I really miss u, i wish u would feel the same as me but i hope u are happier with her... I will always love you

i love you so much. My body aches when i’m not with you, it feels like my skin burns when i’m not able to be with you.

i’m so sorry you have to deal with me when im in a really bad place for myself and i hate that i can never express my feelings with you and i know you hate that too but i really can’t help it. i think you would be better off with someone else. i’m sorry that i’m no matter how hard i try i always mess things up for us but i miss you. i really do you’re the reason i’m still here :(

I just wanted to say. i'm sorry. i always messed up our relationship. whether we were just friends or more than that. i've never fully understood why things have never worked out for us. yet we always try again. this message is to tell you that i think we should give each other some space for a little while. i think it would be best for the both of us because whenever we are close even just s best friends there is always a consequence

idk why you had to change like that. idk why you had to hurt me more than anyone ever has, knowing what i’ve been through. but at the end of the day, i wasn’t lying when i said i’d always love you even if it didn’t mean romantically. you’re not a bad person, it’s gonna be ok. be happy, yea? :)

wow. to think we would end up here. i never thought once this is how we would end. i tried to call you twice today. you didn't answer. i wanted to have your fucking kids. i gave myself to you. i trusted you. fuck you, but i still love you and always will

Espero que nuestro amor vuelva a nacer, porque en estos momentos quisiera que estuvieras a mi lado. Pero no lo estas. I love u so much.

Sé como te sientes, perdón por todo, de verdad, sé que me amas y sabes que en el fondo te amo, aunque actúe como si no lo hiciera, lo hago, pero no podemos estar juntos ahora, tu sabes porqué, perdón si te hice daño, pero no puedo estar contigo ahora, quizá luego en mucho tiempo, pero por ahora vive y experimenta con otras personas.

New Years past and “Down for the 5th time” showed up on shuffle. Is that a sign that you also thought of me recently?

you hurt me and i still here with you.
I hope one day you'll understand how I felt when you told me you didn't love me, but I'm still here waiting for you not to get hurt by someone who isn't worth it (me).

I know it’s been many moons since we’ve talked or seen each other but I still think of you when I masturbate.

No fuiste mi primer amor, y mucho menos serás el último, pero si fuiste la persona a la cual por primera vez quise entregarle lo mejor de mí, aún me duele de cierto modo, y no voy a negar que me pone feliz cuando me escribes y eres de lo más amoroso, pero un día me haces sentir que si y al otro que no, y te amo, pero debo ser fuerte y seguir adelante, siempre te llevaré en mi corazón, pero ya no más en mi vida.

I love you I let you hurt me all those times and I still forgave you I hope you know you destroyed me and still haven’t fixed me

It hurt so bad cuz u weren’t just a guy i had a crush on, u were my friend and u broke my trust by leading me on like that

im not even sure if you really like me. you told me all these nice things but how do i know thats how you really feel. your "best friend" likes you, i know it and i think you do too. i know you hide the fact that you say goodnight to me so you can go on to talk to her until 4 am. it hurts and i wish i could just leave but i cant help it, i want you.

i let u go time ago but i still cares and this is so fckn stupid. i feel stupid writting these cause it wasn't a rlly good story it was just a joke of hs kids but it rlly hurts me and take me to the sad place. take care pls.
maybe in another life or moment .
i will see u again :)

I loved you but we should've never talked to each other. You caused me so much pain. We were not for each other.

I think about you every single day. Thank you for everything. You'll be okay. Te quiero mucho pulpo. Beshitosh :)

Sometimes I think I'm over you, until I'm crying on the floor, wishing you were here to keep me safe from myself.

If I left him straight after you, would you have carried on with me? And when you called me, was it an accident?

Siempre soñé con que algún día sintieras lo mismo que yo, que un día caminaras hacia mi para decirme que me quieres, pero que pena que solo yo fui la estupida enamorada....

idk why you had to change like that. idk why you had to hurt me more than anyone ever has, knowing what i’ve been through. but at the end of the day, i wasn’t lying when i said i’d always love you even if it didn’t mean romantically. you’re not a bad person, it’s gonna be ok. be happy, yea? :))

the way i love you but i cant let you know that bc i don't want to ruin what we have but what if you like me too i will never know bc i am too scared to tell you and even admit it i'm so sorry

Que feo que tengas a tu lado una persona que en verdad te valoro y siempre tuvo la esperanza de que le dieras una oportunidad, pero tu preferiste estar con ella. Espero y algún día te des cuenta que valía la pena estar conmigo

20 minutes and I already miss you, I would like to show you that I love you with all my heart but you don't want to and I don't want to because I know I'm going to hurt you more and I want you to know that I regret it a lot

sigo sin saber como acercarme a ti, tengo la necesidad de conocerte, pero tengo miedo que me rechaces.

I knew that nothing was ever going to happen between us. I mean it was impossible for something to happen, but I still fell for you. But u didn’t give one shit about me and it’s okay

se que yo no era esa persona para ti, pero cada vez que te veo sigo sintiendo las mariposas como ese primer día

Maybe because I was banned I loved you more, I always loved you, and although every day you broke my heart more and more, I was a masochistic girl, who was still there despite everything you did, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for idealizing a future to your side, I love you and I always will, because you will always be my greatest love.

Hi, i want to tell you that i hate you, oh well i hate the fact that i love you, because you give me a lot of pain in my life, and you only see me ass a fucking toy uwu, ah also as a friend, but hajasajs ah also, you think that you are a lot but that's not true, so you should aprreciate me more >:v Because I'm the only one who is going to love you like this :v, bye -.-

Gracias a ti, ahora ya se que es lo que no quiero del amor.
Lo que mas me dolio fue tu sonrisa tan falsa.
En fin, ten una vida de exito.

some days we were talking about our future kids and others you were telling me how beautiful other girls were.

i still love you more than life itself. i thought it was genuine. why couldnt you just have picked up the phone??

Te cruzaste en mi camino yo en el tuyo y tú en el mío y fue lo mejor pero también lo peor no me avía enamorado haci como lo hice de ti y no te puedo odiar por qué en algún momento fuiste la razón de mi felicidad
Ya es momento de decirte adiós

it’s been over a year and i still don’t know why i wasn’t enough for you... i cant get over the fact that i cried every night for you and not once did you ever choose me. was she worth it?

i really tried with you. and i wish that would’ve been enough. i’ll always love you. ik you’re happier with her tho.

I wonder what it’s be like if we never broke up. If we’d still be together now, and if we’d be happy together.

Te llegue a amar pero hoy es momento de dejarte ir con quien tú eres realmente feliz, espero que con esa persona llegues a sentir todo lo bonito que yo sentí contigo, espero te abrigue y siempre te sientas como en casa con ella, cuídala y cuidate que yo...
Yo estaré bien, yo iré a sanar todas esas heridas que dejaste marcadas, yo iré a mejor cada día como persona, yo iré a buscar mi felicidad en mí misma.
Cuídate, se feliz y recuerda que siempre vas a poder...

Ella es tu amiga y compañera de videojuegos, la que se ríe de todos tus chistes. La que lloró en tu hombro cuando murió su gato. La chica que intenta acercarse más a ti pero no se atreve. La chica que siente como tu alma gemela.
La chica que piensa en ti en cada atardecer. La chica que te ama en profunda soledad.Tú no lo sabes, pero a esa chica le duele verte cerca de tu novia. Ella solo quiere decirte algo: Te amo.

you never leave my mind. please come back bub. i'm so broken without you. i not only lost you, but i've lost myself.

you never leave my mind. please come back bub. i'm so broken without you. i not only lost you, but i've lost myself.

sometimes i wish i never met you, but im glad i did because Ive learned not to associate myself with guys like you.

This time it's me, sorry but I can't get you out of my mind, I know it's hard for you too and you're trying to fit in with her, I could see your shared photo, I guess I'll be fine, if you're reading this I wish you everything how beautiful it exists, you made me very happy and I wish that this happiness will double you again.
It is my last message here for you (I hope so). I will always keep you dear and remember you in a pleasant way. Take care, Dieguito.
I will always ... I swear it.
Yes, I am.

Yo quería ser más que solo ser tu amiga, de verdad pero no sé si fue por la cuarentena que estabas aburrido...

Por favor, no le hagas tanto daño como a mí.
Salúdame a tu mamá y dile que extraño sus pechugas rellenas.

No sabes lo mal que me siento por no haberte dicho lo que sentia antes ahora me la paso pensando en ti y me gustaria hablarte pero creo que es mejor dejarte en mi pasado

es raro recordarte, pensar que en un momento fuiste mi todo y recordar en cuan enamorada estaba de ti y ahora te veo y solo somos dos extraños, pasamos de saber todo del otro a no saber ni como estas, espero que el destino nos vuelva a juntar, espero que nos volvamos a enamorar pero en el tiempo correcto, sin otros, solo tu y yo com debió ser la primera vez pero a pesar de todo, te esperare no importa cuanto tiempo pase, te amare con todo mi ser y espero que esta vez si me correspondas, con mucho amor
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te llevaste una parte de mi en el momento en que me dejaste, por primera vez me sentí vacía, no sabía que sería de mi al momento en que te fuiste con ella, pero claro, todos la escogían a ella, porque solo mirala, ella es mas hermosa, ella es perfecta y logro enamorarte en menos de 5 minutos, espero que te haga más feliz de lo que yo te hice y recuerda que si ella alguna vez rompe tu corazón, yo estaré aquí esperandote con mis pedazos rotos para ayudarte a reconstruirte un corazón roto, te amo y siempre lo haré.
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aún mi cabeza crea escenarios que quizá nunca sucedan, y es que "te tengo" pero ¿por qué no lo siento? te amo y te amaré probablemente por siempre, gracias por enseñarme a odiarme y a amarme al mismo tiempo.

Im sorry for breaking up with you the way i did. But at the same time its almost as if you deserved it. you didnt treat me the way i deserve to for the entire almost 3 years. and you didnt truly realize it until it was too late. We had our fun moments, but everytime I think about our relationship i think of the bad memories because it was mostly that. I hope youre doing good tho. you're still pumpkins first dad btw:)