im not ur eldest daughter. im ur eldest son. maybe one day i’ll be able to say it to ur face.

how could u ignore it for so long? never be there? think we could be close out of nowhere?

I wish you were the mom i needed

i wish you could find it in yourself to be okay with getting better.
i love you

How could you

I hate the way you treat me but I love still love you

You said that I’m selfish but your the one who left

why do you keep doing this to me?

You make me feel like I could never be enough for anyone

I'm sorry I'm not any better than you ever were

I slept in your bed every single night. Now I hope I never have to see you again.

i love you mommy i forget that its your first time living too and im so grateful for you

I miss crying at night so you can comfort me. Now i just try and muffle them so you don't scold me.

Mom, if I decided not to contact you again it's to be a better mother than you.

I still think about what you said to me, even if you don’t. It’s a reminder that I was never enough.

i miss u. so much

ray of sunshine from an 8 yr olds eyes. u deserved better. i wish u chose us. maybe in another life.

I feel out of place in a house of boys. I think dad still loves you. I was 4 mommy. Four. Come back

I wish we could be like how we where 5 years ago..
and even though your here i miss you every day

i’m sorry for everything.

part of me wishes you stayed gone.

my biggest regret is not showing you how much i appreciate you

why is it so easy for you to love everyone else but me?

I miss you

mom im tired. I really am. When will you understand me? Please.

i can’t remember the last time you said “i love you” to me.

I wish you hadn't given up on me

I'm sorry I for not saying googdbye and not even crying, I wish you were still here with us.

i wish u actually understood how my feelings and head work.

You are and you will always be my favorite person
I hope i will make you proud and happy one day

I’m not cooking for your boyfriend

But I dont want u in heaven, I want u here helping me study bio

What did I do wrong?

you have changed so much. i miss the old you.

I miss your cooking

i hope u kno that i dont ever hate u but im hurting as well nd i kno u r too. i love you

i wish you never gave me this grief. i hate you for it. i miss you, and i love you.

i wish you were proud of me..

im sorry if im the child you didn’t want

I am not a robot I am your child, love me like i am yours and tell me that you do.

i know why you had to leave but that dosent make it any easier

I wouldn't be where I am if you were still here

I miss when you were mommy, not mom.

i’m sure you’re the reason why i’m gay

I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I love you forever and beyond.

I wish you could love me as your son even half as much as you think you love your daughter.

Why can't you just tell me everything will be okay?

“you’re my biggest dissapointment in life” thanks.

can i experience it again the love you gave me when i was a kid?

I wish you'd let me grow, but I know you didn't get to do that yourself. I love you mom.