Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
Sometimes I wonder if we’ll be in each other’s lives in the future and in what capacity. I want to fly to Portland and see you. I wish that you would show up and hug me. I would be yours in a heartbeat, I still am yours. When I go out with other people it feels like I’m cheating on you. But you told me not to wait so I can only assume you don’t want me. Because I would have waited. Some days I feel like I could wait a lifetime for you. I won’t do that, I’m not that pathetic. But I would have waited, had you asked.
From: ABC
To: T
I know you have her now, my best fucking friend, but I had you first. I try to not allow my body to twitch on its own in places I wish your fingers got to touch, but we didn’t give it enough time. So I hope your happy with her and touching her but just know that if she breaks you, I’ll be the first person you fall back on because I know we were destined for each other, I felt it and I know you did to
From: ABC
To: T
I wish things could go back to what they were before when we first met. Now I just feel like I was the reason we didn't work out.
From: ABC
To: T
you said you’d look forward to my christmas card this year. maybe you will think of me when you don’t get one.
From: ABC
To: T
Sometimes I still miss you and whenever I think that I don't think about you anymore, it catches up with me again and I just miss you more
From: ABC
To: T
you told me you didnt want anyone but you have a girlfriend now. it wouldve hurt less if you just said you didnt want me.
From: ABC
To: T
home reminds me of you and im coming back soon. im happy now but you still make me feel the same as you always have. i dont know if that'll ever change and it scares me.
From: ABC
To: T
i never realized how bad we were for each other until it was over but yet i’ll still always secretly wish it was u
From: ABC
To: T
i now know that you meant it when you said it wasn’t my fault that you left me. i will be here if you ever want to try again.
From: ABC
To: T
I don't know if it's a joke to you, but I don't know how I'm still standing. Your little games are going to ruin me. I was fine.
From: ABC
To: T
And all these overwhelming people with all the drama.. Wow. I don't care. I really don't. What a waste.
From: ABC
To: T
Hey, I know you are doing okay without me, and as much as I say I’m doing okay without you, I’m not. I wish you wanted me as bad as I want you and I wish you’d choose me as many times as I’d choose you. I miss every little thing about you. I wish you would just be angry with me and yell and scream because the silence is killing me but I know it’s best. I guess what I’m trying to say is I miss you and even though you don’t, I really do hope you miss me too.
From: ABC
To: T
i will still look at you across any room and think you have the most beautiful person i have ever met for as long as i shall breath.
From: ABC
To: T
Thinking of simple things like going grocery shopping with you make my heart flutter.. Please tell me you feel the same
From: ABC
To: T
When you asked me if I wanted a relationship I panicked and said no. I wish I could go back, I wish I wasn’t so terrified of saying yes. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: T
You hang out with your friends a few blocks away. You're always so close, sometimes I take my dog out hoping I might see you, we broke up 2 years ago, we've both dated other people, I swear I'm over you except, for these few random days.
From: ABC
To: T
hey.. I don’t really know why am I doing this, we just dont talk anymore. I don’t really understand why am I this attached to you. You showed up when I just wanted to go.. and you supported me, then you left. I am still here, even tho you prob just don’t care anymore, I still believe that we will have a second shot some time.
U made me feel loved.
From: ABC
To: T
i never got closure because it all ended so abruptly. you were an addiction, and now it is all over. i sometimes hope we meet again. even though I shouldn't
From: ABC
To: T
i know i could never be good enough for you, but talking with you still made me so so happy. even if things didn't end well, thank you for being kind to me. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: T
i think we both know i cant ever properly get over you ig u win. i lose. just like its always been. LOL
From: ABC
To: T
fuck you for doing all those things you did to me and fuck you for making me believe it was all my fault.
From: ABC
To: T
this is old and ik we were young but idk we were rlly close but then it lowkey jst ended and ik i wldnt b friends with who u r now but it hurt me and i cried a lot, and i still hav all the letters
From: ABC
To: T
i fell in love with you, now we’re different people and are growing separately but i still think about you. i miss you. i hope we meet again ily
From: ABC
To: T
i shouldnt have let you use me the way i did. i learned for the better and finally left even tho i thought we wouldve lasted :/
From: ABC
To: T
thank you for letting me figure out myself even if u have no clue about it. although i have gotten over you, a part of me will always love you; have a soft spot for you. to be honest, i would kill for you if you asked me. is that love?
From: ABC
To: T
why didn’t you call me, i miss you and i thought you’d at least talk to me again. just one more time.
From: ABC
To: T
i never hated u i just hated myself for being so in love with someone who obviously didnt love me back
From: ABC
To: T
I loved you all along, I'm sorry I was too immature to admit it when I found out you liked me. I'm still holding onto you even thought we haven't talked in months.
Please text me first, I can't stand the possibility of you think I'm desperate by texting first after so many months.
From: ABC
To: T
Im sorry i ended things and it was never something you did, i just dont like boys. Im sorry, i will always love u.
From: ABC
To: T
You’ll probably never know how much I love you. But I’ll always be here for you, even if you don’t know it
From: ABC
To: T
i thought i was done hurting. i can’t decide if i miss u or just the thought of u but either way i want it to stop.
From: ABC
To: T
i thought u were perfect. turns out, u thought u were too. you were never too good for me. i hope you know that now.
From: ABC
To: T
I still think of you from time to time. I can’t help but wondering if you think of me too. Do you ever wonder if we could’ve been something great
From: ABC
To: T
you’re even more of a stranger to me now than when we met. please treat her well longer than you did me.
From: ABC
To: T
you held my face so gently and your eyes scanned my lips the other day. i still wish i had kissed you.
From: ABC
To: T
I wanted it to be you, more than anything. But then I realized you didn’t want it to be me. I think I need to let go now.
From: ABC
To: T
i still have the cyst on my wrist from sex and it blows but at least i have an excuse to not top anymore
From: ABC
To: T
I don't understand how it went from you saying you'll give me the world to me begging you to stay in my life. I think I need to realize if you want to leave I should just let you. I'll always love you.
From: ABC
To: T
I want to stop thinking about you, I want to stop caring about you because I don't think you care about me. But no matter how hard I try you're always on my mind. Please just leave my life and make things easier for me. please.
From: ABC
To: T
I’m inlove with you but love scares me but what keeps me goin is the thought of holding in a non platonic way
From: ABC
To: T
I know you love me and I want to love you back. All our friends want us together and I want u too, I just need to figure out myself before I
From: ABC
To: T
Eu te amo muito, eu não sei porque você me deixou assim tão de surpresa e começou a me ignorar. Sempre que falam de ti lembro das nossas conversas. Meu deus, o que é que eu fiz?
From: ABC
To: T
you were so selfish, when have you ever thought about me in the relationship?
I gave you everything, I lied so many times. I was willing to give up my whole life for you. Did you think this relationship was simple for me? It was for you, not me. I had to hide myself for you.
From: ABC
To: T
every time you come around i freeze up and i can’t speak and i always embarrass myself, and when i text you it’s like fireworks in my heart. and every time i talk about you i always get a warm feeling in my heart. please stop making me wanna feel girly around you
From: ABC
To: T
when i think about you, i get so nervous and my heart beats fast. i like feeling this way about someone
From: ABC
To: T
I hope we can regain the same friendship we used to have, before either of us had confessed and ruined everything
From: ABC
To: T
I'm over you, I promise. I already sold the house, built out of our emotion and trust. It's just so hard to remove the furniture and pictures, engraved with memories and unsolved desires.
From: ABC
To: T
i'm sorry for the way i treated you, you didn't deserve any of it. you are such an amazing person, no doubt abt that and i hope that the break up was what you needed. i hope you're doing well now and that you're happy. if you didn't take your heart back, i return it to you and i hope u find someone else who can take good care of it and who will truly love you and prove it to u. i hope you achieve all your dreams and goals. thank you for a whole year, i will never forget those first few experiences
From: ABC
To: T
we met each other in a full moon night. it was a perfect moment, when i needed someone like you the most. everything is perfect if it is about you. your voice, your hair, your being, it is all perfect. i love you so much it hurts, it hurts because you love someone else, which is funny because i thought you were going to choose me. i love you.
From: ABC
To: T
Im over you.. it took so long for me to get over you. I still check on your socials but I know you don't care about how im doing so it's best to stop.
