Unsent messages to T
From: ABC
To: T
I wish I knew the last time I saw you would be the last time you held me in your arms. I have thought about you everyday since we ended and I miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: T
i feel like we couldāve been something more. although iām not sure about what you feel, iāll forever have you in my heart
From: ABC
To: T
I feel pain when i think about you because ik you donāt feel about me the way i feel about you...
...and it hurts.
From: ABC
To: T
I used to feel sad about the way you ignored me and wouldnāt reply but then i realized that i was so much better than waiting on you to reply or to care.
From: ABC
To: T
I love you so much. I've always been in love with u but we've been denying our feelings for so long well I thought just I was until last night.. u gave me a handwritten letter on how u felt and I thought u truly ment it until this morning u acted like it never happened. Guess u were right we cannot be we can never be together but my heart will always lie in ur hand. Your my soulmate but sometimes even the universe is wrong with its choices. Love you
From: ABC
To: T
Its been so long since Iāve seen you in real life. I dont remember the feeling of feeling short next to u anymore
From: ABC
To: T
I wish things were the same as they once were. It was like I loved you too soon.. but we know time is just an illusion
From: ABC
To: T
I fell in love with you even when I said I wouldnāt and I didnāt mind you not wanting a relationship. The way you made me feel was beyond compare to anything else. I have never felt as happy as when I was in your arms. I think itās time to let go now. It hurts me too much to know that I canāt show you I love you in the way I do. There will always be a space for you. We just arenāt made for each other and Iām learning to accept that. Love you always, Iām sorry I just canāt do it anymore.
From: ABC
To: T
I told you that you reminded me of a song but I never told you which song. It was āPretty Boyā of the neighborhood... I wish I told you when i could
From: ABC
To: T
All I ever did was love you. You hurt me more than I ever thought was possible. But I still forgive you.
From: ABC
To: T
Iāll never forget my 72 hours in Ireland with you. & I didnāt think itād hurt so much to see u with someone new.
From: ABC
To: T
every night I kiss your clothes and look at the moon and say I love you hoping that youre looking at that moon too
From: ABC
To: T
WHY DID U SHAVE UR BEARD OFF I LIKE YOU AGAIN NOW GRRRR (but like u look fiiinnee so keep it shaved ;))
From: ABC
To: T
i really love you, man, like... i feel as if i keep going through a heartbreak every time i think of how i care about u more than u care about me...
From: ABC
To: T
no matter how much i want to hate you i cant. even if the time we spent together was all fake and a joke to you i still love you. at times you were the only person that sat there and listened when nobody else did.
From: ABC
To: T
When I think about our love the only metaphor that seems to escape from my lips is, you are the sun and i the moon. we cannot collide, i would be obliterated by your heat but at the same time you are what completes me. in your absence the days are just comprised of endless gloom however you can be poison when theres too much of you. and although most days i cannot get enough of your warmth, sometimes i prefer the shade so i dont get burned. but i am afraid i cannot prevail without you even when you are not here, youre still there. i do not exist on my own but i must learn how to. so when i think of our love, you are the sun and i am the moon...... we cannot collide but we choose to anyways and now my heart is shattered.
From: ABC
To: T
You always fell asleep without saying goodnight but i couldnt even shut my eyes before saying it, almost as if it were a reflex. i loved you whole and it seemed you never loved me to begin with. when i asked you to love me harder it appeared i was asking for too much. i kept getting my hopes up wishing you would change but you never would. i pondered on the idea on why i never seemed to be enough for you, however i am more than enough; too much in fact you couldnt care the weight of my love on your shoulders even if you tried. i am too much, and perhaps it was you who simply wasnt enough for me.
From: ABC
To: T
Espero alcances el nivel de genialidad que hubiĆ©ramos obtenido de seguir juntos, pero quiero que lo hagas contigo mismo en primer lugar, y luego, con alguien que te inspire esperanza en este mundo tan vasto y muerto, que cuando la mires la Ćŗnica palabra para definir tu sentir sea "supersĆ³nico" "infinito", que sencillamente, lo sean todo.
Deseo que seas feliz, aunque no soporte verte con alguien que no sea yo.
From: ABC
To: T
the way you treat her is amazing, your feelings for her are so deep and genuine that it makes me envy her. I cant get you now, but i hope i get someone similar who'll treat me the same way.
From: ABC
To: T
thank you for everything. i think i'm finally free from the broken heart you gave. i wish u the best. till next time.
From: ABC
To: T
our favourite artist just came out with a new song. all i want to do is to share that happiness with you again.
From: ABC
To: T
I scroll through these sometimes wishing you wrote one about me, but I'm pretty certain you don't give enough of a fuck. It's cool though.
From: ABC
To: T
I miss you more than anything in the world. But I know you like her and I am beyond happy for you and I wish you the best. I love you
From: ABC
To: T
I'm afraid that you're still with me because you feel like you have to stay not because you actually love me anymore
From: ABC
To: T
When we would fight about who loved the other more I always knew I did. I just wish you didnāt prove me right.
From: ABC
To: T
If I could say one last thing to you I would. You meant so much to me. I'm sorry for whatever I did. I love you.?
From: ABC
To: T
we had an epic love story. the epitome of right person, wrong time. and i think deep down, my heart will always long for yours.
From: ABC
To: T
you made me feel genuine peace just by your energy. take care of yourself my love. keep that pure energy pls.
From: ABC
To: T
you came to me to get over her and when she decided she wanted you back, all that mattered was her tendrils of history, not my promise of tomorrow.
From: ABC
To: T
When we kissed I knew I like you. Everything would have been different if I told you back then. Miss u.
From: ABC
To: T
We both knew what was there, we just didn't know how to deal with it so it would work, I wish we knew
From: ABC
To: T
I love you with everything that I am. Iām just so incredibly unhappy and I donāt know what to do anymore.
From: ABC
To: T
I started to believe in god again when I met you because I thought my prayers had finally been answered. I've stopped believing since you left.
From: ABC
To: T
you say you still love me and i know you mean it, i just can't wait for the day when we find our way back together. you will forever have my heart bub
From: ABC
To: T
i will always love you and your adorable laugh and smile. no matter what we've gone through, you will 4ever mean the world to me.
From: ABC
To: T
you say you still love me and i know you mean it, i just canāt wait for the day when we find our way back together. you will forever have my heart bub
From: ABC
To: T
do you remember that time you told me you loved me on accident? you walked out the door like nothing happened cause you didn't mean to say it. it just slipped out. we've never talked about it and we never will but i am glad it happened. i used to wonder if you loved me. turns out you did.
From: ABC
To: T
ive written to you a million times here talking ab how we used to b. ive never talked ab how we will be. im sure one of these days itll all come out. im not sure of anything anymore but i know this for fact. ill check in when it happens. who knows? maybe someone will find the comparisons in the archive.
From: ABC
To: T
oh and thank you for checking in the other day. you're the only person that asked. guess ill add that to the list of things ill swear to never tell you until it all comes out one day. this is always how youve been huh? you swear you dont care but your actions tell a complete different story. like how you used to pretend to be so annoyed whenever i asked for a favor but turn around and go above and beyond what i asked for. i remember the first time i realized you really did care, no matter what you said. i remember sitting on the bleachers with you as you looked down explaining everything in detail with no complaints.
From: ABC
To: T
I had tried so hard for you while you took it for granted. What is it like to watch me lose interest?
From: ABC
To: T
you said that this was the colour that i made you feel, oh how could you do quickly forget such happiness?
From: ABC
To: T
i think iāll always be afraid to see you how easy you could dig back into my life, how hard it would be to pull you back out
From: ABC
To: T
I keep dreaming that you'll leave me, knowing too well that I will be the one leaving you. And it hurts.
From: ABC
To: T
when we got together I told you I want to be single on my year abroad. I wonder if you think that changed when we fell in love? How dafuq am I going to break up with you next year?
From: ABC
To: T
Whenever we talked I felt like I could be myself. You made me the happiest I've ever been, but I guess it was one-sided. That must have been the reason you could leave and forget me that easily. But remember I still think about you everyday.
From: ABC
To: T
You were the right person..I was just going through so much and didnāt want to hurt you anymore. Hope youāre doing ok.
From: ABC
To: T
i somehow feel like we both feel the connection between us. like we both know we have a spark. why does it never work out I hope one day it will. Iām sorry I ruin everything I promise I do like you , even if I donāt show it. I hope one day we are together. sorry
From: ABC
To: T
i just wrote to you a few days ago about the moment i knew you cared about me. today i looked over old journal entries and i had said the exact same thing in february almost word for fucking word. you and your fucking kind bars.
From: ABC
To: T
Could you forgive me? Iāve grown a bit since then and Iām sorry for taking it so badly when you left.
From: ABC
To: T
even though I'm supposed to see you as a brother, and you have a gf. I really wanna kiss you. so bad.
