From: ABC
To: T
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:20 am
ive never submitted under this color to you. i wonder what ill look back at us like in 5 years. i like to think ill know what this is, was, by then. itll either be a great revelation that this was actually nothing; i built it all up in my head, that you truly didnt care and it wasnt a facade. or maybe itll be the greatest regret that neither of us could just swallow our pride and admit it to each other that what we had was real. alas. miss you. glad u texted me the other day. you know what the anniversary of is coming up? maybe ill text you just so we can argue over whos fault it was again. seems to be the only way we know how to talk to each other.
i tried to put ur initials but it made it feel too real and i think that says enough about how i feel. i think i may love you and i hope i 2 a god, any god, that when i look back at this ill laugh ab how wrong i was
