Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 20, 2020, 5:40 pm UTC
Even if I am incredibly grateful that it never became real, I think a part of me will always like you. Thank you
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 20, 2020, 3:08 pm UTC
I genuinely do want to get to know you better, but I'm afraid I might get too attached. I stay silent during our calls because I can't help but admire someone so unique. I could never, really.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 20, 2020, 4:50 am UTC
I told you I was unhappy for 2 years and you didn’t change. I cheated and I don’t regret it. I’m sorry it came to this.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 19, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
I just want you to tell u that u didn’t have to play w my feelings like that u knew i was young and still took advantage of me
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 18, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
è un po' stupido scriverti qui su questa piattaforma che non leggerai mai anche se a dirla sincera un po' paura ce l'ho ma voglio sfogarmi.
Abbiamo passato veramente tanto insieme,sei stato il primo ragazzo a cui io sono piaciuta veramente, mi hai fatto sentire apprezzata,mi hai fatto sentire abbastanza per il mondo,mi facevi anche alzare l'autostima sai?Quello che il mio ragazzo oggi non riesce a fare: io sto benissimo con lui, ci piacciamo a vicenda ma non mi fa sentire come mi facevi sentire tu, ora penserai : perchè allora non lo lasci?No non lo lascio per te perchè nonostante la prima volta che siamo stati insieme te mi hai fatto sentire benissimo, cosa di cui me ne sono accorta troppo tardi e appunto ho paura che succeda la stessa cosa con il mio ragazzo di oggi, anche se lui non mi apprezza più di tanto, si ci tiene lo so ma le nostre conversazioni non saranno mai come quelle con te, con te potevo parlare di tutto senza essere giudicata incoerente o qualcosa del genere, te mi aiutavi ,mi difendevi quando qualcuno infamava il mio nome quando invece il ragazzo di adesso dice solo di fregarmene, ma so che lasciando rovinerò solo tutto, e non lo sto prendendo in giro eh , non mi permetterei mai, lui mi fa sentire bene ma non come facevi tu. Vorrei non essermi mai rimessa una seconda volta con te: hai rovinato il ricordo di quello che eravamo, io continuo a pensare al passato ma veramente tu mi hai fatto stare male, anche io ti ho fatto stare male ma tu mi hai proprio illuso,la seconda volta che ci siamo messi insieme tu ti sei messo con me solo con l'idea che tornasse tutto come prima, io mi sono impegnata e non sai quanto ma le cose si fanno in due e tu questo non l'hai mai capito. Mi hai fatto stare male, ero dell'idea che tu fossi quello giusto ma io non ero quella giusta per te. Ora stai con lei e spero veramente che lei ti faccia stare bene, cosa che io probabilmente non sono riuscita a fare, spero che tu possa uscire con lei e prenderla in braccio e dirle 'ti amo' come facevi con me oppure quando litigate tu che pianga tanto e la abbracci singhiozzando sulla sua spalla.Mi manchi veramente tanto, mi manca girare per ...... con te,mi manca sentirti dire 'vabbe rimaniamo io e te stasera, non andiamo con gli altri' e mi fa ridere perchè il mio ragazzo con cui sto da un mese ancora non vuole uscire da solo con me e fa abbastanza ridere come cosa.Mi manchi te, il tuo profumo, te che mi abbracci da dietro all'improvviso, te che mi tocchi e mi fai sentire abbastanza, mi mancano le farfalle nello stomaco che solo tu mi facevi sentire.Mi manchi troppo,da morire, e pensare che ora nemmeno mi saluti in giro perché la tua ragazza mi fa andare in mille furie, vedo tutto un nostro futuro andare in fumo..
Spero che magari in un futuro io e te ci possiamo incontrare e ricominciare tutto da capo.Ti amo e non ho mai smesso di farlo da un anno,con amore E
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
I easily let go of people for the silliest reasons, yet I can’t let go of you even when I know you’re bad for me
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 17, 2020, 8:36 pm UTC
I fell in love with you. Even if it was so hard for me. But it was easy for you to leave. Just like everyone else.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 17, 2020, 8:09 pm UTC
When I think of you sometimes I smile and think of all the things we could have done or been but Then I realize that we are just strangers with nothing but memories
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 17, 2020, 6:39 pm UTC
Bitte los es uns eif no mol es 2. Mol versueche. Wie gseit mir hend uns eif zu wenig kennt, aber dass muss nid heisse, dass mir nid zämme passe...
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 17, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
I really thought you’re different. Why didn’t you tell me you don’t have fellings for me? I guess I’m not good enough.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 16, 2020, 11:31 pm UTC
i don’t know you and somehow you make my stomach flutter, and my bones ache. Looking at you takes my breath away and your voice makes my heart get butterflies. You do things to me that I’ve never experienced, and we only know each other’s names.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 16, 2020, 8:58 am UTC
you cheated & then made me feel like i was the problem. i spent a million sleepless nights thinking about you and wasted so many fucking tears on you. now i you were the problem.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 15, 2020, 11:00 pm UTC
We’ll end up together eventually, when the timing is finally right. We’re meant for eachother, I know it.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 15, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
i’m sorry i was always too much for you. i wish things could have been different. i wish you could have loved me back
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
I’m sorry it took me so long to realize I loved you in a way that’s different than friendship. I’m sorry that I get jealous of all the girls you talk about. I just don’t want to be replaced because I have no one else who loves me the way you do. I am nobody’s number one besides you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 15, 2020, 4:06 am UTC
you changed my life for the better & i couldn’t be more grateful for you. so excited for what the future may hold for us. i love you forever
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 11:56 pm UTC
I was finally happy after a really long time, all because of you. but in the end I wasn't enough. again.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 10:26 pm UTC
I think that I will be waiting for you forever, because I just can’t seem to let you go and this is the hardest part of it all. I know you love her and that it was always her but you loved me at some point to and I’m sure about it. I miss you and I love you. x
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:31 pm UTC
why don’t you want me? i tried so hard for you but nothing was ever good enough. pls just love me lol
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:44 pm UTC
salut, tu sais je t'aime. ca me brise le coeur que tu sois parti du jour au lendemain en me laissant tomber pour cette fille... je t'aime moi. je me doute que ce n'es plus reciproque et je comprend. bonne continuation. heureusement que nous restons amis. j'ai besoin d'une amitié comme la nôtre. a bientot.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:19 pm UTC
You act like you don’t notice me anymore, but I know you do. Because for you to go out of your way to ignore me means there’s a reason in the first place
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:19 pm UTC
it has been already 8 month and i still think of u and overthink every chat/situation we had, im sorry if i wasnt good enough, im sorry if i was arguing too much or caring too much, but u really broke my heart. i have never felt like this. when i hear ur name its something in my throat, idk what it hurts it hurts so much. if u ever going to come back, u have my heart always had but im so disapointed in u .
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
I hope one day you realize I was the only one that truly cared. But once you realize, It’ll be too late.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:42 am UTC
she sucks more than you do. you truly deserve each other. thanks for leading me to realise i deserve a boy who calls.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 13, 2020, 11:57 pm UTC
You’ve ruined me. But I guess it’s my fault; I was expecting so much and wanted so much that I knew you couldn’t give me
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
there is someting about the way you smile that makes it hard for me to move on. you are the light, and i miss u
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:57 pm UTC
i don't want to even write it here because it's hard to admit to myself. I wonder if I'll ever tell you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:17 pm UTC
I know you love me and I want to love you back. All our friends want us together and I want u too, I just need to figure out myself before I
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:46 am UTC
you’re even more of a stranger to me now than when we met. please treat her well longer than you did me.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:30 am UTC
You’ll probably never know how much I love you. But I’ll always be here for you, even if you don’t know it
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:23 am UTC
hey.. I don’t really know why am I doing this, we just dont talk anymore. I don’t really understand why am I this attached to you. You showed up when I just wanted to go.. and you supported me, then you left. I am still here, even tho you prob just don’t care anymore, I still believe that we will have a second shot some time.
U made me feel loved.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:59 pm UTC
home reminds me of you and im coming back soon. im happy now but you still make me feel the same as you always have. i dont know if that'll ever change and it scares me.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:28 pm UTC
I know you have her now, my best fucking friend, but I had you first. I try to not allow my body to twitch on its own in places I wish your fingers got to touch, but we didn’t give it enough time. So I hope your happy with her and touching her but just know that if she breaks you, I’ll be the first person you fall back on because I know we were destined for each other, I felt it and I know you did to
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:16 pm UTC
I’m sorry, it’s me not you. I’m to complicated for you and I don’t want to put all of my negative energy on you:( I love u so much tho
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:58 pm UTC
Hey,
I’m so sorry for making you feel that you weren’t enough or rejecting you after you chose me. I wasn’t ready for you and I should of told you that instead of just ghosting you. I love you so much.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
i try to imagine you singing love songs to me like you used to, but its not the same, your always singing to her, maybe if i was as skinny as her, as pretty as her, as sporty and smart as her, maybe then you might love me
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:11 pm UTC
i just want you to know that i really like you. I dont now why you hang out with other girls right now.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:24 pm UTC
the reason why it’s so hard to let go is because when i do i’m gonna lose my best friend at the same time and it’s gonna hurt just too much
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:23 pm UTC
the reason why it’s so hard to let go is because when i do, i’m gonna lose my best friend at the same time and it’s gonna hurt too much.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:27 pm UTC
i love you. i have this entire time and never stopped. i never said anything bc i know it’s not mutual but i do. i care about you. i care about how your day was and how you’re feeling and what you’re going through. i wish we were talking right now but whatever makes you happy ig. you were the only person i ever loved this way and you still are. i hope we can come together again in the near future and communicate and talk things out. it was never meant to be this way i know it. right person wrong time kinda thing. the right time will come soon enough. i love you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:23 pm UTC
I made promises to you that I never broke. Yet you made promises but you seemed to always break them without realising
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:00 pm UTC
Hi, ive known for a while ive had a crush on you. but its been hard to admit it, in societys (aka probably everyones) eyes we are a bad match. They wouldn't think of us even being friends. We don't seem to match each other looks wise but you make me smile and i admit now i do like you. I have already admitted i had my heart with anothers but i changed. they were my default crush and you. You seem different to the default. Its just a bit confusing and I'm not sure what to say. well simply i am saying i like you.
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
to be very honest, i miss u lots. i regret what i did back then so much, i have been wanting to apologize for so long now. but it's been like 2 years. i know i won't ever get u back and i probably never cross ur mind anymore but i will wait for u always. love u so much
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:28 pm UTC
Deep down I knew it was the last time that I was gonna be able to hug you and if I could go back in time I would hold u so much tighter:(
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:27 pm UTC
hey, it’s me again. i just wanted to let you know that i’ve never felt this way about anyone, untill i found you. you’re my bestfriend, my soulmate and everything in between. there’s no one else. i know you’re confused right now about me, but you know how i feel and you know how much you’re breaking me more and more everyday. please come to your senses.
love l
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:22 pm UTC
I think u are the first person that I really loved. No matter how many new people I meet, they will never replace that hole that I have because u left..
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:20 pm UTC
I wish I was laying by your side. Feeling ur heartbeat but I guess it her job now, not mine anymore...
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 11, 2020, 8:15 pm UTC
I had tried so hard for you while you took it for granted. What is it like to watch me lose interest?
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
you say you still love me and i know you mean it, i just can’t wait for the day when we find our way back together. you will forever have my heart bub
From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:15 pm UTC
i will always love you and your adorable laugh and smile. no matter what we've gone through, you will 4ever mean the world to me.
