Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 9, 2020, 10:51 pm UTC
You will get what you deserve,may not be now but you will in your life. Remember me when I become someone great in life while your a little nobody who tears people down. Have fun having a loser life u freak
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 9, 2020, 7:28 pm UTC
even though you live an ocean away from me, you manage to make me happier than the people around me. I miss you and I think ily but I know you don't feel the same way.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 9, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
even though you live an entire ocean away, talking to you makes me feel so happy. I miss you. I think ily too but I know you don't feel the same.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 9, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
even though you live across the ocean, talking to u makes me feel so content. ily and imy. I know you probably don't.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 9, 2020, 5:45 am UTC
It's unfair that I had to let you go and yet you show up in my dreams every now and then as if to remind me of what we could have been
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 9, 2020, 2:13 am UTC
There are a million reasons for us not to be together, but I still want to tell you all the boring details of my day.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 8, 2020, 5:44 pm UTC
do you know that when you hold my hand and rub your thumb across my fingers i feel it all over my body?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 8, 2020, 3:41 pm UTC
I know you found someone better, and i also know you don't need me anymore. But i hope YOU know i will always love you
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 7, 2020, 10:50 pm UTC
I thought having your heart broken in the pouring rain only happened in movies but then that night you broke mine.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 7, 2020, 8:46 pm UTC
I really thought to myself that I would never like anyone and it was stupid. But when i met you everything completely changed for me. I still look back to how I was so head over heels for you and smile. Thank you for teaching me so much and letting me grow as a person.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 6, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
I’ve grown up in this town, but it wasn’t until you stepped foot in it that I truly felt home. I miss the way your eyes would crinkle up when you smiled at me and I felt alive. Everything ended up so messy, but I find myself longing for the good moments we had. It’s weird to think if you hadn’t left, we would probably be married by now. Thank you for leaving so that I could find myself.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 4, 2020, 3:35 pm UTC
I think a part of me will always love you the way I did when we were young. I grew up in this town but when you got here it truly felt like home. I miss you way your eyes crinkle up when you smile. Everything got messy at the end but I long for that good love we had.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 4, 2020, 2:13 pm UTC
you made me really happy, but idk what happened or what did i say that made us stop talking. you did what you said u weren't going to and it hurts
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 4, 2020, 11:41 am UTC
its only been 1 month, I wanna read this in the future. thank you for being the best and my first ever lover
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 2, 2020, 6:03 am UTC
i'm just sifting through sand looking for pieces of broken hourglass and trying to put them back together
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 2, 2020, 12:14 am UTC
I wish i had the chance to tell you that i loved you, but i hope you learn to love yourself you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:03 pm UTC
thankyou for some of the best months of my life, you taught me how to love myself when i didn't know how
a small part of me will always love you thankyou baby-
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 1, 2020, 4:40 pm UTC
I hate how you made me feel but I still miss you so much. I would do everything for your cookies right now.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: October 1, 2020, 4:02 am UTC
I'm glad my feelings for you never evolved more than a crush. But who would've thought that you would be marrying my best friend.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:57 am UTC
i wish it was you. even tho i am better off without you, i wish you were who i wanted you to become to stop hurting me. idk how i am going to find such comfort and security with someone else but it is going to happen. you aren't good for me but in the end, i wish you were.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:32 am UTC
why did you have to leave like everyone else..you knew everything thing about me.you told me you liked me and then the next day I saw you with her.you told me not to worry about her.you hurt me so much and you even knew about my parents which I never tell no one.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 28, 2020, 1:11 pm UTC
Maybe 3 years from now, in a cafe in Tokyo, I’ll finally get to apologize for the hurt I carved into your heart.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 26, 2020, 7:20 pm UTC
Why did you have to leave? Did I really mean so little to you? Why after everything you did to me, do I still love you? :(
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 26, 2020, 7:01 pm UTC
You've probably forgotten about me...but the memories I have of you still cloud my brain and suffocate my heart
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 26, 2020, 4:34 am UTC
We used to be so close. Best friends one might say. I was always there for you whenever you needed me, but at the end of the day, you never were there for me. You’ve said and done too much now. I’ll cherish the memories, but just know, that’s all they are. I hope the best for you always.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 25, 2020, 1:51 pm UTC
I’m inlove with you but love scares me but what keeps me goin is the thought of holding in a non platonic way
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 25, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
i still have the cyst on my wrist from sex and it blows but at least i have an excuse to not top anymore
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 25, 2020, 2:21 am UTC
i thought u were perfect. turns out, u thought u were too. you were never too good for me. i hope you know that now.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 25, 2020, 12:37 am UTC
i thought i was done hurting. i can’t decide if i miss u or just the thought of u but either way i want it to stop.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 23, 2020, 9:11 pm UTC
this is old and ik we were young but idk we were rlly close but then it lowkey jst ended and ik i wldnt b friends with who u r now but it hurt me and i cried a lot, and i still hav all the letters
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 23, 2020, 7:54 pm UTC
i think we both know i cant ever properly get over you ig u win. i lose. just like its always been. LOL
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 23, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
i know i could never be good enough for you, but talking with you still made me so so happy. even if things didn't end well, thank you for being kind to me. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 23, 2020, 12:01 am UTC
And all these overwhelming people with all the drama.. Wow. I don't care. I really don't. What a waste.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:09 pm UTC
I don't know if it's a joke to you, but I don't know how I'm still standing. Your little games are going to ruin me. I was fine.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 22, 2020, 8:15 pm UTC
i now know that you meant it when you said it wasn’t my fault that you left me. i will be here if you ever want to try again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 22, 2020, 5:55 pm UTC
you told me you didnt want anyone but you have a girlfriend now. it wouldve hurt less if you just said you didnt want me.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 22, 2020, 4:31 am UTC
Sometimes I wonder if we’ll be in each other’s lives in the future and in what capacity. I want to fly to Portland and see you. I wish that you would show up and hug me. I would be yours in a heartbeat, I still am yours. When I go out with other people it feels like I’m cheating on you. But you told me not to wait so I can only assume you don’t want me. Because I would have waited. Some days I feel like I could wait a lifetime for you. I won’t do that, I’m not that pathetic. But I would have waited, had you asked.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 21, 2020, 5:21 pm UTC
i always thought we were soulmates, good thing a person has multiple soulmates cus that would have sucked if youre all i got .... hope things go well
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 20, 2020, 7:49 pm UTC
you are this blue in every way. it is the color your eyes were every time you would pull me close to tell me a secret. it is the blue of the water. it is hope. never change ill love you forever. even if im not in love with you forever. anymore.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 20, 2020, 5:24 pm UTC
We could be so happy. We could be on top of the world right now. Just me and you against the world. But you chose someone else.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 20, 2020, 2:58 am UTC
The way it all ended threw me for a loop:(( I will always miss you and love you. I will always wish we find our way back to each other. I’m sorry for how I reacted, losing you so suddenly broke my heart. You were my absolute best friend and I will always miss you and the warmth and love we shared forever
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 20, 2020, 1:22 am UTC
Is not the breakup that hurts. I was supposed to be your best friend... so tell me, why did you choose to hurt me so badly?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 19, 2020, 4:01 pm UTC
My eyes still search for you under seen by on my stories. And my heart still jumps when I see your picture.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 19, 2020, 6:27 am UTC
I thought I didn’t care as much... but then when I almost lost the ring you gave to me I lost my mind
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 17, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
When we kissed I knew I like you. Everything would have been different if I told you back then. Miss u.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 14, 2020, 12:43 am UTC
I don't think I'll ever be the same. If you just said it I'd be yours but you didn't really care did you?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 14, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
i know you say my anxiety is draining for you,and im sorry, but imagine being the one dealing with it
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:22 pm UTC
if i had the choice to forgive you i wouldn’t. fuck you for ruining the last couple months. i’m better off anyway
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:24 pm UTC
I wish you had been the one that didn’t join in with them. I think of you often. We went through so much yet you never remember me by your side through it.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:50 am UTC
you were the first person i loved, i never told you. I’m glad i didn’t. you’ve changed so much... it’s as if i lost you.
