Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
you say you still love me and i know you mean it, i just can't wait for the day when we find our way back together. you will forever have my heart bub
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 10, 2020, 11:34 pm UTC
i really love you, man, like... i feel as if i keep going through a heartbreak every time i think of how i care about u more than u care about me...
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:08 pm UTC
I told you that you reminded me of a song but I never told you which song. It was âPretty Boyâ of the neighborhood... I wish I told you when i could
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 10, 2020, 12:06 pm UTC
i feel like we couldâve been something more. although iâm not sure about what you feel, iâll forever have you in my heart
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:38 pm UTC
After 7 years and unfortunately you are still on my mind.I canât move on maybe i donât even want to move on
Come back to my heart
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:00 am UTC
i'm obsessed with you & everything you do. idk what love is but i love finding it with you. you're my everything
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:02 am UTC
I already know your going to regret everything but I guess the only way you learn from life is living so I only wish you the best
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
its 8:23 pm here. its 11:23 am there.
the mystery of not knowing what could have been haunts me at night.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 7:51 pm UTC
I don't know why I like you, or even if I really do. Maybe I've created it in my own mind because I've craved this feeling, the feeling I never had, but always wanted. I don't think it's you, maybe the attention, maybe the acknowledgement of me and not even in a romantic way, but somehow my heart has mistaken it for love...
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 7:21 pm UTC
To T, thank you so much for helping me get to where I am now. Iâm sorry that we ended things officially on bad terms. I miss you everyday and I will still love you forever. Youâve helped me through thick and thin. I hope youâre happier than ever and youâre managing to move on well. Iâm now with someone new but Iâll never forget our memories and you will always have a special place in my heart. You will always mean loads to me. You were my first love. You deserve the world and I canât wait to tell my children about you.
I made this pink because I know how much you like it
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:07 pm UTC
My birthday is soon, and a part of me still hopes you'll send a quick text, or even think of me. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:20 am UTC
ive never submitted under this color to you. i wonder what ill look back at us like in 5 years. i like to think ill know what this is, was, by then. itll either be a great revelation that this was actually nothing; i built it all up in my head, that you truly didnt care and it wasnt a facade. or maybe itll be the greatest regret that neither of us could just swallow our pride and admit it to each other that what we had was real. alas. miss you. glad u texted me the other day. you know what the anniversary of is coming up? maybe ill text you just so we can argue over whos fault it was again. seems to be the only way we know how to talk to each other.
i tried to put ur initials but it made it feel too real and i think that says enough about how i feel. i think i may love you and i hope i 2 a god, any god, that when i look back at this ill laugh ab how wrong i was
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:08 am UTC
if u donât like me u couldâve said no to the date earlier, I got all excited bought clothes to wear and then u cancelled and asked out another girl then ended dating her.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
You manipulated me into so much and I apologized for it all. And for what? just so your ego can get a little boost? Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:10 am UTC
I love you and miss you a lot so plz come back to me i miss ur voice and ur laugh and ur smile Iâm still here Iâll always be here for you and Iâll wait for as long as I have to
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
what you did to me hurt a lot. i try so hard to forget about it but i just canât. you really made me feel like i wasnât even worth an explanation. you really made me believe that you loved me. you never deserved me.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
i still love u, even after everything. but it just feels different now, knowing that u could leave me so easily
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:06 pm UTC
I allowed myself to feel something for the first time in forever. For you. We danced, you held me like I mattered, and then you left. Yet despite everything youve put me through, I would still give anything to go back to the days where I felt on top of the world simply because of your smile. This is the color of the shirt you were wearing the night I felt like we would make it. If only we did.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
Nunca tuve el valor de decĂrtelo pero te amaba mas que a nadie en el mundo tu risa, tus ojos, tu sentido del humor era lo que te hacia ser tu y aunque se que nunca leerĂĄs esto Te ame.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
I have feelings for you, but the timing just isn't right. I think I love you and I hate myself for it
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:10 am UTC
Maybe if I wasnât crippled by the fear of ending up like my parents, I wouldâve found you less cringe.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:01 am UTC
i dont know who you are yet. but i miss you when you go to work. i miss you when you visit your parents. i miss you when you sleep turned away from me. i miss you when you sleep and im still awake. i miss you. please. come home.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:19 pm UTC
Why do you lead me on. Why do you make me believe that you feel the same about me when you clearly don't.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 6, 2020, 3:20 pm UTC
I knew you loved me,
but you never left her.
was it because you were afraid of being with me, or because you were afraid of leaving her
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 4, 2020, 4:20 am UTC
I send one of these about you everyday so one day you can repost one thatâs not full of empty promises.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 2, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
You always fell asleep without saying goodnight but i couldnt even shut my eyes before saying it, almost as if it were a reflex. i loved you whole and it seemed you never loved me to begin with. when i asked you to love me harder it appeared i was asking for too much. i kept getting my hopes up wishing you would change but you never would. i pondered on the idea on why i never seemed to be enough for you, however i am more than enough; too much in fact you couldnt care the weight of my love on your shoulders even if you tried. i am too much, and perhaps it was you who simply wasnt enough for me.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 2, 2020, 8:12 pm UTC
When I think about our love the only metaphor that seems to escape from my lips is, you are the sun and i the moon. we cannot collide, i would be obliterated by your heat but at the same time you are what completes me. in your absence the days are just comprised of endless gloom however you can be poison when theres too much of you. and although most days i cannot get enough of your warmth, sometimes i prefer the shade so i dont get burned. but i am afraid i cannot prevail without you even when you are not here, youre still there. i do not exist on my own but i must learn how to. so when i think of our love, you are the sun and i am the moon...... we cannot collide but we choose to anyways and now my heart is shattered.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 2, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
no matter how much i want to hate you i cant. even if the time we spent together was all fake and a joke to you i still love you. at times you were the only person that sat there and listened when nobody else did.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 2, 2020, 6:07 pm UTC
WHY DID U SHAVE UR BEARD OFF I LIKE YOU AGAIN NOW GRRRR (but like u look fiiinnee so keep it shaved ;))
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 1, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
I wish I knew the last time I saw you would be the last time you held me in your arms. I have thought about you everyday since we ended and I miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 1, 2020, 8:56 pm UTC
I thought you were going to propose to me at New Years instead you broke my heart and gave up on us..
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 1, 2020, 8:48 pm UTC
What a shame that I look forward to dreaming about you because that is the only way Iâll ever see you again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 1, 2020, 1:41 am UTC
Im so dumb for loving you. I feel so stupid and so under appreciated by you. I was always there, always. and you chose her. and she's pretty I get it but like I'm decent lmfaooo.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:09 am UTC
i think i miss you more than you'll ever know. are they better than me? did i ever really make you laugh
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 29, 2020, 11:32 pm UTC
You almost ruined my life. But now that its over and you're gone, im more myself than I've ever been.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 27, 2020, 4:45 am UTC
iâm mad at you because youâre with her, but iâm glad you are because you seem happier. you needed that.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 26, 2020, 9:55 pm UTC
I don't care what others say. I promised something that night. And I keep my promise.
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From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 26, 2020, 8:50 am UTC
Oh to watch you in silence again, i could live in peace. Your my right person wrong time. come back please.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 26, 2020, 1:24 am UTC
I never told you how much you meant to me, and I regret it to this day. Nobody has made me feel as safe, beautiful, cared for, or appreciated as you did. You are my expectation for love and for the past two years, no one else has been able to meet that standard. Even though it has been two years since I have seen you, you're all I can think about, and I hope I cross your mind again in this lifetime.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:16 am UTC
Sometimes I wish I was the perfect person that knew everything you taught. I wish I didn't need to grow to be the perfect one. Even as I try to grow it's still not enough. I've been a fool and this is what I deserve. Please dont leave me even though youve never been here for me. Its an imagination, but I dont know how to make it stop, so come back please even though youve never came, or left.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
I wish you would forgive me for my emotionality, my immaturity, because I am just a teen, I promise ill evolve, just please don't leave me.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:09 am UTC
Realmente no se que fue lo que hice mal, no entiendo porque siempre te enojabas, ÂżPorque me dejaste de hablar?, me tienes preocupada, solo quiero saber que estĂĄs bien. Te odio, pero espero estes bien.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:22 am UTC
I will always have a soft spot in my heart for you, but you don't show care for me at all so it's time for me to let you go I honestly just want you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 24, 2020, 8:03 am UTC
You deserve the absolute world. I loved you so much, but I know I was the problem and I will forever be sorry. I was going through the worst mental health issues in my life, and as much as you tried to help me, all I did was bottle myself up even more. You made me feel loved and safe for the first time in my life, yet I refused to open up for the sake of burdening you. Such contradictory rhetoric, right? I've spent the past year getting psychological help, trying to better myself so when I'm comfortable enough to get in a relationship again, I won't be the drawback. I will never forgive myself for all the hurt I have caused you. I know we will never get back together, but I wish you all the best in your life. I hope someone gives you the happiness I could never provide, because you are truly the best man I've met in my life.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 24, 2020, 5:57 am UTC
T'as fais que de la merde et je n'arriverai sÝrement jamais a avouer que je ne le voulais pas ce que tu m'as fais. Merci d'avoir tout gâchÊ
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 23, 2020, 11:19 pm UTC
we met each other in a full moon night. it was a perfect moment, when i needed someone like you the most. everything is perfect if it is about you. your voice, your hair, your being, it is all perfect. i love you so much it hurts, it hurts because you love someone else, which is funny because i thought you were going to choose me. i love you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:28 pm UTC
I want to stop thinking about you, I want to stop caring about you because I don't think you care about me. But no matter how hard I try you're always on my mind. Please just leave my life and make things easier for me. please.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:26 pm UTC
I don't understand how it went from you saying you'll give me the world to me begging you to stay in my life. I think I need to realize if you want to leave I should just let you. I'll always love you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
I wanted it to be you, more than anything. But then I realized you didnât want it to be me. I think I need to let go now.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:10 pm UTC
I still think of you from time to time. I canât help but wondering if you think of me too. Do you ever wonder if we couldâve been something great
