i am every day in pain. i will not write your name again. i will burn your letters and your first rose, i will throw the necklace, i will block you too. i will leave, i will give up. because i waited. i waited too long!!! and you do not even care, while i try to find ways to see you, to see that maybe you are hiding from fear. no, u just dont love me! you never did. it seems so. it is so.