definitely not my first love bc i didn't love you and we weren't dating but i sometimes wish that we had. i sometimes wish that we had the opportunity to grow together but we didn't. maybe next life XD

it’s so hard knowing i deserve better. if it’s between you and better we know i’ll choose u every time

i would have loved you even though i know you lied to me. it wasn’t the lie that hurt, it was you leaving.

Je crois vraiment que tu es mon premier amour, celui qui me fait tout découvrir, je te laisse mon coeur, alors prends en soin s'il te plait.

i wish you fought for me. after everything you've done to me i would still chose you every time but you wouldn't even chose me the time that mattered most.

You have been on my mind lately more than usual. I hope all is well with you and your family. I don't know why I can't let go, we didn't even know each but I feel connected to you. Maybe we'll reconnect again in this life or the next but for me, please be happy. P.S. Sorry for letting go so easily

I really loved you and I wish I could explain to u everything. You were really my best friend and I really hope we cross paths in the future. I should have tried to get to know u better and Ik u we’re going threw a hard time I should have been there for u more. You’re still the first person I think to tell when something good happens to me but ur not there to listen anymore. I love you more then anything and no one will ever understand what we had.

I burnt those letters because I couldn’t keep them. Not even for a second in those three years I stopped loving you. But you deserve someone who will love you loudly.

Hey there ! Lucas, my first true love... who broke my heart. At first time, did you know that you made me cry all the tears I has in my little body ? For the first time in my life I wanted to die because of someone. Then, my friends were here for me, then my friends helped me a lot, and it's only thanks to them that I am here alive. However, what you did is unfogetable; in a bad way of course, but also in a good way because nox thanks to you I am stronger , thanks to you I grew-up a lot, thanks to you I had a hudge glow-up. I am just so sorry for you because you didn't change a thing about you... You're still this little asshole I was with... I loved you more than everything. Now, I love myself more than everything. So thank you for this experience. I'm not thinking about you anymore.

i really miss you a lot i really wish we could have been more before you blocked me i still have your phone number but i’m too scared to text you ik you’ll probably never see this but i did like you back but ima leave it at this now...

i knew i shouldn’t have fallen for you again because i knew your love for me is only temporary until you feel like i’m too much, and it’s been a cycle for months. but you’ve hurt for the last time and now i won’t allow myself to shed another tear for you because you don’t deserve that tear nor did you deserve me

Te ame tanto que ahora me duele, te ame tanto que te puse en cima de mi para hacerte feliz y poder ser tu amiga y no pensarte todas las noches antes de dormir pensando que podriamos tener algo sin afectarnos, te amaba tanto que no fui capaz de entender que tu no sentias lo mismo, eras mi mejor amigo y se supone que me cuidarias pero no lo hiciste, hiciste todo lo contrario.
No se si sigo enamorada de ti, no se si quiero seguir sintiendolo, no se como sentirme cunado te miro por que claramente ya no siento lo de antes, espero que lo entiendas.
Con amor, M.

I keep listening to your audios and imagining us lying on a field, talking, looking at a sky that is this blue

hi lucas it’s been awhile. I still think about you and hope you are happy. You were my first love and part of me will always love you. Thank you for being so amazing to me. I know our paths will cross again, but in the meantime i hope you are doing well. you deserve so much and you’re gonna do incredible things in the world

u disappointed me and i was scared that u could be like him, even thought its impossible. miss u as fuck

i miss you. thank you for everything. i hope you are doing okay. i know youre moved on already. i hope youre happy without me now. i wonder if im still on your mind, or if i ever even cross your mind. i wonder if anything reminds you of me. i wonder if you wish to go back in time and change what you did. i wonder if you wish you would have tried harder. you left me broken. im trying to cope with it all, its pretty hard. its been two months since we ended, still feels like yesterday. idk how much longer i can handle this. but if your okay and happy, then so am i. i miss you.

If you find this hi lucas Mal...I wish you weren't so afraid of not being enough. I wish we could have been something but now we don't really talk. Its okay I know you like her you don't have to tell me I know. I wish you would love me like I love you. You made me get help when I didn't want it but I needed it but now you won't get help when you need it most. I love you forever and always as you always said.

still miss u
I’m so sorry
I know you’re happy now, maybe found someone new, but i still miss u so much and i think about u everyday
Te amo zito
Desculpa ser assim

I wish you knew how much you meant to me, that I wrote a whole book about your touch when you didn’t even face me to say goodbye.

i remember the night we met you told me my eyes were ugly, but later you texted me they were beautiful

You don't see the good in you that I see. You have always been the one for me I just wish you realized that sooner.

i’ll always be your uptown girl. <3

I miss the way you loved me

When we meet again, let's put all of this behind us. Let's do it right this time. I miss you.

crazy to me that almost 2 years later i still think about u every day. i wish i could forget

it’s been almost a year since we last talked. i miss you and i wish i could see you again.

I'm sorry I let myself get so sick and that in my desperation to save us, I lost you forever.

Am I still a memory to you? Or am I just the one that got away. If so, fight for me.

would you ever get back tg?

ik u lost felings but im still sad cuz im still rlly in love w/ u it feels lik rubinf salt on a cut

ask her to the dance, she’ll say yes. ur meant to be

Dear Lucas, I still think abt us every day and I wish you wouldn’t have left because of ur “mom”

I keep dreaming you come back to me. please come back... goodnight love

i miss your laugh and forehead kisses.

i wish i could tell you how i truly felt and that you would listen to me

it was all yellow

i really like you and i hope this works out

I really hoped that we could be together but you obviously didn't care as much as I did.

i still think about you more than i’d like to admit. even if we’re both with someone.

after all these years waiting for you, im so happy we finally found each other when we did. i love u

i’m scared that i’m starting to forget you

Let me fix your heart i can love you let me try

I still don't know what I did wrong I hope you are happy far away from me

I miss you so much, I wish I didn't take what we had for granted. I'll always be waiting for you.

I hope I see you this summer <3

what we did was wrong, but you showed me what i deserve. come home.

i will always care for you, even though you’ll never care for me. you deserve the world

liking you is so painful and tiring, im tired lucas

it hurts how badly i miss you. Every day i wish you back. I love you still.

would you kiss me?