you left my life quicker than you came in, and when you did, you left a you shaped hole right smack in the middle of my heart

is all you wanted just sex the whole time? is that really it? i just wanted to love and care for u. why did you waste months of both of our time if that’s all you wanted all along? in so many ways i will never understand. i question wether you liked me at all. i liked you. a lot.

is all you wanted just sex the whole time? is that really it? i just wanted to love and care for u. why did you waste months of both of our time if that’s all you wanted all along? in so many ways i will never understand. i question wether you liked me at all. i liked you. a lot.

i hope you get the help that you need. running from your problems will only make things worse. i love you, and i wanted so badly to fix things, but you hurt me so many times and it was painful to be around you. don't come back unless you have your shit together.

I can’t tell you that I want you because you want to be single. I can’t ruin the friendship that we have. It’s breaking me day by day.

i’ll never stop waiting for you to come back to me. i still see you. do you ever think about me? do you remember?

I hate you. I hate that you made me fall for you. Why? You could have just left me alone, I was perfectly fine before you.

It hurts to be your friend when I want so much more. One day you want more like me, the next you’re in bed w someone else.

It’s so hard to get over you & be best friends at the same time. But I don’t want to lose that bond we have.

i know that i have run out of chances but i still cross my fingers everytime i go out, hoping i will run into you. it is the only way we will ever meet again.

have a safe flight home. Saying goodbye broke my heart into a million pieces. I hope I’ll see you soon. Stay safe for me, I love you with everything in me.

have a safe flight home. Saying goodbye broke my heart into a million pieces. I hope I’ll see you soon. Stay safe for me, I love you with everything in me.

hi. i miss you. i wish i knew how you felt about me right now. im sorry i was so hard to deal with. you showed me what love was and i thank you so much for how good you treated me.

its me. i stay awake all hours of the day and night thinking of you. if you knew how much i thought about you, you would think that i was crazy. i wish i could spend one day with you. just one. we could do all the things you tell me about. maybe in the next life

I thought that being with her was enough and I was over you. But I'm not, and the thing is it's always going to be you for me. I just want you.

Hi, well i really like you but its more fun to you to be a player and chose other girls before me so you can fuck off

You somehow made me feel loved and I want you to be happy.
...maybe,in another life,I get to be happy w u.

I wish you knew that, it's okay to put YOUR needs before any else; It's okay to be a little selfish sometimes, Live your life for you not for them :(. I wish you knew that bottling up your emotions won't lead you anywhere, and I hope you know that you will be able to go japan soon so don't let them get to you :)).

Why did you say I never made an effort, but when I’d try you’d push me away. I never understood what you wanted.

if you were gonna use me to cheat on someone else without me knowing, you didn't have to tell me that you cared about me and liked me and messaged me everyday to make me think that we actually had something. Fuck you.

dear l,
i truly think you're the right person, I just don't ever feel like it will be the right time

i wish i had never met you because somehow you found the happiness buried in my heart, the happiness that i can never find. when I'm with you all i feel is peace and that's not normal. I wish i had never met you because now I'm addcited to you and we could never be together.

i've only known you for a few months, but I'm sure I knew you in another life. you're so familiar. your smile and your eyes saving me once again. in this lifetime we can't be together, but I'm sure in the next we will meet again.

offer me another cigarette. light it for me. hug me when I'm breaking and tell me you'll take it all on for me. do it again. one last time. for fuck sake, i need you

your the closest I've ever been with someone but yet you've hurt me some much and i dont know how to talk to you about it

sometimes i wish you knew how much i loved you...but then i realize you probably don't need to because i'm only an option to you :(

When we met for the first time I bet it meant nothing to you..

But it meant everything to me. I always think about it. I know you don't

My best friend told me you would look at me when I wasn't looking.

That you had this look in your eye that you didn't have for anyone else.

I want to believe her but I can't. I know it's not true.

I said a really stupid thing that day that, I regret it.

If I could take it back I would in a heartbeat.

When you said "Bye *****" my heart fluttered at my name leaving your lips.

But it meant nothing to you..

it was my birthday. I was over you. Then you acted so kindly and made me feel so special that I fell under your spell once again. You carried my bag. I wore your jumper. You met my family and we laughed at everything. You messed with my bracelets and held my hands whilst we sung. At the end of the night you hugged me. Kissed my cheek and thanked me. You called me your soulmate, you hugged me like you would never see me again. Yet here we are, 3 months later and you have a girlfriend. Someone else who isn't me. Yet you still call me randomly, say you miss me, want to meet me. Where do I stand? What do I do? You're breaking my heart and you don't even know it. How long will I last? I know that i'll break at some point.

i think i've finally stopped liking you. thank you for the memories, but i'd rather forget about them. hopefully, as time passes i'll forget little details about the days we spent together, and when i find someone, i'll stop looking for pieces of you. why is it that every poem i've written, every song i've hummed, every painting i've made, had to be about you? why do i tell stories about us as if 'we' still exist? you were the first one i've loved, intense, eager and problematic, but a learning experience all in all. i hope that this is the last note on here that i write about you. goodbye .

they say it gets easier with time but even 7 months later, my heart still yearns to matter to you like you matter to me.

I didn’t like the word darlin until u started calling me it. Now every time someone says it, It reminds me of u

i convince myself i don’t love you but then as soon as i hear your name my heart hurts, why is it only you can make me feel this way? i miss you, i miss your eyes , i miss your laugh, i miss your hair , i miss hugging you and feeling your warmth around me it pains me to know we may never find each other again because if i knew the last time kissing you was the last time i don’t think i would ever stopped , and i’m so sorry i messed this up and i hurt you , you’re the one thing that was worth keeping in my life and i still managed to lose you , but thank you for trying so hard - you really did show me what it felt like to be loved.

I didnt think you were my first love because I thought I had had love before. I was wrong. I hope we never have to let go even if we stay friends for the rest of our time, I'll always love you.

it was always her and never me. what did i do wrong? i still see you in everything, and i wish you saw me too.

you always called me princess and darling. you told me you listened to heather when you didn't have me. you told me you could fall in love with me. you made me a playlist. what happened? why was i not enough? why was she better? what happened to that cemetery date you wanted? why am i even doing this in your favorite color... why do i still care

i miss you so much but i’m certain you hate me. you don’t message or call me anymore, you ignore me when i reach out and i’m getting too tired to carry on now. if you ever think of me i hope it’s not full of hate or anything of the sort because i love you guys so much. please remember that you are all so so loved by me and so many people. i miss you guys everyday.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry for everything that happened to you. i hope you don't break my heart because i have it bad bby

I had to watch you fall in love with someone else it broke me bc I was nothing without you yet u could mover on so quick

I want you to know that you deserve better than your ex. Maybe I could’ve gave you better but you haven’t gave me the chance to prove how much I love you. You may have your troubles and I have mine but we could help eachother. If you gave me a chance

u hurt me bad and i can forgive u ever but i think of u sometimes and i don´t feel much so its getting better :)

The emptiness inside of me screams for you because you’re the only one that can fill it. My home is you.

tengo tanta pena el día de hoy porque aunque dudo sentir algo por ti me duele pensar que la mayoría de las cosas fueron mentira porque te gusta jugar con los sentimientos de las minas, sinceramente espero que todo en tu vida sea muy lindo y hermoso, te tengo mucho cariño amor, sabes dudo llamar a otra persona amor porque eres la única persona en la que pienso cuando digo mi amor, te extraño y quiero?

I loved you so fucking much you don’t understand I poured out my entire heart to you and you just left me I still think about you all the fucking time and I miss you every single day you don’t understand I’m happy that you’re happy now but I wish you didn’t leave me behind, you were so important to me

I miss you. And i am still in love with you, but you only wanna be friends. After you gave me hope. And all my friends think that i am over you and don't love you any more. But the only thing i really want right now, is lay in your arms like we did first and forget all my problems and feel like nobody can hurt me anymore.

Please come back

You are always there for me. And I wish I could tell how I'm feeling. I wish you could just know without me telling you. You've always made me smile whenever I got a notification from you. I wish if I would tell you how I feel our friendship wouldn't be ruined and you would understand how I feel about you.

i miss you. i don’t understand how we can go from telling each other we’re in love to not talking. But i guess that was Gods way of removing you from my life because he knew i was never going to be able to leave you myself. i’ll still always love you loser

if I meant so much to you, why did you leave? why did you cheat? why did you lie? I loved you. I really did. and honestly you meant so much to me. the love I had for you was insane. I let down my friends to be with you, I lost all my friends cause I wanted you. but yet I guess I wasn't enough for you. I'm so embarrassed.

okay so u were my first real gf. and it wasnt for that long but we where young so oh well. if you would ask me to get back with you i would. any day. even in 10 years. i want you to know how much i love and still care for you but last time i tried to tell u it didnt really work out how we both wanted it to . we would be 5 months rn and half a year on Dec. 4 ily no matter what. thank you for keeping me alive.

I wish I had the confidence to talk to you more often in person, you just make me so nervous. I wonder if I told you what would happen.

Sometimes I wish I would’ve told you how I actually felt about you because I feel like my life would’ve been different right now.