Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 1, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
I keep dreaming that you'll leave me, knowing too well that I will be the one leaving you. And it hurts.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 1, 2020, 4:00 pm UTC
i think i’ll always be afraid to see you how easy you could dig back into my life, how hard it would be to pull you back out
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 1, 2020, 3:46 pm UTC
you said that this was the colour that i made you feel, oh how could you do quickly forget such happiness?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 1, 2020, 10:57 am UTC
oh and thank you for checking in the other day. you're the only person that asked. guess ill add that to the list of things ill swear to never tell you until it all comes out one day. this is always how youve been huh? you swear you dont care but your actions tell a complete different story. like how you used to pretend to be so annoyed whenever i asked for a favor but turn around and go above and beyond what i asked for. i remember the first time i realized you really did care, no matter what you said. i remember sitting on the bleachers with you as you looked down explaining everything in detail with no complaints.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 1, 2020, 10:49 am UTC
ive written to you a million times here talking ab how we used to b. ive never talked ab how we will be. im sure one of these days itll all come out. im not sure of anything anymore but i know this for fact. ill check in when it happens. who knows? maybe someone will find the comparisons in the archive.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 1, 2020, 10:40 am UTC
do you remember that time you told me you loved me on accident? you walked out the door like nothing happened cause you didn't mean to say it. it just slipped out. we've never talked about it and we never will but i am glad it happened. i used to wonder if you loved me. turns out you did.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 31, 2020, 8:15 am UTC
When we would fight about who loved the other more I always knew I did. I just wish you didn’t prove me right.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 30, 2020, 9:38 pm UTC
our favourite artist just came out with a new song. all i want to do is to share that happiness with you again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 29, 2020, 9:43 pm UTC
every night I kiss your clothes and look at the moon and say I love you hoping that youre looking at that moon too
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 28, 2020, 1:01 pm UTC
I’m over you, but I know if you came up to me and gave me that big goofy smile I’d deeply fall for you all over again
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 28, 2020, 2:56 am UTC
I’m over you, but I know if you came up to me and gave me that big goofy smile I’d fall deep for you all over again
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 28, 2020, 2:56 am UTC
I’m over you, but I know if you came up to me and gave me that big goofy smile I’d fall deep for you all over again
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 28, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
I’m over you, but I know if you came up to me and gave me that big goofy smile I’d fall deep for you all over again
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 27, 2020, 11:30 pm UTC
You love for me was fake, your kisses were deadly and your promises were empty. Why did I fall for you so much?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 27, 2020, 7:52 pm UTC
our favourite artist just came out with a new song. all i want to do is to share that happiness with you again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 26, 2020, 2:35 pm UTC
Ur part in my story is over. I blocked u on everything so honestly don’t come back on my birthday. Yah I loved you and I’ll never love anyone as much as I did with u but honestly u are not the one for me. U lied manipulated and so much more all throughout the relationship that honestly I finally had the courage to block u on everything. I hate ur name too. U even ruined the zodiac sign Taurus and heck ruined me too. I’m glad I woke you up and that I played a factor on u changing ur ways after the break up. I’m fine if I was the one that had to go through hell just for you to wake up and treat the next girl like a queen. I will never understand what or why you did this and no matter how you respond I will always wonder. We both know I didn’t deserve all that. I hope every time u look at a new girl or maybe even find the one, u think ab me. I hope it eats u alive bc ik the relationships did to me even tho I stayed till the very end. U will never find anyone like me and I hope the next girl treats u how u treated me. Bye motherfucker. Come back and it will be the biggest mistake of ur life. I’m closing this chapter dude. Goodbye
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 26, 2020, 1:24 pm UTC
When we split, I made it clear that I wanted you to be happy.
You’re with her now, but you look so sad.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 25, 2020, 5:33 am UTC
i really wish you understood how much you hurt me, even if it was unintentionally. i’ll love you forever bear
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 24, 2020, 9:44 pm UTC
How could you tell me that you cared about me and then break my heart into a million pieces.over and over again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 24, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
Thank you for being there when I needed you the most. I’m sorry I treated you that way. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 24, 2020, 7:03 pm UTC
Thank you for being there when I needed you the most. I’m sorry I treated you that way. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 23, 2020, 7:43 pm UTC
whenver you said you loved me more,
I now know that i was always right whenver I said I loved you more because if you loved me more you wouldn't of left and broke my heart in to a million peices.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 23, 2020, 12:47 pm UTC
you knew this was toxic for both of us, yet here you are. 3 years later and you’re still trying to get me back. just stop. i’m not that person anymore
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:06 am UTC
i will always love you no matter what. you made me feel butterflies even when i wasn’t with you. stay safe baby x
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:04 am UTC
i will always love you no matter what. you made me feel butterflies even when i wasn’t with you. stay safe baby x
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:04 am UTC
i will always love you no matter what. you made me feel butterflies even when i wasn’t with you. stay safe baby x
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 23, 2020, 8:03 am UTC
i will always love you no matter what. you made me feel butterflies even when i wasn’t with you. stay safe baby x
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:07 am UTC
I chose brown because of the color of your eyes. The eyes I wish I could stare into every day. I love you. What I feel towards you is something I’ll never be able to explain because you mean so much to me and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget you. Believe me you are one of a kind and I wish I could go back to the days when we were together because they were the happiest days of my life. I miss you. Every time I see you I get butterflies and when you look at me the world stops just for a few seconds. I’m sorry I really am. If only you could read this
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 22, 2020, 10:06 am UTC
208 days since i saw u, could be 400+ bc of covid. ik u don't know it bc ur stupid but ily u stupid, only wish i could tell u that in confidence. see u on the other side x
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 21, 2020, 12:37 am UTC
ill never forgive myself for the love you got from me while i layed in my bed crying wondering "who is she"
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 20, 2020, 8:35 pm UTC
our favourite singer just came out with a new song. all i want to do is to share that happiness with you again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 20, 2020, 6:24 pm UTC
Sometimes I convince myself it was one sided, but their was nothing one sided about the way we looked at eachother
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 19, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
our favourite singer just came out with a new song. all i want to do is to share that happiness with you again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 19, 2020, 4:16 pm UTC
with you I understood what love was. But you love someone else... and now i’m sitting here alone, thinking about you, and you about her. I need you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 19, 2020, 4:10 pm UTC
i loved you so much. I never felt feelings like this before. Seeing you with her broke me. I am jealous of your love. I wish it was me...
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 17, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
Every little thing reminds me of you. Its like its the pieces you’ve left behind for me before you left.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 17, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
Every little thing reminds me of you. Its like its the pieces you’ve left behind for me before you left.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 17, 2020, 9:43 pm UTC
Every little thing reminds me of you. Its like its the pieces you’ve left behind for me before you left.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:26 pm UTC
You meant really much to me, U was my safeplace I trusted you with my life but I guess u dont feel the same about me. you didnt listen to me u never helped my in my darkest time where I was screaming for help. I told u that I cant anymore and u didnt do anything and for some reasons its my fault rn Fuck you
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
Why did you treat me as just a pair of boots for you to look at? I'm scared of my body now because of you
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 16, 2020, 2:58 am UTC
In summer, you told me I was everything you ever wanted. We were so happy. I wish September never came
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 15, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
I’ve grown up in this town, but it didn’t truly feel like home until you moved here. I always long for the closeness we had - especially in the beginning. Things got so messy at the end. Sometimes I long to go back and start anew. But it doesn’t work that way, and here I am, and there you are. Thank you for leaving so I could find myself.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 14, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
Do you still wake up in the middle of the night like you used to? Did you find someone to keep you company when that happens?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 14, 2020, 7:29 pm UTC
Do you still wake up in the middle of the night like you used to? Did you find someone to keep you company when that happens?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 12, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
You’re idea of life is wrong it’s not all about money also you haven’t actually done anything so stop you’re not working on wall street
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 11, 2020, 11:03 am UTC
I miss the way we used to laugh. The way you used to look at me. now you gaze past me like I was nothing to you
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 11, 2020, 11:00 am UTC
I miss the way we used to laugh, the way you used to look at me. Now your eyes gaze past me like I was nothing to you
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 11, 2020, 8:46 am UTC
If I could go back and do it all over again , I wouldn’t. It’s crazy how you left me out in the cold like that.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 11, 2020, 8:39 am UTC
If I could go back and do it all over again , I wouldn’t. It’s crazy how you left me out in that cold like that.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 9, 2020, 11:37 pm UTC
i thought you and i would get married, have a life together, dance in kitchen with our children listening to the cassettes i made you when we were first together. and it hurt when you said we weren’t right for each other.
