Unsent messages to L
From: ABC
To: L
Date: October 5, 2020, 7:58 pm UTC
You could give me 100 reasons to believe you but I’ve given myself 101 reasons to believe I don’t deserve it.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:58 am UTC
Holy shit I can’t believe it after all this time I’m finally getting over this stupid infatuation I have with you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: October 2, 2020, 2:24 am UTC
I hope you know one day all the pain youve caused me will bite u in the ass. grow up and stop being a bitch
From: ABC
To: L
Date: October 2, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
i was never enough for you. i laid naked in your bed in hope to stay a little longer. u went back to her anyways.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:40 pm UTC
I hope that you miss me. I hope that every time your phone rings, you wonder if it's me. I hope you regret it.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 30, 2020, 10:23 pm UTC
I don’t understand why you do this to me. If you want to stay with her please, let me go. You know I won’t walk away.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 30, 2020, 10:20 pm UTC
I hope the day you realize we’re made for eachother, it’s not too late. I love you but I can’t do this forever.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 30, 2020, 9:13 pm UTC
I know i should hate you, you hurt me more than anyone ever has; even when i begged you not to. And even after a year you still fucked her, but i still love you. And you made me feel like shit, but i miss you. Please come back.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 30, 2020, 7:21 pm UTC
You broke me. But I’d let you do it all again, bc for a period of time you got me out of my depression.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 30, 2020, 5:40 pm UTC
I love you, but I know you’ve gone numb, after 2 years I wish this didn’t happen.. I dont know what happened with us, I wish I knew how to stop you from falling out of love with me..
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 30, 2020, 8:04 am UTC
I said I wouldn’t get attached. I knew you were leaving soon. But now you’re leaving and I’m attached.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 30, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
I want you to know that it was always you. I couldn’t tell you that then, but now I realize how broken I am without you. I want you to want me. I want you to miss me. I want to tell you that you meant the world to me and finally made me feel alive. Please come back. ♡︎
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 29, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
so ik i could never tell you this in person cause you have no idea how i really do but i had a dream with u in it and it felt more right than anything else. it was u and me and thats how it was suppose to be and u made me feel safe n we lived together and i woke up next to you. we kissed in the stupid rain to that stupid song i showed you that one time. the feeling in that dream was so strong that i still feel it sometimes. its stupid cause ik it doesn't mean anything in real life, but uh maybe one day ill be able to tell you.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 29, 2020, 12:01 am UTC
this isn’t about my first pove yet it is about one who i loved, loved so much that it’s been 6 years since i have seen you last and still think about you every second of every minute. God takes the most that don’t deserve to be gone so soon
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 28, 2020, 7:46 pm UTC
I wish I told you how much your existence cured my depression and that I was falling for you without knowing it
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 28, 2020, 7:37 pm UTC
I'm a little late but i am absolutely in love with you. Sorry i couldn't be what you wanted, but i needed time to heal. I guess i can't always have some things twice.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:27 am UTC
i admire everything abt u.. from the freckles that cover ur shoulders, to the way u grab my hand when it’s lonely
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 27, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
sometimes I wonder whether it was all just in my head. sometimes I wonder why you did all of those things if you truly never loved me.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 25, 2020, 8:57 am UTC
you were in my dream last night. i almost asked if you missed me in sj but realized it was a dream and told you, "i miss you" as you vanished from my arms and i broke down, waking up crying. please miss me soon bub.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 23, 2020, 8:28 pm UTC
I DONT THINK ILL EVER FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU, YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS AND THATS THE PROBLEM
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 23, 2020, 8:27 pm UTC
if only you knew how much i cared, how in love w u i am, how much youve hurt me, how much i think about you, the fact that youre the first thing in my head and when i go to sleep ,even when its painful, how every single thing you do affects me, and how youve used me knowing i would stick with you, how much it hurts to see you w her. but u will never know this
A
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 23, 2020, 6:40 pm UTC
I can finally say I don't want you in my life anymore, I miss who I met at the start not who you are now
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 23, 2020, 6:04 pm UTC
I know it’s not the love you imagined, but we could be amazing. in our own story. Just give us another chance
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:59 pm UTC
offer me another cigarette. light it for me. hug me when I'm breaking and tell me you'll take it all on for me. do it again. one last time. for fuck sake, i need you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:46 pm UTC
i've only known you for a few months, but I'm sure I knew you in another life. you're so familiar. your smile and your eyes saving me once again. in this lifetime we can't be together, but I'm sure in the next we will meet again.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:34 pm UTC
i wish i had never met you because somehow you found the happiness buried in my heart, the happiness that i can never find. when I'm with you all i feel is peace and that's not normal. I wish i had never met you because now I'm addcited to you and we could never be together.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 19, 2020, 6:39 pm UTC
if you were gonna use me to cheat on someone else without me knowing, you didn't have to tell me that you cared about me and liked me and messaged me everyday to make me think that we actually had something. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 18, 2020, 11:29 pm UTC
I wish you knew that, it's okay to put YOUR needs before any else; It's okay to be a little selfish sometimes, Live your life for you not for them :(. I wish you knew that bottling up your emotions won't lead you anywhere, and I hope you know that you will be able to go japan soon so don't let them get to you :)).
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 18, 2020, 5:36 am UTC
i hope you get the help that you need. running from your problems will only make things worse. i love you, and i wanted so badly to fix things, but you hurt me so many times and it was painful to be around you. don't come back unless you have your shit together.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 17, 2020, 2:01 am UTC
I miss laying in the school parking lot, looking at the stars and teaching you what each constellation meant...I wish you’d come back.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 16, 2020, 5:39 pm UTC
dear pretty girl, i love u. i love ur smile, and ur laugh, and ur life and ur eyes and how u always ask me for help with manifesting, and i love that someone likes me. and i love it the most that its u.
forever and always, olivia
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 15, 2020, 9:17 pm UTC
We were going to run.You were going to take me away from it all.You became apart of the past I run from.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 15, 2020, 9:54 am UTC
i miss you, but i'm not gonna reply to your snaps and i don't want to see you. i can't keep hurting myself.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 14, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
I wake up every morning hoping for a text from you. There never is anymore, I don’t know how much longer I can take it
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 14, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
youre so confusing. do you want me or not. i know we would be amazing together but we're not there yet. its ok, we'll get there and its gonna be amazing.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 14, 2020, 4:17 pm UTC
You made me realise I can't change someone by loving them harder. I wish you would've been honest with me
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 14, 2020, 4:13 pm UTC
i am sorry that i couldn't help you when you were at your lowest. i'm here now. i love you so much, your my bestie. i couldn't imagine life without you xo
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 14, 2020, 8:42 am UTC
I ended things because you didn't respect me. Sorry if you thought it was a waste, but I learned and grew from it.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 14, 2020, 6:47 am UTC
our breakup anniversary is coming up. will we treat it like a normal day? do u even remember the date?
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 14, 2020, 1:52 am UTC
i just miss you man :( pls come back to me, but if you don't look after that large part of my heart u took when u left.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:59 pm UTC
i really liked you and thought we would get married although i feel like as we grow up my feelings for you are disappearing but i’ll always have a special place in my heart for you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:55 pm UTC
i really liked you and thought we would get married although i feel like as we grow up my feelings for you are disappearing but i’ll always have a special place in my heart for you
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 13, 2020, 6:58 pm UTC
you broke her heart as well as mine, and i know i was just a friend but we both deserved so much better
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:54 pm UTC
dont act like a bitch when i hang out with my best friend without you. even though i hang out with you on our own too
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
You just literally sent me a message with my name out of the blue. I had to scroll three times to arrive to the end. It's 3am. What am I supposed to do?
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:13 am UTC
We both know it’s going to happen again, and i’m so fucking glad it’s going to. i love you and i always have.
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 11, 2020, 6:25 pm UTC
A week before we broke up you told me you loved me. We had plans and I could see a future with you. Now you can't even respond to a simple text. I'm aware that it's the depression but I dont think anyone who has never had it can ever fully understand and that's where im at. I really want to understand but maybe it's too new. My love for you didnt just disappear and I just dont know what to do about it. I love you so much. xoxo
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 10, 2020, 10:10 pm UTC
being in love with you made me so blind. you’re emotionally unavailable and a douche. fuck u and ur girlfriend
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 10, 2020, 8:32 pm UTC
i’m sorry, i’m sorry that i hurt u more than anything. sometimes when our eyes meet in the halls it all floods back again
From: ABC
To: L
Date: September 10, 2020, 6:15 pm UTC
I wish you could’ve understood it’s not my fault it never was my fault. I’m not better but you could’ve been.
