Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
i dont know who you are yet. but i miss you when you go to work. i miss you when you visit your parents. i miss you when you sleep turned away from me. i miss you when you sleep and im still awake. i miss you. please. come home.
From: ABC
To: T
youre not the first to have left me, but you sure as hell added to the feeling of unwantedness. why did you leave like that, why didn't you even explain to me why you left, you treated me like a game, im sorry
From: ABC
To: T
You will get what you deserve,may not be now but you will in your life. Remember me when I become someone great in life while your a little nobody who tears people down. Have fun having a loser life u freak
From: ABC
To: T
my heart feels like it fell to my feet. i wish you knew, but i feel like too much of a burden to tell you. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: T
i thought you and i would get married, have a life together, dance in kitchen with our children listening to the cassettes i made you when we were first together. and it hurt when you said we weren’t right for each other.
From: ABC
To: T
you are bittersweet. bitter because i will never be good enough for you and sweet because thinking about you makes me smile. you have given my life purpose, yet still managed to make me feel like dirt. i love you, and im sorry.
From: ABC
To: T
I really thought you’re different. Why didn’t you tell me you don’t have fellings for me? I guess I’m not good enough.
From: ABC
To: T
Bitte los es uns eif no mol es 2. Mol versueche. Wie gseit mir hend uns eif zu wenig kennt, aber dass muss nid heisse, dass mir nid zämme passe...
From: ABC
To: T
You broke my heart. You tore me to pieces. You made me want to kill myself everyday. But I still loved you and I’m so grateful for you being in my life. Thankyou x
From: ABC
To: T
When I think of you sometimes I smile and think of all the things we could have done or been but Then I realize that we are just strangers with nothing but memories
From: ABC
To: T
es la primera vez que me enamoro y me entrego completamente y me duele sentir que estas desenamorandote
From: ABC
To: T
I fell in love with you. Even if it was so hard for me. But it was easy for you to leave. Just like everyone else.
From: ABC
To: T
You were the first person who made me feel like someone could love me. Then you said you didn't love me after taking my virginity, and it just confirmed my feelings that I truly never will be loved. so... thanks dude
From: ABC
To: T
I saw you with him yesterday. I don’t know how I can still miss you after what you did to me. Those short 3 months were the best of my life and I’m so scared you’ll never look at me like you used to again.
From: ABC
To: T
I easily let go of people for the silliest reasons, yet I can’t let go of you even when I know you’re bad for me
From: ABC
To: T
If I could go back and do it all over again , I wouldn’t. It’s crazy how you left me out in that cold like that.
From: ABC
To: T
If I could go back and do it all over again , I wouldn’t. It’s crazy how you left me out in the cold like that.
From: ABC
To: T
you were the first person i loved, i never told you. I’m glad i didn’t. you’ve changed so much... it’s as if i lost you.
From: ABC
To: T
I miss the way we used to laugh, the way you used to look at me. Now your eyes gaze past me like I was nothing to you
From: ABC
To: T
I miss the way we used to laugh. The way you used to look at me. now you gaze past me like I was nothing to you
From: ABC
To: T
even now, after so long, i would drop everything and go anywhere you need me to be, if you told me you needed me there.
From: ABC
To: T
Jag undrar om du kan tänka tillbaka på tiden vi hade tillbaka och sakna mig, som jag gör med dig, jag vill bara krama dig
From: ABC
To: T
u were so fucking toxic and i still don’t know why i just hope u enjoy ur time with the girl u told me not to worry about
From: ABC
To: T
Maybe if I wasn’t crippled by the fear of ending up like my parents, I would’ve found you less cringe.
From: ABC
To: T
We broke up and I´m over you but that does not mean that you can hook up with my friends. That sht hurts a lot.
From: ABC
To: T
I have feelings for you, but the timing just isn't right. I think I love you and I hate myself for it
From: ABC
To: T
I wish you had been the one that didn’t join in with them. I think of you often. We went through so much yet you never remember me by your side through it.
From: ABC
To: T
è un po' stupido scriverti qui su questa piattaforma che non leggerai mai anche se a dirla sincera un po' paura ce l'ho ma voglio sfogarmi.
Abbiamo passato veramente tanto insieme,sei stato il primo ragazzo a cui io sono piaciuta veramente, mi hai fatto sentire apprezzata,mi hai fatto sentire abbastanza per il mondo,mi facevi anche alzare l'autostima sai?Quello che il mio ragazzo oggi non riesce a fare: io sto benissimo con lui, ci piacciamo a vicenda ma non mi fa sentire come mi facevi sentire tu, ora penserai : perchè allora non lo lasci?No non lo lascio per te perchè nonostante la prima volta che siamo stati insieme te mi hai fatto sentire benissimo, cosa di cui me ne sono accorta troppo tardi e appunto ho paura che succeda la stessa cosa con il mio ragazzo di oggi, anche se lui non mi apprezza più di tanto, si ci tiene lo so ma le nostre conversazioni non saranno mai come quelle con te, con te potevo parlare di tutto senza essere giudicata incoerente o qualcosa del genere, te mi aiutavi ,mi difendevi quando qualcuno infamava il mio nome quando invece il ragazzo di adesso dice solo di fregarmene, ma so che lasciando rovinerò solo tutto, e non lo sto prendendo in giro eh , non mi permetterei mai, lui mi fa sentire bene ma non come facevi tu. Vorrei non essermi mai rimessa una seconda volta con te: hai rovinato il ricordo di quello che eravamo, io continuo a pensare al passato ma veramente tu mi hai fatto stare male, anche io ti ho fatto stare male ma tu mi hai proprio illuso,la seconda volta che ci siamo messi insieme tu ti sei messo con me solo con l'idea che tornasse tutto come prima, io mi sono impegnata e non sai quanto ma le cose si fanno in due e tu questo non l'hai mai capito. Mi hai fatto stare male, ero dell'idea che tu fossi quello giusto ma io non ero quella giusta per te. Ora stai con lei e spero veramente che lei ti faccia stare bene, cosa che io probabilmente non sono riuscita a fare, spero che tu possa uscire con lei e prenderla in braccio e dirle 'ti amo' come facevi con me oppure quando litigate tu che pianga tanto e la abbracci singhiozzando sulla sua spalla.Mi manchi veramente tanto, mi manca girare per ...... con te,mi manca sentirti dire 'vabbe rimaniamo io e te stasera, non andiamo con gli altri' e mi fa ridere perchè il mio ragazzo con cui sto da un mese ancora non vuole uscire da solo con me e fa abbastanza ridere come cosa.Mi manchi te, il tuo profumo, te che mi abbracci da dietro all'improvviso, te che mi tocchi e mi fai sentire abbastanza, mi mancano le farfalle nello stomaco che solo tu mi facevi sentire.Mi manchi troppo,da morire, e pensare che ora nemmeno mi saluti in giro perché la tua ragazza mi fa andare in mille furie, vedo tutto un nostro futuro andare in fumo..
Spero che magari in un futuro io e te ci possiamo incontrare e ricominciare tutto da capo.Ti amo e non ho mai smesso di farlo da un anno,con amore E
From: ABC
To: T
You’re idea of life is wrong it’s not all about money also you haven’t actually done anything so stop you’re not working on wall street
From: ABC
To: T
if i had the choice to forgive you i wouldn’t. fuck you for ruining the last couple months. i’m better off anyway
From: ABC
To: T
Sometimes I think of what you could have done different and then I realized how shitty you were. FUCK YOU...
From: ABC
To: T
i know you say my anxiety is draining for you,and im sorry, but imagine being the one dealing with it
From: ABC
To: T
I tell myself there's another universe with versions of us who are better. They're together, so it's ok that we're not.
From: ABC
To: T
I don't think I'll ever be the same. If you just said it I'd be yours but you didn't really care did you?
From: ABC
To: T
I dont think you undersatnd how much miss you. I miss haning out with you every single day and night. I love you even if that means i night not see you again.
From: ABC
To: T
Do you still wake up in the middle of the night like you used to? Did you find someone to keep you company when that happens?
From: ABC
To: T
Do you still wake up in the middle of the night like you used to? Did you find someone to keep you company when that happens?
From: ABC
To: T
I’ve grown up in this town, but it didn’t truly feel like home until you moved here. I always long for the closeness we had - especially in the beginning. Things got so messy at the end. Sometimes I long to go back and start anew. But it doesn’t work that way, and here I am, and there you are. Thank you for leaving so I could find myself.
From: ABC
To: T
You've probably forgotten about me...but the memories I have of you still cloud my brain and suffocate my heart
From: ABC
To: T
Why did you have to leave? Did I really mean so little to you? Why after everything you did to me, do I still love you? :(
From: ABC
To: T
T'as fais que de la merde et je n'arriverai sûrement jamais a avouer que je ne le voulais pas ce que tu m'as fais. Merci d'avoir tout gâché
From: ABC
To: T
this is the color you told me to get my nails done 6 hours too late. i’m pretty sure i messed up when i left you.
From: ABC
To: T
i know we are soulmates. but why don't you see it? why don't you try to make it work. we could be so much
From: ABC
To: T
You deserve the absolute world. I loved you so much, but I know I was the problem and I will forever be sorry. I was going through the worst mental health issues in my life, and as much as you tried to help me, all I did was bottle myself up even more. You made me feel loved and safe for the first time in my life, yet I refused to open up for the sake of burdening you. Such contradictory rhetoric, right? I've spent the past year getting psychological help, trying to better myself so when I'm comfortable enough to get in a relationship again, I won't be the drawback. I will never forgive myself for all the hurt I have caused you. I know we will never get back together, but I wish you all the best in your life. I hope someone gives you the happiness I could never provide, because you are truly the best man I've met in my life.
From: ABC
To: T
I tried so hard to convince myself that I didn’t like you, just because I don’t wanna get hurt again. But I cant get you out of my mind. I love you so much. How could I ever tell this to you.
From: ABC
To: T
I will always have a soft spot in my heart for you, but you don't show care for me at all so it's time for me to let you go I honestly just want you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: T
You showed what it's like to click with someone. I decided to watch u from afar now. Steady as you go.
From: ABC
To: T
does the colour yellow still remind you of me? i cant help but think of you when i see the colour red
From: ABC
To: T
In summer, you told me I was everything you ever wanted. We were so happy. I wish September never came
From: ABC
To: T
i sometimes think about your orange shirt, the one you wore on that cold december evening. i wish we could go back to that moment and restart.
