Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:38 pm UTC
you are always in my mind.. are you manifesting me? maybe im crazy but just know I miss what we had and the person I thought you were or the person you used to be. I don't recognize you anymore.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:36 pm UTC
Im over you.. it took so long for me to get over you. I still check on your socials but I know you don't care about how im doing so it's best to stop.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:32 pm UTC
i'm sorry for the way i treated you, you didn't deserve any of it. you are such an amazing person, no doubt abt that and i hope that the break up was what you needed. i hope you're doing well now and that you're happy. if you didn't take your heart back, i return it to you and i hope u find someone else who can take good care of it and who will truly love you and prove it to u. i hope you achieve all your dreams and goals. thank you for a whole year, i will never forget those first few experiences
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:17 pm UTC
when i think about you, i get so nervous and my heart beats fast. i like feeling this way about someone
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:14 pm UTC
every time you come around i freeze up and i can’t speak and i always embarrass myself, and when i text you it’s like fireworks in my heart. and every time i talk about you i always get a warm feeling in my heart. please stop making me wanna feel girly around you
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:12 pm UTC
you were so selfish, when have you ever thought about me in the relationship?
I gave you everything, I lied so many times. I was willing to give up my whole life for you. Did you think this relationship was simple for me? It was for you, not me. I had to hide myself for you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:41 am UTC
I loved you all along, I'm sorry I was too immature to admit it when I found out you liked me. I'm still holding onto you even thought we haven't talked in months.
Please text me first, I can't stand the possibility of you think I'm desperate by texting first after so many months.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:26 am UTC
i never hated u i just hated myself for being so in love with someone who obviously didnt love me back
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:53 am UTC
thank you for letting me figure out myself even if u have no clue about it. although i have gotten over you, a part of me will always love you; have a soft spot for you. to be honest, i would kill for you if you asked me. is that love?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:13 am UTC
i will still look at you across any room and think you have the most beautiful person i have ever met for as long as i shall breath.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:09 am UTC
Hey, I know you are doing okay without me, and as much as I say I’m doing okay without you, I’m not. I wish you wanted me as bad as I want you and I wish you’d choose me as many times as I’d choose you. I miss every little thing about you. I wish you would just be angry with me and yell and scream because the silence is killing me but I know it’s best. I guess what I’m trying to say is I miss you and even though you don’t, I really do hope you miss me too.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:21 am UTC
idk what it is about you but I can't stop thinking about you and what we had. I truly fucked things up, I think I'm in love with you, and when you said you only dream about me my heart melted but its been like 2 months since you've talked to me and you left me on read. I hope you're doing well I love you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:46 am UTC
you stupid idiot, how did you? how could you?
i don’t let anyone one in, yet somehow you managed to wiggle your way into my mind and now my heart. i hate that i see myself more and more in you everyday. i hate that i see you in me everyday. why did you decide from the start that i was worth your time? i don’t hate you and i don’t even know if i love you, but you love/loved me and i actually felt something. for the first time in years i felt something, a gut feeling, a feeling of confusion and comfort all at once. it’s as if the puzzle pieces were fit into place and the locket was put back together. i’m so so sorry for everything, and i’m sorry that i still care
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:41 am UTC
I sometimes wish I’d been more clear about the way I felt, but in the end we’re better off not speaking I guess.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:43 am UTC
I think about you sometimes, and I’m sorry for how o treated you, it took me longer to get over you than I thought it would
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:13 am UTC
the worst part about all of this is i know that if you ever needed me, i would be there in a heartbeat.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
I'm so glad you're my best friend and i literally couldn't ask for anyone better. unfortunately ur love might not be enough for me to stay. ily.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:07 am UTC
I've dreamt about you; we were in a field. We fell on top of each other and laughed. If only that were real.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:58 am UTC
i compare everyone to you. i dont think anyone will deem themselves better. but i cant go back to you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:59 am UTC
thx for helping me appreciate the little things so much more. and for teaching me that things aren’t always going to b bad, there’s always some good. i miss u & the good morning/good night messages. it was rlly the little things
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 17, 2020, 9:40 pm UTC
You were the right person..I was just going through so much and didn’t want to hurt you anymore. Hope you’re doing ok.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:18 am UTC
I started to believe in god again when I met you because I thought my prayers had finally been answered. I've stopped believing since you left.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 17, 2020, 3:37 am UTC
you made me feel genuine peace just by your energy. take care of yourself my love. keep that pure energy pls.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:25 am UTC
I’ll never forget my 72 hours in Ireland with you. & I didn’t think it’d hurt so much to see u with someone new.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 15, 2020, 3:28 pm UTC
i dont think ill ever be truly happy unless im with you. i know its unfair on my gf but i will never be able to properly move on. i love you please remember that. always and forever right?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 14, 2020, 7:31 am UTC
Me gustas desde hace 7 años,es triste porque,me enamorĂł de ti cada dĂa y se que nunca voy a poder estar contigo.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 13, 2020, 10:59 pm UTC
It sucks knowing that you do me so wrong and that I would fall in your arms again with no hesitation.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 13, 2020, 4:44 pm UTC
Tbh i i could talk about your eyes 24/7. Always when we make eyecontact i get filled happines and we both laugh/smile. Sometimes i do wish u would rail me lmao?✨
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 11, 2020, 10:50 pm UTC
even now, after so long, i would drop everything and go anywhere you need me to be, if you told me you needed me there.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 11, 2020, 9:42 am UTC
I saw you with him yesterday. I don’t know how I can still miss you after what you did to me. Those short 3 months were the best of my life and I’m so scared you’ll never look at me like you used to again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:35 pm UTC
After everything that’s happened between us, deep down- I still love you. I tried to deny it and now that you are finally back to me I have a sense of relief and I’m so excited to start this new love.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 9, 2020, 7:09 pm UTC
I finally understand what all those books talk about. I never want to spend a second apart from you ever again. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 9, 2020, 7:08 pm UTC
after our first kiss I told my best friends it was like kissing my brother. that seems so impossible now
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 9, 2020, 8:36 am UTC
you took my love away, every chance i had. ruined. because of you. you took away my happiness, you took me away from everything ive ever known. he actually understood me, fuck you for making me think you were the one. you finally did it, you killed me and i realized it. idk who this is. i just want my love and myself back. i have no way to tell him that i wasnt the one who hurt him, it was you. fuck you hes gone. ur a no good piece of shit who can suck my dick.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:01 am UTC
Esa sonrisa con dedicatoria agena me prendó de ti... ahora no sé como aceptar que nunca me mirarás... ni siquiera por accidente
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 8, 2020, 9:39 pm UTC
Being told you didn’t love me anymore felt like being hit by all the bad things in this existence at once
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 8, 2020, 9:03 pm UTC
You were supposed to take me across the country. Instead you left me with people who hate and belittle me. It's gotten worse since you've been gone.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 8, 2020, 12:31 pm UTC
If we met earlier, maybe I would have seen your pain. But there is nothing I can do an that is my lifelong burden
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 7, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
you’re not the person i fell in love with, i’m so sad but i can’t stop loving you and it breaks my heart everyday
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 7, 2020, 12:10 pm UTC
I'm happy that we are friends now and we're still in each other's life, but I'm still in love with you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 6, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
you told me we had a connection,yet it was so easy for you to leave me for her yet again. i guess some connections will always be stronger than others
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 5, 2020, 10:24 pm UTC
I’m happy I found out what you did after you left me. You would hate me if you heard what I said when I found out.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 5, 2020, 7:39 am UTC
I used to wish you didn’t leave.
I used to think I should have gone with you. Sometimes I think I am with you, still, in a parallel universe. But in this universe I don’t even know you anymore, you’re a stranger now and always will be.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 3, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
You took me out of the darkest place I’ve ever been in. as soon as I thought I was genuinely happy you put me right back in that place.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 3, 2020, 1:36 am UTC
i miss you so much. i wish u weren't an ocean away from me. i think I'm in love you too. thats even worse.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 2, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
you ripped out my heart and stomped on it with no regards for my feelings, yet to this day i’d still choose you over anyone. i cant even call this love anymore ,it’s just stupidity .
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 2, 2020, 1:37 pm UTC
even though I'm supposed to see you as a brother, and you have a gf. I really wanna kiss you. so bad.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 2, 2020, 8:56 am UTC
Could you forgive me? I’ve grown a bit since then and I’m sorry for taking it so badly when you left.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 2, 2020, 8:17 am UTC
i just wrote to you a few days ago about the moment i knew you cared about me. today i looked over old journal entries and i had said the exact same thing in february almost word for fucking word. you and your fucking kind bars.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: November 1, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
when we got together I told you I want to be single on my year abroad. I wonder if you think that changed when we fell in love? How dafuq am I going to break up with you next year?
