag trodde att du ville ha mig men du ljög, du ljög för mig hela tiden. och valde henne tillslut
du sårade mig och du fattar inte ens själv
From: ABC
To: R
youre gone right now,i mean you come back soon, but i realized my feelings are so much deeper, and it scares you, you might not feel the same, i dont just like you, i think i love you.
From: ABC
To: R
i am so tired of feeling like i am the one who will get hurt. i thought you were gonna be different. you weren’t.
From: ABC
To: R
I wonder if you miss me like I miss you. I wonder if you realise you ruined the word love to me. But I hope your okay. I hope you love her like I loved you.
From: ABC
To: R
I've forgotten you, although there are days I still think there's one less day left to live together.
From: ABC
To: R
I love you and miss you so much. I wish you were in my arms and I could hug you forever. I hope one day I can see you again. I wish I were her. But it's okay because she makes you happy.
From: ABC
To: R
remember when we went to home depot to pick out paint samples? you said this color was your favorite.
From: ABC
To: R
i miss you, a lot. i still haven't quite figured out who i am without you, but i'm getting there. you'll always have a place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: R
what i don't get is how you can invest so much time in something but say you don't want to commit to anything
From: ABC
To: R
one year ago today we were still together. ive moved on. you were my first, but i still think about you everyday. wishing you the best,
c
From: ABC
To: R
Sometimes I wonder what you think about me, and if you’re still in love with me like you were
in April. I hope you are.
