Unsent messages to L
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:50 am UTC
You know nothing about our situation was in my control. I would go to the ends of the earth for you and that still wouldn't be enough or enough to make you stay. You make it seem like you're still here and within my reach but i know you're too far gone. Your so far out of reach it seems as though you were never in reach to begin with. But still I'd do anything at all for you just in hopes its what will make you realize I'm yours.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:54 am UTC
I'm Sorry For Being so Annoying and Clingy I'm Afraid that you might get tired of me and leave me like everyone else..
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:51 pm UTC
I wish you understood what was going on in my head.. it’s like a storm.. sunny.. rainy..sometimes
Thunderstorms.. but you wouldn’t have cared
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:27 pm UTC
sorry for telling you i liked you , im actually a lesbian . i really liked u , but i discovered myself now :)
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:28 pm UTC
I was born of a family of trash, And so I am trash. I pray that the day I pass away my love for you lives for eternity. I hope for us to live in the afterlife peacefully, and maybe when there's a world without sadness and hate, then next time I can say I love you. The day I meet you, you were so nice to me. It made me feel like a real person, you got so excited for the smallest things and your laughter was like bells tingling. Lunches with you was always the best, I loved everything about you, your smile, your eyes, everything. I hope you except this offer, but is we meet again, I want to be with you if we meet again in another life time.
I love you, L .
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:17 pm UTC
I told you I had issues. I TOLD you im complicated but i guess you forgot a complicated person has everything in their mind. Always somthing is going on. All you did was use me... Fuck You. period
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:57 pm UTC
i miss you. everyday i think of you. i wish we still lived near each other. i don’t go a day not missing you.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:05 pm UTC
You were my first love and you have changed my perspective on everything and I thank you so much for that. I just wish we could’ve lived life together but I know things don’t always go how you want them to.... I just wanted to say that I loved you so much and thanks you for being my best friend and love
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:10 pm UTC
I wish you knew that i also liked you back.. i was just scared but now i regret not saying yes to you because i am curious of how it would've felt like being with you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:30 pm UTC
Why did you just give up on me...
Why didn’t you do anything for our relationship...
Why didn’t you try...
At the end of the day I had to leave you because I was just getting hurt and you didn’t even realize...
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:58 am UTC
In one of the darkest moments of my life you made me laugh harder than I have in years. I know it would have never worked out but you made the impossible seem in reach again just by being the light that you are. Thx
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:01 am UTC
Sometimes I wish I would’ve told you how I actually felt about you because I feel like my life would’ve been different right now.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:00 am UTC
I wish I had the confidence to talk to you more often in person, you just make me so nervous. I wonder if I told you what would happen.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:58 am UTC
okay so u were my first real gf. and it wasnt for that long but we where young so oh well. if you would ask me to get back with you i would. any day. even in 10 years. i want you to know how much i love and still care for you but last time i tried to tell u it didnt really work out how we both wanted it to . we would be 5 months rn and half a year on Dec. 4 ily no matter what. thank you for keeping me alive.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:18 am UTC
if I meant so much to you, why did you leave? why did you cheat? why did you lie? I loved you. I really did. and honestly you meant so much to me. the love I had for you was insane. I let down my friends to be with you, I lost all my friends cause I wanted you. but yet I guess I wasn't enough for you. I'm so embarrassed.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:56 am UTC
I had to watch you fall in love with someone else it broke me bc I was nothing without you yet u could mover on so quick
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:43 am UTC
your the closest I've ever been with someone but yet you've hurt me some much and i dont know how to talk to you about it
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 17, 2020, 11:02 pm UTC
You somehow made me feel loved and I want you to be happy.
...maybe,in another life,I get to be happy w u.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 17, 2020, 8:02 pm UTC
you left my life quicker than you came in, and when you did, you left a you shaped hole right smack in the middle of my heart
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 17, 2020, 3:29 pm UTC
Not getting any reply from you kills me, as if its your responsibility, who am I kidding, you're not even mine
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 17, 2020, 3:25 pm UTC
I'm tired of having feelings for someone who lives faraway, but I'm ready to leave everything behind and be with you, just tell me you feel the same way I feel about you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
I forgive you.
I miss to talk to you. I hope you are doing fine.
A.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 17, 2020, 4:59 am UTC
Espero que encuentres cosas que te hagan bien y te ayuden a ser mejor de lo que fuiste conmigo. Te quiero mucho.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 16, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
En fin, en realidad no es tu culpa. Nunca lo dije y si lo hubiera dicho no habrĂa resultado nada bueno, está bien supongo:(
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 16, 2020, 1:16 am UTC
I wish we had that chance to go on a midnight drive adventure by starting off with milkshakes and continuing the drive to the city and then watching the sunrise by the beach. I wish we had the chance to do that but you don’t.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 13, 2020, 12:03 pm UTC
You told me: "Being alone is better than being with the wrong person." And I never expected you to leave
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 12, 2020, 9:52 pm UTC
Sometimes I trick myself into thinking you’re staring at me but then I get a grip, and my heart sinks a little lower.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 12, 2020, 8:25 pm UTC
i still wear your shirt in bed. cause it still has your scent.. its hard to exist without you. i need you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 12, 2020, 7:58 pm UTC
I know you didn't love me as much as I love you but I still hope nothing more than for you to be happy
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 12, 2020, 2:31 am UTC
How do you act like that. Honestly you are gonna get mad bc she helped someone when they were dying. I have so much rage ab that & so much more you’ve done
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 11, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
i didn't go back to the beach for a year because it reminds me of us sharing cigarettes while watching the waves.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:45 am UTC
15 days ago you told me you met someone else.
I have not stopped thinking about what could have been for 15 days.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 10, 2020, 8:36 pm UTC
I wish you would have talked to me. You could have told me that you didn't think you were enough. You could have told me about everything. I get it, I have an anxiety disorder too. But instead you dumped me. And now I'm trying to go back to being your friend because I love you and I need you in my life. But I don't know how to be friends with someone I'm in love with. I'm sorry. I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:27 pm UTC
R u really still my type? That one band always reminds me of you. Still I won't call. Let's see if you do for once.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 10, 2020, 11:55 am UTC
everybody asks me why i cried last night, told em it was just a weird night. they didn't know it's the one-year anniversary since u and ur gf got together, and that it kills me.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
i feel like i fell out of love with you. you're so toxic and i know it, but every time we're together i just get hooked on to you again. i don't understand. i treat you with so much love and respect, and i only ever seem to get it back when nobody else will talk to you, or you're horny. i don't know what to do. do i love you?
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 10, 2020, 12:07 am UTC
i miss you more than words can describe. i wonder if you truly are over me sometimes. it hurts. i love you.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 9, 2020, 11:37 pm UTC
We are both online waiting to say something. At night I'll keep my phone close in case you want to talk. goodnight
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 9, 2020, 9:12 pm UTC
You said that you’d always love me as a friend. I was too hurt to understand, but I get it now. I wish we were friends.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:05 pm UTC
I hate how much I still love you even after you hurt me so many times. I hate that you dont even seem to care even though you know it
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 9, 2020, 12:17 pm UTC
Sometimes I wonder what you would say if you saw me cry. I wonder what you would do differently if I told you what was wrong. I wonder what would you think of yourself.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 9, 2020, 9:33 am UTC
You cant hate me cause I'm gay. You used to be my best friend. I shouldn't have to hide who I am because I fear you. IM GAY does that bother you??? leave me alone. and no, I never had a crush on you wtf you're not even my type
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 9, 2020, 4:32 am UTC
fuiste la primera persona de la que me enamorĂ© en serio, lo que yo sentĂa si era de verdad, te sigo amando.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
Cuando te cruze por el pasillo y me ignoraste me doliĂł mucho más que si me hubieras rechazado. Me enamore de vos, no lo planee y nisiquiera me habĂa dado cuenta. Fuiste mi primer amor pero antes de eso eras mi amigo
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 8, 2020, 11:53 pm UTC
Cuando te pregunto algo, no es para que lo evadas, es para que me des respuestas.
Pero como se que no vas a responder, prefiero callarme y decir que fui una estĂşpida al preguntar.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 8, 2020, 2:06 pm UTC
Maybe you don't mind leavinng me alone without giving me an explanation,I know you didn't fell good but you never told me. you were not a bad person, u were a very important person to me.I love u too much and I'll kepp doing it. I don't know if you fell the same but if you come back I'll keep waiting.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 7, 2020, 2:11 pm UTC
Te amo con cada parte de mi, te amo con toda mi alma, espero que cuando sepas valorarlo, no sea muy tarde.
All the love, A
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 7, 2020, 11:10 am UTC
In 8th grade every morning in HM I would lie to the teacher for u so u wouldn't get in trouble for wagging.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 6, 2020, 11:59 pm UTC
i still wear your shirt in bed. cause it still has your scent.. its hard to exist without you. i need you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: November 6, 2020, 5:12 pm UTC
i still wear your shirt in bed. cause it still has your scent.. its hard to exist without you. i need you
