Unsent messages to MAX
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 28, 2020, 3:54 am UTC
You where the first person to ever care about me but now where just strangers. I still think about you, I wonder if you think about me too.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 28, 2020, 3:31 am UTC
you were the only guy i’ve ever seen myself with and the only guy i’ve ever felt safe with. i don’t know what happened but i wish everything could go back to being good. i wish i could just feel ok again.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 28, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
you were the only guy i’ve ever seen myself with and the only guy i’ve ever felt safe with. i don’t know what happened but i wish everything could go back to being good. i wish i could just feel ok again.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 23, 2020, 9:59 pm UTC
Im happy that you’ve moved on... its been 7 months since we have talked we were never more then friends, just hurts that you’ve moved onto someone that you know hurt me a lot :(:
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 21, 2020, 7:35 pm UTC
I miss you still everyday, I don’t think I’ve ever been the same. I’ll love you forever even if you dont
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 21, 2020, 5:20 pm UTC
i'm sorry if i hurt you but i couldn't help it. you knew the state i was in- and you were there for me anyway. i hope you can forgive me for moving on and being happy.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 20, 2020, 10:47 am UTC
green. like the colour of your eyes. i miss the old you and if i could go back, i’d tell you i love you and never let you go.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 20, 2020, 10:46 am UTC
Green. Like the colour of your eyes. I miss the old you. If I could go back, I’d tell you I loved you and hold you close.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 19, 2020, 10:30 pm UTC
I'm sorry I left without telling you anything. You were such a great friend and I failed to make you as happy as you made me. Talking to you hurt me more than I was able to take at the time. I hope to see you in neptune one day, like we promised.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 19, 2020, 5:49 pm UTC
I hope she’s happy rolling in her pride of “getting it over me” that she won a miserable man child that doesn’t mean a single thing he says
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 19, 2020, 4:47 pm UTC
sometimes if i try hard enough i can still feel what it’s like to be held by you. i can still remember all that we almost were.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 19, 2020, 2:41 pm UTC
I wish you knew that I fall asleep thinking about the next time you’re going to hold me the way you used to.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 17, 2020, 7:34 am UTC
I've liked you since the first week I met you but I've always been scared of saying anything more so we've been friends for years now
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 16, 2020, 3:35 pm UTC
i hope you know how much i went through for you and because of you , i fucking loved you maximus , i just wanted a love story xxx
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 10, 2020, 8:40 pm UTC
I miss laughing with you. I miss talking with you. I miss just being in your presence but I wish I could say that to your face.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 9, 2020, 8:13 pm UTC
You were one of the few people who understood me. You helped fix this broken mess before shattering it even more.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 9, 2020, 6:30 pm UTC
I don't know what I feel for you but every time I see you all I wanna be is by your side and it's confusing me
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 8, 2020, 11:40 am UTC
I was too hooked on you to realise that you were a toxic piece of shit who was obsessive and who could hurt me so badly I’m glad I broke up with you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 8, 2020, 3:52 am UTC
I hate how you treated me later on. You can’t call me a friend when we weren’t. You can’t call me after not speaking to me for almost a YEAR and act like nothing happened either. You were sweet and I was naive and I don’t know why I even loved you. You didn’t care as much as I did and that’s why we fell apart.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 6, 2020, 8:41 am UTC
i dont understand why you are with her, i know the kind of girls you like and i know your porn search category so why are you with her? is one thing in common with me enough for you to feel like she's me, enough for you to finally stop missing me?
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 5, 2020, 9:52 am UTC
Thank you for the memories I never had the chance to tell you about how i felt i'm glad because we stayed friends.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 4, 2020, 9:04 am UTC
Max Im in love with you... its okay if you don't say anything back! its okay if you dont like me back or if you dont want to be friends anymore... Im sorry!!
p.s.-I know you said your favorite color was light blue so I made the box that color c:
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:26 pm UTC
I loved you more than anything in the world. After 3 years of being together, I hope that other girl was worth it.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:26 am UTC
I love you. more than platonically. but it will never happen. so I might as well give up. and I can't even tell anyone. I just want to be with you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:15 pm UTC
admitting to myself that I was in love was the hardest. I hope we don't hurt each other. I love you so much
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:14 pm UTC
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:54 am UTC
I have never felt the way I felt about you. I gave u all my heart and I thought u did the same but in the end u were just playing. And I’m disappointed in myself for being played again. And you promised that I would never lose you and that you loved me. And that’s bullshit because you don’t do that if you love someone. I miss you so much and I want to hug you but I know for a fact that I’m just someone that passed through not anyone important.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 30, 2020, 5:24 am UTC
I think about the night we met every day. If I could go back to that Nye party while we kissed w our poor drunk friend was passed out on the ground I would in a heartbeat and do it all different. You lit up my life and I’d do anything to have you back in my life. I’ll love you forever and always.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:28 am UTC
Max, there is so much to say... I hate that you don't care about me and never will. You just keep breaking my heart and it hurts so bad. I need to let you go but I can't picture my life without you. Stop using me, please. Either tell me you want me or stop coming back when it's convenient for you because you know I'll always let you back in. I need to move on with or without you, but it's too hard to give up when I know how good we could be. My feelings have not gone away even after everything you have put me through. I care about you and want you, but I'm not enough for you. You're breaking me and I can't keep pretending that we are okay and that I don't care.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 30, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
I am glad I met you and had the privilege to know you. You were a great friend and I miss you dearly.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 29, 2020, 11:57 pm UTC
You made me feel so much after I had gone so long feeling nothing, and then you ruined me. It's been years of on and off and I'm still broken. I can't be fixed, but I don't want to be if it means I could have you...
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 29, 2020, 11:23 pm UTC
I can’t stop thinking where did it all go wrong. from the beginning when i was scared of losing you you said you could never lose me and you would make sure that that never happened. we didn't even date but we were something special. I'm doing better but ill still always love you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:58 pm UTC
I cared about you so much. I learned your music taste to understand you more. I always was there when you texted me, even after you ignored me. I took care of the people in your safe space because I know how much they mean to you. I was always there!!! I tried to be the best, best friend for you and in that process I lost myself. I fucking put you first. You didn’t even care about me!! I’m glad you don’t though because I’m finally happy without you in my life. I don’t miss you, I miss the memories I made with you. Have a good day
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 29, 2020, 3:51 pm UTC
You taught me to relentlessly be who I truly am. I didn't deserve you, but you deserve the world. Maybe one day I can give it to you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 28, 2020, 7:51 pm UTC
i miss you a lot bubs. it hurts to know you don’t want me anymore. best five months of my life. i love you more than you know
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 28, 2020, 4:50 pm UTC
You will always be the first and only man I've ever loved. Please don't treat me like I'm nothing now.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 28, 2020, 10:40 am UTC
you told me you loved me too. i wish i never knew that you had lied. and maybe i wish i never met you too.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 26, 2020, 11:14 pm UTC
at this point, i can't say i think you feel for me the way i feel for you but i'm still always going to love you
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 23, 2020, 9:58 am UTC
We had some good memories, but we weren’t right for each other. You’ll never see or hear from me again :)
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 22, 2020, 6:29 am UTC
Blue blue blue like your eyes. Blue like your favorite jeans. Blue blue blue like you left me. Please come back to me.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 16, 2020, 10:34 pm UTC
I still think about you everyday wishing we could go back to the way we were. I miss you so damn much.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 16, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
hey. its been 2 fucking years and I still think about you all the time. i know you prob don't, but I really miss what we had.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 14, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
You weren't my first love. I'm so sorry. You were a nice friend but I was getting depressed, feeling pressured, not wanting to accept my sexuality and I just wanted to know someone liked me. I couldn't tell the difference between platonic and love. I know I hurt you but you hurt me too, you weren't the nicest to me and I didn't agree with a lot of the things you said and did. Maybe I'm just broken, but I hope I didn't break you
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 14, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
i cant listen to old top songs anymore because they remind me of u and how much of a shitty person u r. u sexually assaulted me and i ignored it for years, fuck you, i hope i never see u again.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:37 am UTC
every time i check my phone, i look to see if you have texted.... you haven’t. i miss you. please come back:’(
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 11, 2020, 6:15 pm UTC
I know your not interested, but I love you and can’t be without you. You were and still are my everything.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 10, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
when you left you shattered me and my self confidence, i’m scared to fall for someone again because of you
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 10, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
when you left you shattered me and my self confidence, i’m scared to fall for someone again because of you
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:02 pm UTC
You knew I loved you and I think you took advantage of that, you knew that no matter what I’d keep coming back, until I learned and didn’t come back. I’ve been so much happier since. Walking away was hard, but it was the best decision I’ve ever made. You weren’t worth a single minute of my time
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: September 9, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
We will never ever EVER be a thing and that's completely okay. I am more than happy with being your best friend. You make every day worth living and make my day brighter with every second I spend speaking to you. You are absolutely one in a million and I wish you saw yourself how I see you. Luv Yeeee xx
