you promised me so many times
you would never hurt me, the second i started believing you, you did the unthinkable.

i'm in love with you but this distance thing is killing me.

I want you to tell me how you feel and not be closed off because you think it'll annoy me :( x

I miss you even though i know I shouldn’t, I know what you did is wrong but I still would like you here

nick we literally planned our trips to europe and becoming spies and shit but that never happened and i’m sorry i got mad and i didn’t want my last words to you to be that but i saw that you aren’t wearing your necklace anymore so sometimes i listen to summertime in paris and reread our texts hoping i see your name say typing or some shit idk but i want to be friends again but i feel like you standing me up was the best thing you could do we obviously were too toxic to work but to us we thought we were the only ppl in the world. idk man i juzt miss you a fuck ton text me sometime

i think i accidentally talked you into cheating. It was a good kiss. You should've told me about ur gf

i feel like i cant stay everytime we argue i feel as if you simply change it to be about you and not accept what the topic is im sorry i cant do this anymore i want you to be happy

My little chili pepper, it has been too long without you. My little sister has been asking where you are. She doesn’t quite understand that she won’t see you ever again. She’s 8 and never had a father figure in her life until you came along. She thought of you as the man that would watch her grow up into a beautiful young woman. She doesn’t actually think that exactly, of course. But I saw in her eyes when she looked at you. Her eyes sparkled when she looked up at you. I haven’t seen that glimmer in a while. I miss it. She is my little baby. I know you loved her. I miss you so much every day. This has been the worst year of my life. I hope you and my mum are having fun. I know how close you guys were before she… you know… People say when you lose someone the pain never really goes away, it just gets easier to deal with. Well, it has been 4 months and nothing has changed. I still can’t find a sewing needle to close the hole in my heart that went with you. You don’t know how bad I want to just end it and join you. But we’ll have to wait to meet again. Belly needs someone. I will never forgive myself if she ends up with my ‘father’. I will never forgive myself for telling you to go to that party. I love you, Nick. I will see you one day. Until then, keep my mother company.

hey we are meant for eachother js. there are so many signs. we are so alike my music buddy. i think about u SO much its crazy. i wish something could just happen already.

How dare you, you piece of shit. How dare you take the macaroni from my pantry. and give me my frog back you jerk.

I still have the flowers you got me and my neon green wristband from the day we met.

you ruined me

i love you always pookie

I'm so sorry for how I treated you when we were kids. I'm so glad you're happy now.

I really loved you. I wish you could’ve loved me. I hope you are happy now. I miss you.

You know what, regardless of how things end. I wish you so much love out there.

It’s been years but I still miss you. Maybe in a different universe we’re still together or friends.

I can't stop dreaming about you. Can you tell me that you love me face to face some day?

you made me a better person. but only after things ended.

I wish I met you when you were well. I love you…

If you ever see this, I'm sorry for everything, I still wish the best for you

only you (and you alone)

I’ll always remember you, I’m sad it didn’t work out but I’m glad we were something once

I saw you in my dreams last night...
We're happy.

I still wear the ring you gave me

Please believe me when I say I’ve moved on. Thanks for everything, but I’m never coming back.

why is it so hard for you to show emotion

i love you

My little chicken nugget I love you and I miss you

I hope one day we will come back to each other and i'm finally enough for you

how cruel the many forms familiarity takes. i’ll never know what your heart line reads.

im so in love with u. ur everything to me. im willing to make sacrifices for u id never for another

You don’t understand how much i cared for you. Did you feel the same? Or were you just playing me?

i truly meant nothing to you, didn’t i?

i pray everyday that we’ll be okay together. everything reminds me of u

sweet boy, it isn't supposed to be this hard. i just don't know if i can be the one to let you go.

I’m sorry I struggled to let you go and made you some kind of bad guy in my heartbreak.

i think i like u a lot more than u like me and i don’t know what to do about it

you are my happy place :) mine forever <3 i can’t wait for a lifetime with you

I wish you wouldn't have cheated so I can validate this love I still have for you.

Please quit your job

It was us against the world… I guess the world won

I love you so much. Anyone else I’d give up on. Not you. I’d never give up on you Nicholas

i keep waiting for you to reach out. i don’t want you anymore but you can’t be a stranger forever.

I still think about that car ride. The music, the windows down. And you.

my heart is longing for you youre all i think about i wish we could go back we cant and it hurts

you're right, i do miss you. can you just come back one more time

i love you so much i feel as though i will explode but there isn't anything i can do about it

I always hope your message was an apology. I was too hurt to answer after all this time. ♉️

if u miss me so much, u should just reach out. but u never will. u were always too scared

i don't know if i forgive you. i thought i did. i'm sorry