Unsent messages to LUCAS
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: August 5, 2023, 10:23 pm UTC
Even with all we do, it’s just platonic?
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: August 5, 2023, 2:48 am UTC
3 years and i still think about everything
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: August 5, 2023, 1:17 am UTC
i hope she’s not losing herself trying to save you.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: August 2, 2023, 3:00 am UTC
It’s been over a year and I still miss you…
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 29, 2023, 8:53 pm UTC
it will always be you, i love you forever
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 29, 2023, 8:40 am UTC
imysm i deleted that acct already i hope you find me again..
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 28, 2023, 1:14 am UTC
why did you become a better man for her, and not me?
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 27, 2023, 1:14 am UTC
I really liked you. why did you have to mess it up?
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 27, 2023, 12:45 am UTC
Even though I’m with him I still cry about you and prom stuff
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:36 pm UTC
You changed my life in so many ways, most when you left
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 23, 2023, 12:27 pm UTC
if u loved somthing, wouldnt abit of it always linger?
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:58 pm UTC
you’re so pretty i can’t look u in ur eyes
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:26 pm UTC
We could’ve been more, you make me so happy. I miss you
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:56 pm UTC
i wish we could speak again, i miss u <3
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:44 pm UTC
i wish you could feel how i feel right now
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 14, 2023, 10:25 pm UTC
I wonder if you know how you made me feel
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 13, 2023, 11:18 pm UTC
You were and still are my first love. It’s always been you.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:22 pm UTC
i hoped that you cared and loved me more
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:22 pm UTC
I still think about you, I hope you're doing good
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 11, 2023, 11:31 pm UTC
You captivated me in a week and left me in a day.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 11, 2023, 7:52 pm UTC
I don’t think I’ll ever recover from what you did to me. Why.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 11, 2023, 3:23 pm UTC
i love you and i wished you did too. im sorry i cant be her.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: July 10, 2023, 11:29 pm UTC
I can finally say I am over you. I hope you are doing well.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:15 am UTC
Hi, me again. I hope one day you read this and realize who it is. I love you. Thank you for making me the happiest I’ve ever been. I wish one day you’ll realize how much I love you and will come back to me. I love you forever and I miss you stupid :)
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:04 am UTC
nunca pude decirte que estoy completamente atraída hacia vos y creo que nunca lo hare no se si tengo la valentía de hacerlo.
lamento el 2020 porque ese año no pude verte como solía hacerlo, se que nunca vamos a estar juntos pero sos una parte de mi ahora, puede que te enamores encuentres a alguien y yo tambien pero siempre vas a estar en mi porque me acostumbre tanto a quererte durante tanto tiempo, a quererte de lejos porque nunca fuimos algo, ni siquiera amigos, me acostumbre que ya ahora sos algo mio. ojalá pueda decirte todo lo que me hiciste sentir sin ser nada. me acuerdo de cada mirada, cada toque, cada broma, me acuerdo de todo. lucas en otro universo nosotros estamos juntos, pero lamentablemente en este no y es en este en el que me toca solo imaginarte al lado mio. ya no estoy triste, ya no lloro porque ya pude entender, a veces la persona que queres no te corresponde y duele pero esta bien, asi es la vida.
espero que tengas una buena al lado de quien sea o solo y espero algún dia cruzarte y decirte que me gustaste toda la secundaria que te escribía cartas de amor que te dedicaba canciones y que hasta dia de hoy sigo imaginandonos juntos porque es lo unico que me queda.
te quiere, Cande.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 18, 2021, 1:30 am UTC
dude it’s like u only talk to me when you’re in that kinda mood and i just fall for it everytime because i think your mistreatment is what i deserve and i just wanna be good enough for you all the time instead of some...
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 17, 2021, 11:00 pm UTC
I still think of you often. What you’re doing. Who you’re with. If you slept well. If you have had enough to eat or drink. If you’re happy. If you still think of me too. If you miss me. If you ever loved me. If you still do even though i know you don’t. I know i shouldn’t think of you as often as i do but i can’t help it. So much was left unsaid that leaves me wondering. I still think of what i did wrong. And why you left. But i’m learning to be okay with the latter. What’s done is done. It’s like smoke in the wind. It’ll never be the same. You’ll never be back in my arms again. As much as i hope for it but also hate you for it too. I hate that i hate you. But it’s better that way i think, hurts less.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:10 pm UTC
i know we’ve had some problems before but we’ve gotten through all of that and i think that’s what makes us so perfect for each other (if that makes sense)... we’ve gone through so much together and i know we’ll get through even more! words cannot describe just how perfect of a person you are. i wish you could spend a day looking at yourself through my eyes, i’m sure you’ll realize just how in love i am with you :)
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 16, 2021, 6:35 pm UTC
I wish we had a real chance. I wish i could be in your arms again. I wish for so much but mostly I wish that you find what you’re looking for at college. Miss you despite having no reason to.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:46 pm UTC
I deserve the truth and an apology. You didn't break up with me because of lock down. It doesn't make sense to me why ti would be that, i don't understand what went wrong or what i did wrong. You were so happy when we went for dinner for your birthday and you were so happy when i last saw you, or at least it seemed that way. What it feels like to me is that you didn't have feelings for me anymore and you didn't know how to tell me or felt too guilty to tell me. Which is probably why you did it over text, so you didn't have to face me. No one should be broken up with over a phone screen, it's unfair and quite frankly heartless. I just want the truth and then i'll never bother you again and you'll never have to hear from me again. I promise. I just want to move on and forget about this. I wish i could talk to you about this but i have a panic attack when i try to. I just don't understand why you wouldn't tell me the truth. I have been nothing but honest with you since we met, i actually think it would hurt less if you had told me the truth, and to my face. But now i'm just guessing and i don't think i'll ever have the courage to ask you why. The sad part is that i would have done anything for you, if you had just asked. I know i shouldn't have held you on a pedestal like that but i really liked you, and i thought you did too. I mean, no one has ever looked at me the way you did. But i guess i was wrong.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 16, 2021, 7:54 am UTC
I love you more then anything. I would give you the whole world. It hurts to see you not care about me at all when you’re then only thing I care about.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:29 am UTC
I like you a lot. You mean a lot to me. It pains me to know you disregard me in such ways, but I will always have a place in my heart for you. My arms are open for when you are ready to like me again.
From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: January 15, 2021, 7:12 pm UTC
Sometimes I still think about you but most importantly i hate you, not for the fucked up shit you did, but for getting me to love you
