i just miss you man :( pls come back to me, but if you don't look after that large part of my heart u took when u left.

I didn't use your full name which is how I know your never going to see this but I just wanted you to know I love you so much. I know you probably mean more to me than I do to you but I like you more than my family lol. that last sentence wasn't that funny but anyways. I kinda feel the need to say sorry that I didn't put your full name but I know for a fact you know this website exists and I think I might just die if you ever knew I sent this. im sorry if I seem super clingy sometimes and I know you probably think im super annoying like everyone else but I really love you and I hope someday you can mean what you say now and we can be happy together. we can be those rich bitches that everyone else wants to be and travel the world and we can be the rich aunts who might not ever get married and have kids. falling in love seems nice and all but I think I could live without it as long as I have you.

I still think about u most nights before I go to bed and sometimes it's bad but most times I just wish u were with me

ur not my first love but ur the one that ruined me the most, ur the one i cant forget about. idk if ill ever move on

I don’t know if I can keep giving my energy towards someone who can’t even acknowledge when they might have hurt someone else.

our breakup anniversary is coming up. will we treat it like a normal day? do u even remember the date?

I ended things because you didn't respect me. Sorry if you thought it was a waste, but I learned and grew from it.

i don't even know what happened. you are such a good person and when u wanted me back i had to be brave because i knew i'd just be hurt again... good luck in life :)

i am sorry that i couldn't help you when you were at your lowest. i'm here now. i love you so much, your my bestie. i couldn't imagine life without you xo

i don't get it. when you're here i'm almost fine but when you're gone i can't breathe. do i like you more than i think i do?

You made me realise I can't change someone by loving them harder. I wish you would've been honest with me

I still dont know you, but i miss you, wich doesnt make any sense. I dont know how you feel towards me but its okay because i will be with you soon.

I miss u. but you fucked up. it’s not my problem anymore. come chase after me. i love u forever and always.

If only you knew how much i loved u. if only you knew why i stayed up that late to call u. IF ONLY U FUCKING KNEW HOW MUCH EFFORT AND TIME I PUT INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP. but no, not good enough. I love you. but it’s right for both of us to stay apart. i love you. But please don’t talk to me.

youre so confusing. do you want me or not. i know we would be amazing together but we're not there yet. its ok, we'll get there and its gonna be amazing.

I wake up every morning hoping for a text from you. There never is anymore, I don’t know how much longer I can take it

You were my first love, with you I learned to love myself, I knew many things that I did not know about me,you were with me despite so many ups and downs,thank you for everything. I love you and miss you.

Hey. You were someone I cared about and it didn't last very long...for you. You liking me was like sharing a jar of joy that we would both pick up and carry around that day but one day you forgot to pick up that jar and then over time you lost your jar of feelings. I didn't. I held mine every day but then I realized you didn't have yours anymore and you were distant. I broke my jar. And now I have no jar. But I don't need one anymore. I have myself. So thank you for helping me see that I am enough.

I wish we had that chance to go on a midnight drive adventure by starting off with milkshakes and continuing the drive to the city and then watching the sunrise by the beach. I wish we had the chance to do that but you don’t.

I still do not understand why you went behind my back to date him. You know how much I valued both our friendships, I did not peg you for the type to lose me to gain him

i miss you, but i'm not gonna reply to your snaps and i don't want to see you. i can't keep hurting myself.

I don’t understand why your trying to ruin what I could have with him. I never did this when you got with your gf

i miss you. i miss the way i felt when i knew someone cared. but i don’t miss how i felt when it went wrong.

I am biting my fingernails to nubs with the thought of not having you in my life anymore
A

I know i will never be good enough, and i know that you love her, but every time i see you i fall for you again

i miss you so much it’s been 2 years, i know we’re just online friends but you mean a lot to me, you said you would come back and text me on my birthday but you never came. i hope you’re doing well and i wonder if you still remember me. thank you for the memories and thank you for sticking up for me, i appreciate it so much. i hope we meet again unexpectedly, i love you.

I never stopped choosing you. But you always chose someone else. Every time. I still choose you. Every time.

We were going to run.You were going to take me away from it all.You became apart of the past I run from.

Aun recuerdo nuestra frase, no quise lastimarte, no estaba lista quisiera verte una vez mas para disculparme pero no creo posible eso

you said im poison ivy. "so beautiful yet so toxic" according to your words. you left some time later, i hope you still know i think about what you said when we were never even together so i dont know why you were so obsessed.

It hurt, watching the person I loved, fall in love with someone else. I still loved you from the bottom of my heart.

I wish I knew if it was real, or not. In the beginning you only had eyes for someone else. I was the only one left. Was I just available? I can’t tell. I wish I knew

I know I said I hated you, and part of me still does. But Jesus...I love you. I still do. Trying to convince myself I’m not somewhat in love doesn’t work. All I could do was cry and cry. I’m sorry I had to be cold towards you, I’m sorry I had to lie to you and say I’m not gonna be there for you anymore and that people change. Just like you weren’t for me. You unfollowed off everything even though I did it first. God I’m sorry. Even for all the shit things you have done, I was angry and I wanted you to hate me. I don’t doubt you hate me now. Maybe it’s for the best. All I wanted to do was love you, and I loved you unconditionally. I still do..I miss the old you. Funny how things change a year later. All I could do after using your present was cry. Cry and cry. It hurts me to even think about you in this way now knowing you’re with someone else...although you probably don’t care. How I wish you cared. However, it’s over. This is what needs to be done. This has to happen. I cant trust you..I would rather your loyalty than your love. You can’t give me either. I wish you didn’t say I love you. I know you don’t mean it. If you did, this wouldn’t be happening. You wouldn’t be interested in someone else. The least I can do is forgive..but not forget. I forgive you. For hurting me, so much. I forgive you for myself. To move on. I hope I can. Part of me wants you to come back. I need to be strong. God I miss you. I miss the old you.

En fin, en realidad no es tu culpa. Nunca lo dije y si lo hubiera dicho no habría resultado nada bueno, está bien supongo:(

i can’t remember how you smell, the sound of your laugh, your favourite colour or how your hand felt in mine.
thank fuck

I honestly hate you after everything you did to me, yet there’s still a part of me that knows if you were to come back I would let you in an instant.

No matter how long it's been, I know deep down I will never have as intimate of a relationship as I did with you..

dear pretty girl, i love u. i love ur smile, and ur laugh, and ur life and ur eyes and how u always ask me for help with manifesting, and i love that someone likes me. and i love it the most that its u.
forever and always, olivia

I wonder if u found out I like you bc u just stopped talking to me... I wish u knew how much u r hurting me

everytime we tallk, its about them. its like u dont care about me anymore. i always listen to ur problems. but when i asked for help all you did was repeat what i have said. i dont think you realise how much it hurts hearing you talk about how much u dont have a life when im literally right next to you hearing all the crazy shit you do. i love you, but at the same time fuck you for hurting me when i finally started to feel better

I miss laying in the school parking lot, looking at the stars and teaching you what each constellation meant...I wish you’d come back.

you hurt me, I’m still hurt. I thought you were my freind... guess not. I tried I tried so hard to fix anything I did, but u just didn’t budge, and I hate loosing freinds, but what can I do... you’ve left me no choice. You really hurt me, leaving me on read, not joining my gc, not trying to fix a friendship and not putting any effort, I sometimes remember small little memories we’ve had and I wish I could go back. I’m sorry if I did anything wrong, I do tons of shit wrong, I don’t mean it I guess I just don’t think before I do something. So here I lay my thoughts and feelings, here it is plain and clear. I wish we still talked and not just in zoom, I wish you weren’t so damn dry every time I’d try talk to you. We were so close... what happened ? I don’t know honestly, I hope you know I really did love you, and you were the greatest freind, but it keeps hurting me, trying to text you or reach out, I’m stopping and I hope you know I am. I cannot fight for something that doesn’t wanna be fighten for... so here’s to dobby, and cadbury chocolates and comfy snuggles and saying you’ll never gw a guy and guess what... you did. I hope your life now is prefect and I hope when I see you back at school I no longer long to be freinds with you again.

Espero que encuentres cosas que te hagan bien y te ayuden a ser mejor de lo que fuiste conmigo. Te quiero mucho.

I forgive you.
I miss to talk to you. I hope you are doing fine.

A.

I‘m not over you but I sure as hell never want to see you again, telling me lies about waiting for the „right time“. Fuck off, sincerely R

I'm tired of having feelings for someone who lives faraway, but I'm ready to leave everything behind and be with you, just tell me you feel the same way I feel about you

Not getting any reply from you kills me, as if its your responsibility, who am I kidding, you're not even mine

I’m just like you now. I do things to him that I don’t want him to do in return. You left me in the way you where.

i loved you the moment i saw you, thank you for making me feel things i never felt before, now, i moved on and took care of myself all cause of you

i ghosted because i hated waiting for u to text me back.
i just wanted u to feel the same way about me.