i hope i’ll become strong enough not to break when i see you. I hope you won’t hug me like you used to, i hope we won’t talk like we used to, i hope you won’t look at me that way, i hope you won’t know how much i miss you and i hope you won’t kiss me like you did and i hope my body and soul won’t feel at home when they touch you. i hope your smile won’t make me happy and your laugh won’t make me giggle.