Unsent Messages

I’m still here for you always whenever you need me hoping that someday you’ll realise you’ve loved me this whole time and i’m the one. But I know you won’t deep down and I can’t move on I need you to love me even if I don’t love you back. You hurt me so much you don’t care how I feel you saw me cry and you didn’t even touch me you didn’t hug me or kiss me why? Why did you not care enough? There’s a hole in my chest I feel it and it’s not there when you make me happy. I miss the old you when we used to stay up late with eachother talking about our future and how happy we made eachother. We used to tell eachother we love eachother so much. You were my everything all I ever needed in my life was you. If I lost everyone back in 2nd year and just had you I wouldn’t care. You cared for me then you loved me I know you did but it’s gone and we both can’t get it back. My life is better when your not here I don’t cry I don’t think about you I know it’s better to let you go but how can I let you go when you meant so much to me. You used to be my everything and when I thought of you my whole heart smiled I was the happiest person back then but that person is gone and i’m not okay. I love you always and forever and I’ll have love for you for the rest of my life. You’ve broken my heart too many times and I don’t know if I can trust anyone anymore. I don’t wanna feel what I felt with you when you treated me like that. I want to say goodbye forever but it’s complicated. I love you I love you so much it’s what I always wanted to say I love you I wanted us to try at our relationship I wanted it to be perfect I wanted you I still want you I love you even if you don’t feel the same. I love you