You make me feel as if everything going on in my life, good or bad, doesn’t matter because all you say is one word. I can’t do it anymore

im sorry i dont try enough in our relationship. i just feel like if i dont get too attached it will hurt less when you inevitably leave me. youve saved my life and im afraid of what life will be like without you. you truly are amazing in every way. i love your little quirks and how smart you are about random things(even if you say youre not). you know more about me than anyone else. im grateful for every second ive spent with you. you have no idea how much you mean to me and i hope we always have this connection. i will love you forever and always.
ababoi :)
chloe

I’m so sorry that I can’t love you. You are the perfect human being and I just wish I could make myself fall in love with you, but I can’t. Not to mention I’m not as good as you think I am, you would regret choosing me in a matter of weeks. This is for the better

I trusted you with my darkest secrets and toughest time in my life. I helped you through ur battles too. I was always there for you. why did you use me for my body and dump me. I still wonder why I wasn't enough.

I’m finally better. I’m leaving ch for good soon so I doubt we’ll ever meet again, But I’m okay now. I’m sorry I put so much stress on you. I probably hurt you in so many ways. I apologize, it was very selfish of me. I will admit I was super attached but I should have known better. Thanks for the memories. Have a good life. -LJ

“You have to experience the lows to appreciate the highs”

Du warst der erste bei dem ich mich geborgen gefühlt habe, der erste bei dem ich das Gefühl hatte dass ich jemandem nicht egal bin. Der erste bei dem ich mir wirklich Hoffnungen gemacht habe. Und dann seid ihr auf einmal zusammen... und es tut immer noch weh euch zwei zu sehen.

Du warst der erste bei dem ich mich geborgen gefühlt habe, der erste bei dem ich das Gefühl hatte dass ich jemandem nicht egal bin. Der erste bei dem ich mir wirklich Hoffnungen gemacht habe. Und dann seid ihr auf einmal zusammen... und es tut immer noch weh euch zwei zu sehen.

That night I thought we connected, but when I didn't give you what you wanted, you left. Now I often find myself wondering what I could have done to make you stay a little longer. I find myself constantly checking my phone to see if your name pops up even though you haven't messaged me in a week. I hate the fact that I'd respond instantly to anything you'd send. I'm sorry I can't be apart of the 'hook-up' culture, I just get attached way to easily:(

I tried to open myself up to you despite being completely terrified. I feel used and exposed now that u know so much and decided you didnt want me anymore... I'm still terrified that you hold knowledge over me...

im finally telling you i like after two long years. i will always love you even though i know we shouldn't. i hope we find each other soon.

fucc, i need someone to send my memes to and talk to cus i haven’t had a good convo ina min w out you TBH

I know you'll never see this, but I miss our friendship. You were the one person who always made me laugh in Chinese class and would eat hot Cheetos with me because you thought it was funny. We haven't talked in a few years but I still think about you all the time and the memories of you. I've liked you since 6th grade, but never told you because I was too afraid.

I'm glad you found her, though she's all of the things you told me you hated. Please treat her better. She's just being herself. ♡

I'm so lucky to have met you in my life the second time around but the timing for us isn't right. I wasn't fully healed when you came. You don't deserve to be with someone so broken and indecisive like me. I know you won't see this and I don't have the guts to tell you this. I'm just so thankful you came into my life but I have to let you go because you're too pure for me and I'm the type of girl you should run away from. I don't deserve the love you give me. I just hope you won't hate me because that's the last thing I ever want you to feel about me.

I’m sorry I didn’t love you back but the whole thing was a mistake.I just wish things could go back to normal and forget about the whole thing.

i wonder if we could play games together just one more time with everyone..just like three years ago :)

thank you for treating me well and helping me become comfortable with myself. i’m sorry it got so toxic.

you don’t even know that love you. you’ll probably say i don’t know what love is. but that’s okay. i’m not over you i’m not sure when i will be. i wanna talk to you about so many things but i can’t because we aren’t close.

i still love you. i hope you know that even though we were toxic i don’t regret meeting you and i don’t at all regret loving you. i wish you would text me.. just say you love me one more time. i wish we could have been more. i still listen to our song. i hope you move on still and find someone new and be happy. i just wish you could of been happy with me.

to be honest, if i could go back in time to preschool, i think i'd do it just to kiss you one more time.

you are an evil person. what u did behind my back is unforgivable. i can’t wait for your family to find out the type of person that you are. fuck u?

You’ve been such a great friend since prep. although we didn’t talk much until recently you make my days so much better.

I wish you didn't rely on superficial attention in order to validate yourself. Maybe then my love would've been enough for you.

Why was nothing I ever did enough. You never trusted me. Turns out you were with my friend the entire time. Screw you dude, but I loved you and will always have love for you. Forever.

If it wasn’t for me crying during I don’t think you would of stopped after I told you no so many times

i’ve tried so hard to let u go. tried to talk to new guys. but they’re not u. why put in effort when it’s not u n won’t be the same as u. u were the first person i could be myself around. u brought happiness into my life. and i always feared if one day we would grow apart. sadly we did. and i miss everything. i’m not the same person without u. u were the first boy that i cried on their shoulder. if i could turn back time and actually tell u how i felt i would’ve instead of being scared to commit to a relationship just cuz u were my best friend. u meant everything to me and u still do. ik if we become close friends again those feelings will never go away. i love u and i hate that i still do. i love u josh. i miss u loser.

why does your girlfriend hate me so much. i miss you and i really wish we could've made it last. im sorry :(

hot but not at the same time. you were a good friend when we were friends. when we weren't you were a b!tch

I’ve cried over you every day for two months now. I’m not looking forward to the holidays without you in my arms, I miss you more than anything. I wish I could get closure, I still don’t understand where we went wrong.

you were my first love and ive compared every guy i met to you since we split. i regret nothing. i’ll miss sharing headphones with you, jamming out on calls, and waking up to your corny ass good morning messages. we have so many unfulfilled promises we never completed, and maybe someday we can get back to them. for now, im happy i have you back as a friend dum-dum, i really missed you.

I have loved you with everything I have left in me the past 3 years. What else can I do for you to see

Yoshi, if you ever find this website you'll know who I am. I wish you chose me, I thought that this time you would. I thought it was good timing. You chose her, again. She's bad for you, we both know this, so why? I hope we get a little infinity together because I don't think i'll ever stop loving you, yes love. All those feelings came back. And I can't lose you, so I won't tell you, i'll keep it locked away, like I do with everything. I think you stopped caring. You never ask how I am or if i've ate anymore, you promised this wouldn't happen. You swore you weren't like the rest of them, why'd you lie? I can't deal with another one sided friendship, I have too many of those, I thought that this time you were the one who would care just as much as I care, what happened?

I've known you for so long and the entire time i liked you but you just pretended to and the i realized i was just to ugly for whatever standards you had. and i just needed to except u never liked me back no boy i like ever does but you were still a good friend and i don't regret meeting you, your just the reason i dont like myself.

Why do you still have an effect on me even though i know in my soul that im over you. Its been months. I just wanna know how you’ve been doing without me.

I will never forgive you for giving up on us the way you did. I hope your parents’ approval was worth it. And I hope you regret not fighting for me for the rest of your life.

i can’t tell if i’m actually going insane bc this all feels like a fever dream. i don’t feel alive.
- yk who this is

you will always be my yellow, and my sparks. i wonder if any of the messages under my name are from you, but i sort of doubt it. you were never really a wordy person. i’m so angry with you for giving up sometimes that i forget how much i still love you. part of me probably always will. i think you made the wrong decision, but i hope that you’re happy someday, even if it’s not with me. and i hope that eventually you realize that i was worth fighting for.

i really thought you missed me, i actually believed them messages where from you. i'm so gullible. fuck you and your bird

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to stop loving you. I just wish you would look at me the way I look at you. I’ll wait for you.

It’s been 11 years and you’re still one of my best friends. Thanks for being there for me buddy. I love you

you were my first love. i think about you every day, i think about how you always said the right thing. people say we’ll find eachother again, but i think we both have moved on. all i want for you is to be happy

I wish you nothing but the best and I thank you for everything from the bottom of my heart. Go have fun, enjoy life and know I’ll always be here if you need a friend.

i don’t know where i went wrong but loving you was the best feeling in the world and i’d do anything to have you back in my arms

we spoke last night, you said it would get easier to not think of you. i wonder if you feel as strongly for me as i do to you because if you did you would know that, thats not true.

If i could go back i dont know if i would make it so i never met you. If i never met you i would not be in so much pain. But then again you taught me that i could be loved and thats something special.

I really really liked u and somehow convinced myself that you liked me back , I guess I was wrong tbh and now I just feel like a bit of a mug

I’m falling in love with you and I hope u feel the same. I’m waiting for u. I think u may be my first love

hi bebe.i know you’ll never read this so i guess i’ll just type everything out.i miss you,a lot.but i don’t miss the way you treated me sometimes.i deserved better and you knew that.i want things to go back to how they were,so bad.but it isn’t that simple.you won’t let your feelings in and that hurts but i’d never want someone to force me to expose my raw hurt emotions,so it isn’t fair of me to ask you to do that.i wanna go back,go back to when you first said i loved you and how happy that made me.i couldn’t stop smiling,you made me smile a lot..and cry too.i have to remember those parts too.but they don’t phase me because i’ve already forgiven you for all of that.i just want my bebe back but i don’t think that’s possible anymore.i keep wishing and hoping but i think i’m running out of it.i never want to stop but i know my heart will have to eventually if you never want me back. your eyes,God your eyes get me all the time.the gateway to the soul they say.i know your soul and heart,even the scarier parts.but i believe in your heart and who you want to be.i hold onto that version instead of the version you’ve showed me for the past month.i don’t know if we will ever be together again but i know a part of me will always be able to come back to you in a heartbeat.thats the thing,you know my heart too and everything about me.you know i don’t give up but lately it feels like i need to give up because i’m not getting any signs of hope.i feel like i’ve seen small glimpses but i fr can’t tell if they were real or not.i miss your hand in mine, not like how they are now,but when my hands were only meant for yours and yours were only meant for mine.im sorry my love wasn’t enough for you and you felt like you had to go find it in other girls.that hurt a lot.but you said they meant nothing to you and i believe you bc you’re broken inside and you were trying to find a connection with a girl and you’d rather show and give love then truly and actually receive it because that’s when you get hurt.so if by some crazy reason you happen to read this,then i ask one thing of you.if you miss me too and wanna think abt the possibility abt being vulnerable again and exploring what you actually feel for me,then ask me to go star gazing.you know how i love the stars and always chase them.so tell me you wanna chase them with me.

I wish we still talked. I really did like you and I think you liked me. But my friend liked you too, and you deserve to be with her instead of me. I wouldn’t ever have been good enough for you.

We were falling for each other like the autumn leaves. Then you ran back to your cheating ass hoe you just moved out with, and I’m here reminiscing you & the love I’ve grown for you. I miss you. Come back