I just wanna know if you mean the things you say

Please come home, we can't function without you. I'm not ready for this. I miss and love you so much

i miss you but i cant be the older daughter that you want me to be

Why don’t you realize I’m calling out for help

I hate that we're so alike, In another universe you love.

i hate the way you look at me

he said he regret the time he spend with me

i miss you. i can’t believe its been 3 yrs since you've passed. i need you back with me

You shouldn’t have had me, you weren’t ready to break the cycle.

i know you love your religion and want the best for me but please, i dont want it, i want to be free

I wish you would be proud of me for once, that's all I ever want is for you to see how hard I try.

did you just raise me because you had to or did you want to?

i wish you could still love me, im sorry im messed up

im sorry that i give up on my dream life...

why do u hate me so much what did i ever do to u

all i wanted was to be seen. One hug wouldve changed everything.

i'm sorry, i wish i was good enough for you. i've tried over and over but i can't change.

i wish i was a better daughter

after everything i still love you.

you cant keep running away from problems

i wish you would listen to me. just for one time ever.

i like that u r finally apologizing but it makes me realize that smth in my childhood rly wasn’t ok

You're so suffocating, I love you but give me space

I'm being called home . I wonder if you know that every hug and I love you is me telling you bye.

did you love me? did you care?

I don’t know why I was never enough for you. You were my everything but now I feel like satan.

I'm sorry I turned out this way. It's not your fault I promise.

the part that kills me is that you never realized what you said was wrong.
and you still dont.
:(

i love u mom, but why cant u just be proud of me? after all i did.

all I ever wanted was for you to love me.

I want to come out and tell you about him, but I'm scared you'll banish me from seeing him.

i just want your motherly love

please

I never wish for another mother but sometimes I wish you were different.

I wish you would love me despite my flaws. Part of me is happy you are okay without me

Why do you get angry when I show any sort of human emotion? Why do I feel bad for crying

I just wanted to know when you started hating me, even though sometimes I think you never liked me

I love you Mommy, But you never seem to be proud of me in every way I do.

its not your fault and i love you so so much .

i'm so tired lately. but i don't want to worry u. wish i did something that would make u proud.

You always give me advice, not comfort me. I comfort you with my soul you comfort me with your mind.

I wish you had comforted me when I told you what he did to me:(

no matter what I did, it was never enough for you. I tried to repair us but nothing worked.

I love you

sorry, for the things I did as a kid. and for my words. if only we knew how much eachother suffered.

i have never felt loved and i never will

I never ask if you're okay, because I know the answer. I care so much about you but I'm so powerless

I feel so empty mom, I don't know what's wrong with me

Even though you're not really gone; I miss you more than words can describe. I love you.

Sometimes I wish you understood me but at the same time I know you never will

sorry I couldnt be a fraction of what you wanted me to be. Sorry you had to have a daughter like me