You weren't my first love. I'm so sorry. You were a nice friend but I was getting depressed, feeling pressured, not wanting to accept my sexuality and I just wanted to know someone liked me. I couldn't tell the difference between platonic and love. I know I hurt you but you hurt me too, you weren't the nicest to me and I didn't agree with a lot of the things you said and did. Maybe I'm just broken, but I hope I didn't break you