I want you to be with me so badly but ik it's not gonna happen and that breaks my heart a little bit every day

Max Im in love with you... its okay if you don't say anything back! its okay if you dont like me back or if you dont want to be friends anymore... Im sorry!!
p.s.-I know you said your favorite color was light blue so I made the box that color c:

i love you so much, you saved my life and made me fall in love with myself whilst also falling for you

You knew I loved you and I think you took advantage of that, you knew that no matter what I’d keep coming back, until I learned and didn’t come back. I’ve been so much happier since. Walking away was hard, but it was the best decision I’ve ever made. You weren’t worth a single minute of my time

so um, i just want to know why im not good enough you know. why you chose her over me. but you know it is what it is and im not sure what else to say

Even though we’re over, you’re always on my mind. It’s so depressing that someone else is always on yours and your probably on lots of others’ too. It’s only been a few days but I feel so empty and lost. Hopefully we can both independently get up on our own feet and grow without each other.

I wished I didn’t say no when you asked me to spend the night. I wish I was brave enough to love you. 如果有下次，我会再爱一次。

Thank you for the memories I never had the chance to tell you about how i felt i'm glad because we stayed friends.

fuck you. i never loved you or anything but you know what you did. i was 14 and you knew i didn’t understand or want to. i want that innocence back. you don’t deserve her, you don’t deserve anyone. fuck you. i hope the rest of your life is shit.

when you left you shattered me and my self confidence, i’m scared to fall for someone again because of you

when you left you shattered me and my self confidence, i’m scared to fall for someone again because of you

sorry dat ik niet voldeed aan de dingen die je van mij verwachtte. sorry dat ik niet verder wilde dan jij eigenlijk wilde

I still love you a lot. but, in a way growing apart from you was good for me. I’m still hurt because you said you we wouldn’t grow apart. you were my best friend. but I understand why you did it. I would too. I miss you swee

there’s so much to say.
i know you have no clue what i’m going through, and it hurts that i have no one to relate to.

i dont understand why you are with her, i know the kind of girls you like and i know your porn search category so why are you with her? is one thing in common with me enough for you to feel like she's me, enough for you to finally stop missing me?

ill start with this.
you were my first love, but i wasn't ever once your love.
i know i cant change how you feel, but god sometimes i wish i could.
you have no idea how much pain im in, even almost a year later.
if only you had liked me back.
even then i know it wouldn't have worked, as we found out much later on.
i still have the desire to text you sometimes. obviously i don't because of what you did.
the worst part is you don't even know what you did wrong.

I often wonder what went wrong. But I realize nothing was wrong. What couldve been meant to be, simply wasn't. You are still my favourite.

This is about the third one I’ve put on here about you. I’m not ok. I can’t even decide if I miss you or not

i truely love you. after everything you did i’d still run into your arms and cry about everything. you left me for her even tho you know how fucked up the things she’s done was. i really don’t wanna go back to you but ik i always will. i’ll remember the first time we spoke to the first time you made me cry. and now all i’ll be remembering is how badly you fucked me up

My god I hate you. You did everything you promised you wouldn't. Then left me. You fucking hurt me dude

you don't know the way i dreamed of our future. we were happy and you loved me back. you only love me back in my illusions.

I know your not interested, but I love you and can’t be without you. You were and still are my everything.

max, you made me the happiest I’ve ever been in forever
I look back on those memories and smile when times are tough and I miss you.
I still love you my precious boy

max, you made me the happiest I’ve ever been in forever
I look back on those memories and smile when times are tough and I miss you.
I still love you my precious boy

max, you made me the happiest I’ve ever been in forever
I look back on those memories and smile when times are tough and I miss you.
I still love you my precious boy

It’s been almost three years and I still think of you each day. You aren’t the person who I fell in love with anymore, and I miss the person you were before you went cold on me.

i loved u so so much. but u had another one. you loved her more. you said u loved me, but at the same time u were dating her. don’t lie that u love me, please. i know that we are besties right now, but i guess i still aint that good enough.

I hate how you treated me later on. You can’t call me a friend when we weren’t. You can’t call me after not speaking to me for almost a YEAR and act like nothing happened either. You were sweet and I was naive and I don’t know why I even loved you. You didn’t care as much as I did and that’s why we fell apart.

i miss you
when you broke up with me i had a hard time eating for months after. i’m sorry i never responded to your texts . i’m sorry i treated you so bad and told you that you were replaceable. you aren’t , but i figured that out too late

I was too hooked on you to realise that you were a toxic piece of shit who was obsessive and who could hurt me so badly I’m glad I broke up with you.

your eyes are beautiful to me. i always wanted to tell you that. idk why you dated my friend. i've moved on though. lol.

i wish you realized how much i love you, considering how you have treated me. no one else would understand you the way i do, but you will never understand that and it hurts like shit

Hi,
Ich weiß es ist schwierig in Kontakt zu bleiben weil wir uns kaum sehen können...
Vielleicht weißt du es nicht aber ich mag die echt gerne und wir beiden wissen das unter anderen Umständen es auch geklappt hätte.
Aber noch gebe ich die Hoffnung nicht auf.
Ich hab dich lieb ♡

i really do miss the memories..when i see you they all come flooding back. but you’ve changed for the worse.

I love you so goddamn much. I know I'm dramatic and a bitch sometimes, but thank you for always putting up with my bullshit. I want to help you with everything you've been through. You have to stop caring about me so much though. You're going to hurt yourself if you hate when I hurt me. You're the reason I'm still here right now. If something happens, you aren't the reason. Right now, I love you more than I hate myself. You are why I'm still here. Thank you, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I couldn't give you everything she could but I gave you everything I could at the time. please never forget me and never forget how much I loved and cared for you. I really hope if things don't work out with her that you will come back to me :/

I’m just kind of conflicted right now. I think that I enjoy being around you a little too much. I want to hug you.

i know you loved me. but when i made a mistake you decided that your pride was more important than us.

I don't know what I feel for you but every time I see you all I wanna be is by your side and it's confusing me

You were one of the few people who understood me. You helped fix this broken mess before shattering it even more.

I loved you with all my heart. You never felt the same. I cried to sleep almost every night thinking about you. The painful truth is, we were never together. That hurt me even more

every time i check my phone, i look to see if you have texted.... you haven’t. i miss you. please come back:’(

I never loved you, or even really liked you that much, but you did give me butterflies every time your name popped up on my phone, I think it was because you were a D1 athlete ;)

I miss laughing with you. I miss talking with you. I miss just being in your presence but I wish I could say that to your face.

You have no clue how much you broke me. That smile of your fucking got me. Your humor got me. I loved you, where’d that guy go?

bud, i wish we had worked out and that we didn't hurt each other in order to move on. it didn't work anyways. i still love you and i always will. call me when you realize that we were supposed to be like your grandparents too.

it should've been you. the first time i ever saw you i just knew. i wish i could tell you now that it was you i wanted to be with. but i couldn't do that to k. i miss you.

You were my everything. I love you with my whole heart no matter what. I am so thankful that you came to me during that time. Without you I wouldn’t be here. You showed me love, but I guess I wasn’t ready. I love you and I am so sorry that I didn’t show you enough of it.

ik we dont talk anymore but everyone since i met you i fell completely in love with you. no matter what i do my heart always wants you, your constantly on my mind but i dont even have enough courage to text you anymore. i go through our old conversation and cry about how much i miss you. you made me believe in love and showed me how i should be treated. you made me love myself as much as i loved you. we used to talk abt when we were older we can try to be a thing bc we both loved each other and wanted the same things but at the moment it wasnt the right time. then one day you kinda just left with no reason. now when i think of you my heart breaks wishing for you to come back. so many things remind me of you and it hurts. i love you so much and always will, you made your place in my heart and its not leaving. forever and always til the end my love :(

you deserve to be told how stunning and beautiful and perfect you are. if i wasn’t a girl i’d do it in a heartbeat. i’m sorry. i love you.
love, max.