I love you so much and you're my best friend but I don't think I can stay with you if you date someone again because you forget I exist and try to force me to like them every time by putting me in uncomfortable situations by leaving me alone with them and pretend you're so perfect when I try to communicate how I feel and that you do ignore me anytime you meet someone new and come straight back to me when you break up, now you're angry at me because I don't talk to you about how I feel anymore. I wonder why. maybe we shouldn't have tried to be friends again after I told you to go fuck yourself and you messaged me saying you loved me, that's so hard to believe now.

Hey, how are you? I hope you’ve been doing well. I miss our friendship & if I could I wouldn’t of ever confessed to you. You’ll always be in my heart :)

i loved you but you also stuck your tongue down my throat and grabbed my ass when i was 11 and you were 10 sooo. no thanks.

could never put into words how much you hurt me and maybe i’m stupid for it but in the end i always come back because even just the hope of us working is less pain than the reality.everything we’ve been through and we still can’t even sit down and have a conversation with eachother. you make yourself out as a nice boy but you are far far from in it

i think you are the first person i have ever had genuine feelings for. i don’t know what it is about you, but i just can’t resist you. the only thing i want is for you to wrap your arms around me. it’s pretty much all i think about these days

i cant listen to old top songs anymore because they remind me of u and how much of a shitty person u r. u sexually assaulted me and i ignored it for years, fuck you, i hope i never see u again.

You had so much potential. What happened. Why do I constantly keep coming back to you. What is it about you. You are horrible for me. I have a boyfriend. Why do I keep coming back? Fuck you.

at this point, i can't say i think you feel for me the way i feel for you but i'm still always going to love you

its like i talk to myself at night thinking your there with me. I miss your smile and your laugh and all the memories we've had.. It's been 3 years and i haven't given up on you.

i keep trying to convince myself that i just miss the idea of you, but i just really miss you. i never should have said goodbye.

if you'd really loved me as you said, you wouldn't let me go. you wouldn't wanna lose me. ily still...

you were the first person i ever liked or loved for that matter. you dont know how much it hurts to see u leave.to see you smile and laugh with another girl. i just wish you could love me. i wish you could be mine once again. you kept leaving and coming back and i accepted you every time u left. i was willing to go through what over and over again if it meant that id be loved by you once more. but this time i dont think your coming back.

i’m not sure where our relationship is going. whether it’s your fault or mine i truly don’t know anymore

Hey, I'm sorry I didn't express my feelings towards you earlier, I just still wasn't healed from my ex. And you don't know how much I would love to text and speak to you again. I miss us hanging out together till midnight and I am so f****** sorry for what you need to go through now with your mom. I would do anything for you to look at me again like you did at the start.

Sometimes i still play the song you sent me and cry to the memory of the night you held me at the train station and we ran home in the rain all those years ago.

I only left becuase I thought it would have been best for you I couldn't figure out how I needed to change what you always complained about over and over. It's been a year or so and I now know I didn't needed to change, you were just an egotistical asshole

fuck you. you are nowhere near a love of mine but i just wanted to get this out. fuck you for assaulting me. now i have to live with this trauma while you face absolutely no consequences at all.

i hope you know how much i went through for you and because of you , i fucking loved you maximus , i just wanted a love story xxx

If i could go back in time i would just know how to show u how much i love you. I'm sorry. Come back to me

you told me you loved me too. i wish i never knew that you had lied. and maybe i wish i never met you too.

I really thought you were into me... I guess you just felt lonely. Thank you for saying “I love you” while breaking up with me.

You will always be the first and only man I've ever loved. Please don't treat me like I'm nothing now.

I've liked you since the first week I met you but I've always been scared of saying anything more so we've been friends for years now

i miss you a lot bubs. it hurts to know you don’t want me anymore. best five months of my life. i love you more than you know

you ruined me. i will never love anyone the way i loved you. i’m always gonna love you. my heart is broken and no one will be able to fix it

i miss u. i know it was unfair to keep u but I wish I was selfish. i finally played the walking dead and lis2 hAha i wish I could talk to you. i love clem too btw

Where did the boy i fell in love with go? Why couldn’t you treat me like a person instead of a sex object?

I wish you knew that I fall asleep thinking about the next time you’re going to hold me the way you used to.

sometimes if i try hard enough i can still feel what it’s like to be held by you. i can still remember all that we almost were.

You taught me to relentlessly be who I truly am. I didn't deserve you, but you deserve the world. Maybe one day I can give it to you.

i have no idea why i still care about you but i do. at one point you cared about me, you put as much effort into me as much as i put into you. we were going strong. why? why did you ruin it all. i know we were only close for 3 years but those 3 years were the best years. i cared about you, you cared about me. where did i go wrong. you had no reason to start talking bad about me behind my back. even after i found out months after months i keep getting told what you've said about me.

I hope she’s happy rolling in her pride of “getting it over me” that she won a miserable man child that doesn’t mean a single thing he says

I'm sorry I left without telling you anything. You were such a great friend and I failed to make you as happy as you made me. Talking to you hurt me more than I was able to take at the time. I hope to see you in neptune one day, like we promised.

I don't think you realize the impact you had on my life. I'm sorry I didn't say yes, I was scared. I still think about our friendship everyday

I cared about you so much. I learned your music taste to understand you more. I always was there when you texted me, even after you ignored me. I took care of the people in your safe space because I know how much they mean to you. I was always there!!! I tried to be the best, best friend for you and in that process I lost myself. I fucking put you first. You didn’t even care about me!! I’m glad you don’t though because I’m finally happy without you in my life. I don’t miss you, I miss the memories I made with you. Have a good day

Green. Like the colour of your eyes. I miss the old you. If I could go back, I’d tell you I loved you and hold you close.

green. like the colour of your eyes. i miss the old you and if i could go back, i’d tell you i love you and never let you go.

i wish kylie and you could break up so we could get our friendship back, ik it sounds messed up cause im putting my feelings before you but i need it

I can’t stop thinking where did it all go wrong. from the beginning when i was scared of losing you you said you could never lose me and you would make sure that that never happened. we didn't even date but we were something special. I'm doing better but ill still always love you.

You made me feel so much after I had gone so long feeling nothing, and then you ruined me. It's been years of on and off and I'm still broken. I can't be fixed, but I don't want to be if it means I could have you...

I am glad I met you and had the privilege to know you. You were a great friend and I miss you dearly.

fuck you fuck you fuck you for all the times u made me feel like nothing. thanks for the character development tho lol

I love you. I love you I love you I love you and I’m sorry I was too much. I’m sorry I was never good enough. I love you.

I love you. I love you I love you I love you and I’m sorry I was too much. I’m sorry I was never good enough. I love you.

Max, there is so much to say... I hate that you don't care about me and never will. You just keep breaking my heart and it hurts so bad. I need to let you go but I can't picture my life without you. Stop using me, please. Either tell me you want me or stop coming back when it's convenient for you because you know I'll always let you back in. I need to move on with or without you, but it's too hard to give up when I know how good we could be. My feelings have not gone away even after everything you have put me through. I care about you and want you, but I'm not enough for you. You're breaking me and I can't keep pretending that we are okay and that I don't care.

i'm sorry if i hurt you but i couldn't help it. you knew the state i was in- and you were there for me anyway. i hope you can forgive me for moving on and being happy.

I miss you still everyday, I don’t think I’ve ever been the same. I’ll love you forever even if you dont

I think about the night we met every day. If I could go back to that Nye party while we kissed w our poor drunk friend was passed out on the ground I would in a heartbeat and do it all different. You lit up my life and I’d do anything to have you back in my life. I’ll love you forever and always.

i should’ve treated you better. the truth is, i wasn’t used to someone treating me so good. i left before you could leave me, i’m sorry.

it's been 2 years. hope you're doing alright in Germany, I still think about u everyday, and I still love you