all i want is for you to love me, please just tell me you're proud. i feel so bad for hating my friends for having a good relationship with their moms. why cant we be like that? what did i do that makes u hate me. I'm sorry I'm not enough for you, i don't know how to be. i am trying my best, you keep telling me its not good enough and i don't know how to make it enough. please just act like you care. all i want is to be told its okay and that you're proud of me. i cant do this anymore i need to be loved by my mom.