You deserve the absolute world. I loved you so much, but I know I was the problem and I will forever be sorry. I was going through the worst mental health issues in my life, and as much as you tried to help me, all I did was bottle myself up even more. You made me feel loved and safe for the first time in my life, yet I refused to open up for the sake of burdening you. Such contradictory rhetoric, right? I've spent the past year getting psychological help, trying to better myself so when I'm comfortable enough to get in a relationship again, I won't be the drawback. I will never forgive myself for all the hurt I have caused you. I know we will never get back together, but I wish you all the best in your life. I hope someone gives you the happiness I could never provide, because you are truly the best man I've met in my life.