We stopped talking for a bit because I said I needed space but I texted you when I thought I was ready but I wasn’t and then I messed things up by getting drunk and calling you so we stopped talking as often. Now we are slowly talking more but it’s hard still and I wanna be over you because I know I deserve better but you were all I ever saw as my future

sometimes I think about you. and then I remember how much you made me hate parts of myself; how I lost myself to love you. and yet I still miss you. I'm moving to seattle soon. you probably won't ever see me again. I don't think I'll be back to meet up

I have to swallow the pill that you will always be with someone who isn't me. If only you understood how deeply I truly loved you, maybe you would give us a shot.

i don't know why i always go back to you when each time i do. i get hurt. why is it so hard to talk to you? why don't you want me as bad as i want you?

i still believe that MY pretty boy that i met last year is still there. maybe you’re a different version of yourself now. either way i had that part of you. somewhere between our awkward beginning and bitter ending there was love. a whole lot of genuine, selfless love. i miss being friends. goodbye for now, beautiful boy. hopefully we can be best friends again someday. someday when i can look at you and not see the memories, and not miss the past.

i really feel there's something between us but not sure how to go about it... pls just make a move already, this is your sign :)

ughhhhh even your name makes me squirm. you ruined alot but i still care for you also love ur new girl

i love you too. i have for awhile. i don’t know how to tell you, but i’ve wanted to say it so many times. i don’t want you to think it’s just because you said it though. i want you to know that i do just because i do

You told me you didn't realize what "I love you" meant when you said it to me. But I did when I said it to you.

every time we meet i end up regretting it afterwards so why do i keep on agreeing to meet with our friends?? i wish i could say no and cut you off completely again like i did 2 years ago

I don't know how you could have walked away and say you was coming back and never come back. Say you love me when you really didn't show it. You're pc was your lover and I wasn't.

it’s time for me to let go. i still love you, but i am not in love with you. and i think i’m okay with that feeling. thank you for showing me what healthy love is, and for teaching me how to accept the love i’m given. one day we will be friends again. but for now we both need to heal. you are the world, and you deserve the world.

it’s time for me to let go. i still love you, but i am not in love with you. and i think i’m okay with that feeling. thank you for showing me what healthy love is, and for teaching me how to accept the love i’m given. one day we will be friends again. but for now we both need to heal. you are the world, and you deserve the world.

Tú salvaste mi vida sin saberlo, gracias y hubiera sido un gran detalle serme sincero todo ese tiempo...

i dont know how to get rid of the thought of you. it was never meant to be i know that. but all i want is to listen to your music one more time.

maybe when the time is right, the universe will bring us back together. til we meet again my sweet boy. i love you always and forever.

I miss what we had, but I wouldn't change a thing. because of you, I'm stronger. I'm a better person. losing you made me realize everything. I am okay without you, I used to believe I wasn't, but I am. you were a part of my life and you're not anymore. that's how it goes. people come into your life, and they leave. its life. I love you, but I don't want you back. I don't need you in my life. I still need to find myself, but I hope you don't worry about me. I'm doing well. I met Rifat, he's really sweet, even though he doesn't like to admit it. he's funny and he makes me smile. he treats me so well, and I really love him. I told him about you one time. he understood everything. he is applying to college here, so hopefully, we will be able to be with each other. I think he can make me really happy. I think he can make me love myself. he tells me he would never hurt me, or make me feel unsafe, and I believe him. but anyway, I hope you're doing well. I know you're dating Emily and I hope everything is going well with you guys, I hope she makes you happy. I know you got a car, two even if I'm correct. I know you love cars and I'm happy for you. I hope you get to go to the Marines like you always wanted. I hope you get an amazing job, and I hope you and Emily work out. You deserve to be happy.
I often think about you, sometimes I miss the presence of you in my life.. but I don't think I miss you actually being here. you made me lose myself. when you left, everything was ruined. I never felt happiness, until I met Rifat. my life seems to be changing for the better. Am I getting over you? finally? I sure hope so. I'm not going to let myself be tied down anymore. I have my own shit to do, I have my own life to get on with, I have my own goals. So I wish you good luck, in all your new adventures and curveballs to come your way. I wish you the best of luck in life. goodbye.

I loved so many things about you, including the fact that I'd never met a girl named Jared. You were the best girlfriend I could ever wish for, and the relationship we had was one of my healthiest ones. Even if I said sorry a million times, it wouldn't be enough to fix the pain and confusion I caused you to face. I hope you've found someone that can truly make you feel loved and happy like you deserve. Please be happy, and please appreciate yourself more. You're much more of a wonderful and beautiful person than you give yourself credit for. I'm sorry we couldn't fulfill our wishes of having a room in our home dedicated just to your gundam figures and my bts shit. I'm sorry we couldn't adopt cute cats together and live a carefree life away from my homophobic parents. I'm sorry I was such a coward and avoided facing you myself. I'm sorry Jared.

2 months. A good cry and a move later. I still correct people on how to spell your name. It’s dumb but not to me.

I miss your friendship over everything that happened between us. I lost my best friend when I lost you, I wish we could be friends again...

I love you. Why else would I want to climb up on your roof and look at the stars with you or let you play country music when you know that I hate it? Will you ever figure it out?

um hi, i like your hair. i think it's very nice & poofy. do you wanna maybe like makeout...omg i'm kidding..unless?

you’ll always mean something to me and i wish i knew why, but i wish i always mean something to you too

It's been 5 years and you still think you're in love with me. Please. Please just leave me alone. I don't love you. Move on.

We met in middle school and known each other till senior year. I thought you were the one, but I guess not. It was fun talking to you for the short amount of time that we did. I don't know if you went because of covid but if you did, I hope you're doing well on that mission trip.

Why am I like this? You care so much, unlike any other boy ive been with but all I can do is think about the flaws in our relationship. You are a gift that for some reason, is hard for me to accept. I love you but its so hard for me to be with you because you deserve so much better.

I’ll always care about you no matter what. I’m happy that you finally found a girl who can love you in ways I never could.

i started missing u again. it hit me when u didn't text me on chirstmas. but i'm learning to let go again too.

if i never tell you, i’ll atleast write you this. i love you, have since we were 12. your text broke my heart, i miss you and you haven’t even left yet

maybe we should have stayed as friends maybe you wouldnt be in my blocked list rn but you are. i miss our funny facetimes and the nights you would call me just to say hi, i think i just miss you..

i’m letting go.. you broke me.. a year and i’m just now letting go.. i’m happier now, still scared.. but happy.

heyy :) i just wanted to say that i love you with all my heart and that you’re my favourite person ever and i care about you so much !! ^^ please stay strong your life will get better and i’m so glad you’re a part of mine cause i don’t know what id do without you :,)

i don’t want to move on because that means i accept our fate as strangers. i rather watch you from afar than lose you

i hope you don't feel the way they've made me feel. i needed to learn a bit more about pain before i could understand again.

I went on a date without feeling guilty for the first time. But even finding this new guy I still think about you a lot. I just want another hug. I want to watch the stars. I want to listen to your awful rap music. I just miss you. I miss the old you.

To my loser, it wasn’t our time and I’m seeing that now. I’m going to miss you every second of the day and no matter how much I want to move on I know I’m going to wait for you and I hope you know I love you more than words can say.

Thank you for showing me there is an entire world to see outside of this house, and for making it worth seeing. You came back into my life at the perfect time, and I am so glad I get to be by your side as you figure out what you want to do with yours. It is always an adventure with you, I'm hoping there will be lots more. You're still a fucking goof though

it baffles me that you have no idea how much of an awful person you are. how do you live with yourself?

Sometimes I just want u to think of me before you do things. I feel so little to you but you tell me you love me

it hasn’t been that long but i can already tell it’s going to take one hell of a person for me to get over you. i’m in love with you. you will always come first. i will be here forever. i just miss you so damn much. please.

I wish I’d met you when I was more mature and understanding... I still think about you, you always cross my mind.

JARED I STILL HAVE FEELINGS AND I STILL WANT YOU BACK PLEASE DONT MOVE ON WITHOUT ME. WE CAN BE TOGETHER SOON ENOUGH

i hope you will stay this time, i think i can push through my problems and learn to love you. one day i will be able to love you the way i always wanted to love someone. i don't plan on leaving and i hope you don't either. you make me really happy, i wish i could tell you about my issues but i know it will scare you away. one day i will open up to you and i will have a soft spot for you. don't leave me again please.

i look for you in everyone i meet. i open my eyes and see you staring back. i’ve ran from every opportunity at love since we ended. i can’t bring myself to let anyone else in. i don’t want anyone to come close to how important you are to me.

You let a good woman, who would have done anything for you, go. You left them for what? She should have hated you and yet she still wished you the best. She loved you and now you can’t take back anything you sad. I wish someone would love me the way she loved you.

I’m probably just being hopeful that you write messages on here to me. It’s impossible to get over you, and talking to you again is great but it’s not the same.

I know 711 miles is a lot. But I just want to know you love me. Like how you said you did a year and a half ago.

Sabía que no estábamos hechos el uno para el otro, terminaría siendo una carga para ti, en realidad no quería que nuestros caminos se separaran, pero creo que fue lo mejor, éramos polos opuestos, veo que incluso eres más feliz, gracias por todo, perdón por tan poco. Buenas suerte con tu vida, campeón, te amo.

I love and miss you so much. I wish you didn't leave me so soon. I can't wait to be with you again. I hope you're not in pain, and I hope you'll wait for me in heaven. Rest well, sweetheart.

i miss you so much, it's like a piece of me is missing without you, i know you have a gf and it breaks my heart.