I fell in love with you and you didn't love me back. We'd face time and do cute shit together. Everyone thought that we were gonna get with each other bc of how we acted when we were around each other. You were the person who made me happy, everytime I was upset you always knew how to make me better, you made me feel loved and happy. But then you left. There was no reason for you to leave. You just stopped speaking to me. I felt like shit. I went back into this dark place that you helped me get out of. I don't understand why you left, I thought we had something special. But obviously you didn't think so. And that's okay I just wish you told me instead of just disappearing out of my life.

i am so glad whatever happened is over. you will always go back to her and im stuck being the second choice.

thank you for staying in my life when no one else will. I can't wait to spend my future with you. your the best boyfriend and the best friend i could ever ask for. your my world. thank you bubb.

your rejection is the one that hurt the most. i was so young and you took advantage of that. i wish you’d stop asking my friends about me so i could stop thinking about you.

Happy new year, smush. I wonder if you think about me like I still think about you. I wish I could know if you were seeing these. you don't have to, but could you maybe give me a little bit of a sign you're seeing these.

I'm really sorry I hurt you. But I'm more sorry that I lied about why. You made me beautiful music and we sat on the floor. It hurts still but I am really wishing you the best. And more than anything else I'm sorry for myself because I missed out.

you werent enough for me, but i still miss you sometimes. i go and look at old videos and pictures of us and realize how happy we were. what happened?

you always act like your the good guy. but the reality is that you are mean. and insensitive. i dont really want to be your friend anymore.

harry, i miss you more than you could ever know. i'm sorry i never told you how i felt.
yours forever, c.

i know i have no right to be upset but seeing you with her brakes my heart a little bit more everyday. it just had to be my best friend didn’t it? it’s okay, as long as yous are both happy

There were reasons I couldn't commit to you and you held it against me. stop typing on me on snap, you should be texting your girlfriend, not me

this is not how we were supposed to end, but i care about you too much and selfishly need to protect my heart.

in another lifetime, handsome

i cant stop thinking about you, even though you’re in love with someone else. I know i need to move on from you but i cant, i would rather have u in my life as a friend than watch you leave.

How could you treat me the way you did when you told me you loved me. you knew i hated the things that happened and me being the blame for everything when i done nothing. being exposed to things when you new i was a lot younger than you. Now i suffer with anxiety and a depression. i should have left when my friends told me to not a whole year later. FUCK YOU. you ruined my life.

i miss you so much. im sorry i missed you calls earlier, i wish i could call you back my love. wish you were here.

If you saw me you prob would pretend like you didn’t know me . Yet I still think about you all the time.

Will you ever love me the way I love you. Have and will I ever make you cry as much as you made me, knowing the fact you didn’t want me ?

maybe in another dimension, we could've had a fair shot. but life works mysteriously & it's not in the cards for this lifetime.

even afer all this time i still love, a year its been and i still love you as much as i did last year. no matter what you do ill always love you. but i just wanna let you go i dont want to love you anymore. you hurt me too much

it's scary how I still love you even after how much pain you put me through. how I'm always gonna look for you in a crowded room. how ill push everyone away because there not you. and the scariest part is that you know all this, you know whatever you do ill never stop loving you but i cant keep loving you i cant it hurts to much

why do you keep doing it, i just wanna know because it kills me not knowing, I've loved you for over a year and i still don't know a thing, i mean man u tried it on my best friend and then me while i still had feelings for you, that hurt so so much, but i still love you, god i love you more than anyone on this earth and you'll probably never see this but ill love you forever.

I like you or “liked you “ idk but you mean a lot to me and I miss you so fucking much I wish I could send you a text rn but I don’t wanna show that I am thinking about you but at the same time I don’t want you to think that I don’t care and don’t love you and I don’t wanna lose you I hope everything is okay and I hope you are feeling better and ummm I love you Harrison I made it blue because it’s your favorite color

Did you ever have feelings for me at all? Your hurting me. I hope we work out in another timeline cause I fuckin love you

You have left a permanent mark in my heart that no one else will fill. No matter what happens, I will always love you.

i really liked you for months, i hadn’t felt feelings for someone in a long time, until you of course wanted my best friend’s snap..

you were the first person i had feelings for in a long time, i mean i did until you asked for my best friend’s number

youre a conceited, toxic bitch who thinks everything is about you when its not
Says the conceited toxic bitch tehe ? oh god shh

i still miss you sometimes
only late at night
i miss all the facetimes
and you’ll always have a place in my heart x

It's ok, I didn't know how to love you right either. The only difference is that while you gave up, I never wanted to stop trying to learn how.

i hate you. i warm people about you. you a manipulative sick fuck and i hope one day you realize that

i love you so much it hurts. i wish i could call you and tell you everything but i can’t. i wish i could hate you, but i love you too much to and i really hope with everything that she makes you happy. i just feel like i got the short end of that stick. i know i broke up with you but you’re the one that walked away and cut it off. i wish you still cared and i secretly hope that you’re still the one and one day you’ll come back. but i know that won’t happen.

If we were different people, living different lives, then maybe it’d be simple and you’d show up at my door tonight

I wish that you would have known how much I love you and how I would take you back in an instant. I miss you.

why was it her? i thought we could do it and it broke me in the process why did you string me along like that? i never thought love could hurt this bad.

i dispise that i miss you. do you think about me as often as i think about you? do you feel any remorse?

it's strange i can't stop thinking about you even a year and a half later. maybe if things were different and you didn't move so far away it could have worked out. i miss u

I wish I never looked for you that day but I'm glad that I did bc you were the first to make me fall in love it's like we were perfect for each other but the day you saw ur ex everything changed. I just hope ur happy now and not thinking about death I still pray for ur safety and I told you I will wait for you but idk if ur waiting for me too. I chose this color cuz yellow is ur fav color.

i love you, even if you're not ready to say it I am. you helped me find myself again and I'm scared that once i lose you, i'll lose myself again.

We were just too young & too different for things to work out. I will always love you, and cherish our memories. & I know you are going to do amazing things in this world

I am sorry we didn't work. I take the blame for it all, I am sorry I lied about things you said, it helped me get over the fact that I lost you :(

I wish I would've told you what you meant to me at the time. I regret the words I spoke. But I rejoice because you ignored those words, and we can be bestfriends now. You was always worth it

It was not love. Maybe it could have been. Life keeps giving us chances and I keep dodging them. Maybe we wouldn’t have worked. Maybe we will.

can i even hate you? i wish. it would be easier to hate you, you know. to not feel pain every time i look at you, or cry every time i think of our friendship and what it used to be. how easy it would be to just look at you and only feel hatred, and bitterness. but ig it’s not. bc even after everything you did, after everything you fucking did and ruined both of my friend groups. i still love you. and i think i prbly always will. and i hate that, but it’s true. in my dreams, we’re friends again. and things can go back to how they used to be. but i know that won’t ever happen. so i continue to sleep, and stay in my dreams, bc there is where i am happy. i love you always. idiot.

I wish you noticed me, but I know it won't ever be that way. thank you for the friendship for the years.

You texted me and it saved me. As I had gotten in trouble and hated myself. You texted me and made me feel wanted. Thanks

i still think about u a lot... feels like something was meant to happen but it didn’t. i will always be waiting for u.

I've know Harrison since I was 8, and that means he also knew cam. so, when cam died, he told me I couldn't do anything like that, I couldn't hurt myself in any way, I couldn't kill myself, and I thought, that- that meant he wouldn't do anything like that either. I got a text from conner, the other night saying that Harrison was admitted to a hospital because he tried to kill himself from an overdose and he promised that I wouldn't do anything like that and he promised me that he wouldn't do anything like that. so when I got that text, and he broke that promise, I broke my part of the promise, and I feel bad about it, but, I don't know. I didn't know that it was bpd that made him do it but, I don't know. feels weird.

I wish all the things we talked about could've come true. I wish we hadn't grown up the way we did, but thank you for teaching me how kind a person could be, how sweet and caring and amazing. Thank you for showing me my self worth still to this day. Thank you for continuing to love me even though we're so far apart. I miss you, god i miss you.

you said you wanted to stay as friends, but every time we talked after that i was the one doing all the talking.

you taught me the importance of nicknames. I had such a hard time making one for you and you always wondered why. It's cause I didn't wanna mess up what we had and I felt like something that little could. but what ruined us was so much bigger then I thought it would ever be.