u make me suffer in silence

i need you to talk to me. im sorry.

you broke me and left me with no way to pick up the pieces

why dont u understand me

I wish I could make you love me more.

thank you for giving me everything i ever needed and more . <3

If only you knew how sorry I am. I think about it everyday, it hurts.

You tried your best but you still hurt us.

You lie so much that idek if you are telling the truth abt loving me.

i don't hate you, sorry for saying that.

I wish I could make you understand.

i’m sorry.

i give up on trying to ever make you proud of me

i love u so much, u don’t deserve the pain you have to go though.

you'd tell me if the world was gonna end, right?

Ik why you're worried about me going out at night, but i'm literally 18!!

I wish you'd understand how deeply your insults hurt me as a kid, and how they still sting today.

i love you.

i wish you gave me as much attention as you gave him

Mama im queer i thought that was pretty obvious

Am i that hard to love

Suffocating me with love is still suffocating.

I hope you are able to heal, for yourself and others.

I’m sorry your life ended once mine had begun

Just because we’re family doesn’t mean I have to forgive you.

I love u as my mom but I dislike u as a person. U hurt me but I can’t even say that I hate u

ive tried so hard to make you love me my whole life.

I pushed you away because I was scared.Now that you’re gone I wish we were closer.

you haunt this house.

Mom, why does it feel like we're far apart?

You don’t know but when you were drunk u told me how you really feel about me. I still love you.

Sometimes I wonder if you're proud of me.

I wish we would restart our relationship. I never wanted it to get this far.

im so so sad, and i wish i knew how to communicate it to you. i need help

I just wish you were actually proud of me. Even if you pretended.

I wish I could trust you when you say, that you love me.

i feel like i’m never gonna be enough for you

i miss you so much. i can’t believe i’ll never hear your laugh again. half of me is gone

I’m sorry. I promise I try.

" have you asked yourself why they left you? " ouch. never opening up to you again.

I wish you'd reach out to me every now and then..

I hate having to wonder if you even like me.

I still wear your hoodie, but it makes me sad. Why did you stop loving me?

I wish I could apologize
But I don’t have it in me

i have so much anger for you as a daughter but so much empathy as a woman. I'm sorry.

why couldn’t you be here? why did u always pick strangers over me? why wasn’t I enough for you?

I miss you everyday. There's so much left unsaid, so many questions unanswered. I love you.

I wish we had a better relationship than we do and we didn't fight over the smallest things.

Even though I want you in my life, I can't wait on you to change Why can't you just accept who I am

I'm scared that I'll never hug you enough and one day forget what your hugs feel like.