u ruined my heart

Your my mother, why wont u treat me right?

i miss the way you used to look at me

i don’t think you’ll ever be able to give me what i deserve

I wish you could have been there for me.

i love you so much. i’m so sorry abt the person i’ve become.

I wanted to say thank you for everything, I love you so much!

i dont love you anymore

i’m sorry that i turned out like you, i know that was hard to watch

Can i be in your arms once more?

i haven’t seen you in years, but i hope you’re taking care of yourself. xoxo

You raised me into becoming you, then hated me because you hate yourself.

i'm sorry for leaving, i love you

I wish I could remind you "I only yell at you the most because you're my favorite"
That hurt.

I wish you would've tried being a mother.

first time getting fever all by myself I miss u mum the uni experience is killing me rn

the things u “dont” mean to say still hurt.

i wish that just once you would acknowledge the things i have done. Say you’re proud, please.

I wish you could just divorce papa, he never puts you first and always makes you feel horrible.

Why do I keep loving you when you break me apart

how could you treat your own blood like that?

i really love you, i just wish u would try to understand

Ever since you left I feel like I can't even talk to you, almost like you're a stranger to me

I´m sorry i am not the person I used to be and don´t know how to get back

I know you're doing the best you can. I love you so so much

Why want a girl if you were just gonna be this mean to me?

Please be okay

thank you for sitting back and watching me shine

mom am i still young? can i dream for a few months more?

I love you with all my heart unconditionally but you’re love has conditions I can’t meet

remember the old times? i want them back. and i m sorry for what i said. i love you more than me.

words can’t explain how sorry I am you found out.

All I wanted was for you to appreciate me

You made me think I'm not who I am

I’m lesbian and I know you know. I just can’t find the words to tell you.

i don’t even know your name, do you even know mine? will you ever know mine?

you taught me that you can love somebody without liking them.

I'm sorry for not being that little girl you once loved

You made me feel like I don’t deserve anything good

all i wanted was for you to love me like you love anyone but me.

i only cry for a hug from you when you finally leave me alone.

i miss what we had when i didn’t realize you were a drunk.

Sometimes I really wish that you were here with me...

I’ll never forgive you

why couldn't you just love me as your son?

i’m sorry i haven’t visited your grave in a while, it’s been hard.

i wish i was still your sweet innocent daughter. i don’t like the person i’ve become either.

can you love me just this once, can you hold me, just this once?

I miss you so much and I hope you forgive me for everything I did. Youre in a better place now.

I'm sorry you had to be my mother and take care of me.