i miss you. i miss laughing and joking with you in class and at games. i miss your laugh and how you made me laugh

I hope this is not the end of our story.Please don't leave, I get that you're in a dark place rn, but I really want us to try again. I still want you the way that I did before.

I LOVE YOU I never fucking said it but god dammit I love you. I’ve never felt more alive and comfortable with another human being. I don’t need you like I used to, but I want you more than ever :(: To the fucking moon and back my love

I wasn’t in love with you, I was in love with the person I made up in my head. I wish I never associated the two

I know you never think of me and that's okay we were never something I just liked you. But, apart of me wishes we were something even though I haven't seen you in almost a year.

your my bestfriend and i love you but ive also had bit of a crush on u since the 5th grade . but ever since the 5th grade youve chosen my other bestfriends over me . U tell everything we hate hanging out without eachother , we talk more then we talk to anyone else and you still chose them over me i just dont get it . you think ive given up on love or dating bc of my ex but really its bc of u and constanly having my heart shatterd .

I think you’re right person, wrong time. Even if you’re not, you’ll always have a special place in my heart, even if you don’t feel the same.

Miss you so much but i hope you’re happier with her. I wish you the best but i hate you for doing this to me

i was wearing my blue shirt on the day of our first kiss. I haven’t touched it since. it’s been over a year.

You're the most manipulative person I've ever met. I'm glad I left before it was too late. You are capable of so much evil.

i hope you never regret us. i hope we grow together, just like we said we would. i wish i could explain how much u mean to me.

Your my everything. Your the reason i check my phone every 30 seconds. i love you so much and i still do.

i want us to work out so bad. please show a lil more effort bc i don’t want to have to leave you. i love you so much.

Its not fair that you could leave so easily.... and yet still have me with your hands around my neck.

you will always have a special place in my heart. Hope the girl youre thinking about dating treats you right!

i love you so much. i have never felt this way about someone. i feel like you feel the same but then i feel the opposite. we have a good friendship and i love being with you. you make me so happy make my days better. i know there is no one else but i feel like you just don’t like me. i try to justify what you do that makes me think you don’t like me but it is hard to go past it. i don’t understand am i anything to you. i know we are young and i don’t want to scare you but i want to be with you. please

when we were together, u made me feel safe, like nothing could hurt me. i wonder what i did for that to change.

Every time i’m sad I think about the first time you said you loved me if only you could have seen how happy it made me.

We weren't even that close but I still love you so much and never got the chance to tell you before you left.

My mom was right. I do regret it. So much. I took you for granted you don’t even deserve me after that

i haven’t wrote you in 8 months. i can sleep fine without you now, better, even. i’m finally over you. it feels great.

I hate lying to you about my feelings, but if this is what it takes not to lose you, I’ll do it forever.

we never dated and i was so young but i miss the thrill of chasing after you when i knew you didnt care

I love you. You don’t even know me, but I think about you every day and night. I hate that I need you so much but you have helped me through so much and you’ll never know, I never thought anything was perfect but oh god your eyes.

i’d do anything for mid-summer days sitting on my porch smoking a j listening to lana del rey in each other’s arms again

i love you. always will. you have the biggest soft spot in my heart. i’m glad you’re happy. just know you always felt like home when i was in your arms i felt so safe and warm. i miss you. i miss who you used to be. please, for the better, stop trying to be someone you’re not. i want my boy back. please don’t go. baby :( please come back. please bring my sweet prince back :(. please open your eyes bubba look what’s in front of you. i just want one more hug just one. i let go already. i wish it didn’t have to come to this. i wish i still felt so much affection for you. when the time’s right i hope we can find each other again when we’re both doing good. for now, goodbye. once again, i love you.

You took me to a whole other level I never knew was possible. Your the only person I have ever felt comfortable enough to open up to. You don't even know how much you mean to me.

Man you have a girlfriend now and sometimes I wished that was me. I cared too much about what people thought. I would of never left if I didn’t convince myself that wasn’t what I wanted. I just wish I was seen as more then just nudes.

you’ve hurt me so many times, but every time i look at my phone, i still wish your name would show up. i miss you more than words can explain. why’d you have to leave me.

nick, you mean so much to me. you treated me so kind and sweet and never fail to put a smile on my face. I wish I could be with you even though it'll never happen you would be the best boyfriend ever

I wanted us to work I really did. I wanted you to want me, to fight for me. But you didn’t. I know there are reasons why we shouldn’t be together and I know I pointed out those reasons but if you would’ve fought I would’ve stayed.

You were the first boy to ever catch my eye, and that lasted 8 years. now we're both moved on and i wish you nothing but the best.

i think about you from time to time. i just wonder what went wrong. was it the distance? the trust issues we both have? the way your ex ruined your emotions? my own fear of love? i don’t know what it was but i miss you. i miss us texting for hours straight about everything. facetiming for 12 hours + and falling asleep together. why did you do it. why did you ghost me? why couldn’t you just talk to me about what you wanted. you knew i would never do anything to hurt you. i wanted you so badly. i wanted to make you the happiest boy in the world because you deserve it. i wanted us to be something great. but that wasn’t the case. and that’s okay. i’ll never regret my time with you. even though you crushed my feelings so bad it made me go back into paranoia. i’ll never regret a single moment that we had. the way you treated me so gentle while we where talking will be unforgettable, but the pain you caused me will be unforgettable too. you’ll never see this because i know damn you probably don’t know this website exists. but i miss you and i hope you’re doing well. just know, if you came back into my life right now... i would take you back. bye.

I hope you still think about me. I’m not gonna lie, I think about you all the time. You are the under current of my days.

I wish we never fell in love, so then I never had to feel this way about you still. I’m always gonna love you no matter what.:,(

i’ve realized that i’ve never been ur first choice and i wanna hate u so bad, but i cant. i miss the old you.

its funny that u were my first love. i barely think of you nowadays. but i loved you for almost 10 months in 2019 lol
now you're still a good friend and ily but idk how i saw u that way ur such a dork

I acted impulsively and didn’t know I had mental health issues. I should have never came to see you and make you think i still wanted you. I was just afraid of being alone. you didn’t deserve me begging for you back when you fell in love with another girl during our relationship and tried to hide it from me. You told your mom half of the story and she really sent me a message saying i shouldn’t slander your name when your dad did the same to her. you told me countless times you hated how hurt your
mom got. So why did you have to do it to me too? Why did you have to make me even more insecure. Why did I think you were the answer to everything.

I will never like you the way you like me. I can’t find the words to tell you that and still salvage our friendship. I think we should stop hanging out. I wish it could be different but i can’t change how i feel. You deserve a lot more than this. Please move on from me.

i remember when you called me selfish and looking back the only selfish one was you. if you ever loved me like you claimed you did you wouldn’t have left me so broken hearted

I miss who I thought you were before I found out who you really were. But I dodged a bullet with who you became. First loves are so sweet and naive♡

I will always love you. after everything horrible that you have done to me, i still love you and it drives me crazy. in my eyes, you will never do any wrong.

if only you thought of my laugh in the morning, and not my body at night. if only you smiled thinking about my smile, and not my chest. if only it had been me and the person i am that you desired, and not the package i came in. you are a person who would ignore my biggest accomplishments and fears, as you craft every single conversation in a way to please you instead. you are a person who'll turn my heartache and trauma into a way to get you off. you told me you loved me, but you never did. you loved the shell of me, which you molded to suit you best.

goodbye doodle.
you were my first love, but we said our goodbyes already. i hope you find what you're looking for, because it wasn't me anymore,

Hey umm.. i’m currently missing you like crazy.. idk what to do anymore, idk when and if you are coming back and i’m so sick of waiting nick.. i still don’t understand what we are and if we are on good terms. do you ever think of me? because i think of you 1.000 times a day. please come back..

I still miss you sometimes and I would like to hug you but you moved on. Its okay though I'll move on one day too.

i wish the pandemic hadn’t torn our relationship apart. you made me feel like the happiest person in the world. i wanted you be mine.

I FUCKING LIKED U. and u chose my bestfriend. and i was just expected get over it. u fucked me up sm. but i forgive u

i’ve been in love with you for almost 3 years now. all i think about is you. but i need to move on. you chose her, not me.

Not sure if you were my first love but I trusted you and by trying to "protect me", you've hurt me even more. I want you to come back but at the same time, I don't want you anymore. I want the memories and what we lost along the way. I want to care less and embrace the messes we both are and I also wanted to feel secure and safe with you and you just led me on and confuse me even more. Why did you put this wall between us when we could have been so happy and careless together? It could have worked out but I guess you just didn't like me enough and although this is beyond your control, I really wish, even now, to hear you say: "I want you and I want this to work. I will try my best to make that happen."