I need help,I’m struggling and don’t know how to tell you. I don’t know how much longer I can make it. Oh and I’m bi

fuck you. youve put me thru hell. i want to not be effected by the shit u say but i cant help it. you degrade me every fucking da y. i understand im not perfect but that is no reason to be so gd mean to me. im a kid but some how im not allowed to be one. i just dont understand

Im not your perfect child, the one you wanted or needed for yourself. Im drowning momma, I need help. but I don't know how to tell you. Im scared you'll hate me. I want hugs, but I haven't gotten any from you in a while. Im scared momma, terrified. I want to be your happy little girl again. I want to go back home. Im tired momma. i wanna give up so bad. but I cant. i love you I miss the old us too. please don't hate me momma, please. i swear ill do better.

why do you want me to fight you? i just want motherly love

still waiting for you to care about me

sometimes, i wonder if you truly love me. you’re always screaming. it scares me.

sorry for being a burden

you make it hard to love you.

I hate that you push me become so independent to the point I felt so shameful asking for help

i hope someday you'll accept me for loving a girl

let me be

I could've turned out the way you so desperately wanted, now you hate me because i became you.

I wish you still loved me the way you did when I was little.

im tired.

i’m so sorry, mom. i have to leave. i love you. i wish things were different.

I wonder how many things you left unsaid.

thanks for always giving me a nudge to do hard things. you're there when i cry. i love you lots mom

Am I a bad daughter? Why do you need to constantly remind me of how much you're disappointed in me?

I wish you chose your children instead of the man who hurt them.

Im sorry for everything

I was just a kid mom. You are no longer the person I remember. I really wish u where

i am not my father. so why do you look at me with hate in your eyes.

I love you I don't want you to be mad at me can you maybe braid my hair and go shopping with me

Thank you so much for calling that ambulance, Mom. Idk what I would have done without you.

i hope my dad didn't meet you, he must find a woman who still loves and respects him as a husband.

I'm sorry I was scared to say I love you to your face

im sorry im not a good daughter. please know i love you so much, you deserve the world.

love you <3 <3

I wish it wasn’t a hot summer night then so you wouldn’t have to drop my arms when I hugged you.

I wish you would just apologize that’s all I don’t know if it will help but I hope so and I love you

i love you so much, i wish you didn’t feel like you weren’t enough for me because you always were.

I don't even care about school I just wanna make you proud for once

I miss you more than you could ever imagine, I wish I didn't take the time we had for granted

i give up. im just a roommate to you now. please just stay out of my business from now on.

i know i dont say it alot but i love you. Even after everything.

a year without you has been harder than i imagined. i’d do anything to talk to you one more time.

i miss you mom. i miss your love, your hugs, your nice words. please, be my mom again. just once.

im sorry if i disappointed you. im trying. i dont know why i feel this way. i dont want to.

i really wish you could love me as much as i love you

I hope one day, you will realize how tired i am. How i’m trying to make you proud.

i wish i was a reason for you to stay clean

I was just a kid. You made sure our house wasn't a home.

i love you

I hope you would understand me.

the way you look at me, i can’t recognize you anymore. Mommy, is this you?

if i had the opportunity, i would make sure me and my sisters got a better life then what we got.

i’m sorry. idk why i am the way i am.

why do you expect me to know things you've never taught me

I hope you beat your depression, i hope i beat mine too.

I wish you were healed before you had me