From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 27, 2023, 10:52 am UTC
Nicky, I wish we could’ve been friends always. Hope you’re well monkey.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 27, 2023, 2:14 am UTC
your words make me so happy, but it’s your actions that confuse me.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 25, 2023, 5:50 am UTC
I wish we could talk one more time & I would tell you how I felt & wish you would tell me the same
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 24, 2023, 1:36 am UTC
you would have never asked me to leave, and i would have never asked you to stay.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 23, 2023, 2:49 am UTC
you always roam the back of my mind. no matter how much i tell everyone i hate you, ik i never could
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 22, 2023, 10:19 pm UTC
everytime i see a photo of you i think to myself that i can’t believe that you are mine
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 22, 2023, 12:25 am UTC
I just want to stop thinking about you.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 21, 2023, 7:18 pm UTC
You are what I wanted, just the past was holding me back
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 21, 2023, 9:37 am UTC
i will never be the thing that makes you happy, and it’s killing me.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 21, 2023, 8:01 am UTC
I love you and I always will you are still my best friend in my head
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 21, 2023, 5:36 am UTC
You were the first person to ever break my heart you really meant so much to me
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 21, 2023, 3:16 am UTC
why was i so easily disposed and replaced after how intimate our bond was?
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 20, 2023, 11:01 pm UTC
I miss you more than you can imagine, you’re always in my thoughts
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 19, 2023, 11:18 am UTC
I hope our paths cross again, sunshine.I'm sorry
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 19, 2023, 11:17 am UTC
I always find myself asking “what if” whenever i think abt you.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 19, 2023, 2:16 am UTC
I love you so much, I hope there’s a you and me in every lifetime
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 18, 2023, 8:37 pm UTC
I wish you’d tell me how you really feel
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 18, 2023, 7:58 pm UTC
i hope we will get another chance someday, ive never stopped loving you
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 18, 2023, 7:37 pm UTC
i thought we had something? what happened?
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 18, 2023, 3:09 am UTC
i have so much love for u, i wish u could see that im the girl that’d bring u the stars. i love u
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 17, 2023, 1:04 pm UTC
i don’t know why you became so distant. you were my favorite person. but i was nothing to you.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 16, 2023, 10:47 pm UTC
You’re the only man i can see myself marrying.. we haven’t talked in months.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 16, 2023, 2:21 pm UTC
It's not easy to forget everything nick You will always remember that I am always proud of you
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 16, 2023, 12:53 am UTC
i miss hearing about your day and telling you about mine.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 15, 2023, 11:55 pm UTC
i wish you'd let me be the one to treat you right. i will always be here with open arms.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 15, 2023, 9:35 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish I never met you. Even tho loving you was the best part of my whole year
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 15, 2023, 4:50 pm UTC
i dont ever wanna love again bc of u
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 15, 2023, 6:59 am UTC
i will never forgive u for making me feel like i wasnt enough.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 14, 2023, 4:45 am UTC
even though i can’t hate you, i can finally recognize that you weren’t good for me.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 13, 2023, 7:45 pm UTC
You were the first person I ever let see my trans body and I'm glad it was you.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 13, 2023, 12:10 am UTC
You’ve changed the course of my life.
I never thought it could be you. But now it’s only you
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 12, 2023, 10:40 pm UTC
being with you felt like a breath of fresh air. oh, and i love you too, by the way.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 11, 2023, 2:16 pm UTC
every conversation with you feels like a competition
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 11, 2023, 12:38 pm UTC
The version of you I created in my head and the thought of how it could’ve been still haunts me
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 11, 2023, 2:49 am UTC
You gave me hope that we would be special, but you couldn’t commit to me and now you’re gone.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 11, 2023, 12:48 am UTC
i can’t believe you would do this to me. i thought you were the one. i still want you to be.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 10, 2023, 10:33 pm UTC
I miss you so much, and i don’t see myself with anyone else but you.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 10, 2023, 1:00 am UTC
i’m completely over you. thank you for teaching me so much
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 9, 2023, 4:39 pm UTC
11:11
I wish that you achieve anything you want. I love you.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 9, 2023, 10:56 am UTC
i think i’d give up a kidney to give you a hug.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 5, 2023, 7:53 pm UTC
I miss you, no matter how much you’ve hurt me I was always the one apologizing, and now I miss you
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: October 2, 2023, 5:47 am UTC
I like you and you know it so stop doubting yourself and say something :)
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: September 29, 2023, 10:12 am UTC
Sometimes I wish we weren’t ‘just friends’.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: September 29, 2023, 3:39 am UTC
i still remember how excited i got when our knees touched the first night we met
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: September 29, 2023, 3:26 am UTC
i miss you so much and it makes me feel pathetic because of how much you hurt me
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: September 29, 2023, 3:01 am UTC
September made it a year since we’ve spoken. I think about you every day.
From: ABC
To: nick
Date: September 22, 2023, 6:13 pm UTC
As long as I’m on this earth, you will always have someone who is proud of you