what happened? did you change or was I just too young to notice? I wanted to be you. I looked up to you. I'm disappointed in you mom. I'm sorry they both left you but don't take it out on your kids. I can't tell if I want to run away and never speak to you again or if I wanna crawl into bed with you. you hurt me. I thought I'd be crying to about boys but instead I'm crying to boys about you. you saw it and didnt even care. im done