Unsent messages to NILS
From: ABC
To: Nils
I still think about you. We haven't seen each other in years, yet you always cross my mind. I see you everywhere, this color for example reminds me of your eyes.
From: ABC
To: Nils
We didn’t love each other but when u ended things I kinda knew it was coming. Your explanation was shit though like I thought we knew the whole time it wasn’t gunna be like dating or anything I just wanted someone to talk to. But when I think back on it we barely even knew anything about each other and it was dumb we even talked. Took me like a month or two to get completely over you though which is actually pretty good for me?
From: ABC
To: Nils
Du warst die erste große Liebe die ich hatte, immer wenn ich dich jeden Tag sehe muss ich an all die schönen Zeiten zurückdenken und könnte heulen. Ich liebe dich immernoch.
From: ABC
To: Nils
I miss you... your touch just everything and I’m thinking of you like the whole time and I cry... very often because of you and you don’t even care. I still love you and I won’t give up on us.
From: ABC
To: Nils
you were the first person to ever make me feel loved. i felt save with you, you made me confident and happy. laying in your arms was probably the best feeling ive ever had. when i kissed u all my worries were gone. ik we wont ever be together but i truly love u
From: ABC
To: Nils
Hey i hope you are happy to have destroyed my all self confident and be sorry for the new boy on my life he have to start more prudential because I’m scared to have feelings and fall in love (sorry for the fault I’m literally french) yellow for sun (soleil)
From: ABC
To: Nils
i'm not mad that you don't want me, i'm mad that sometimes you act like you do and you take advantage of that soft spot i have because you know that in the end, i'm always gonna run back to you.
From: ABC
To: Nils
hey nils, daar gaan we weer...
en nee k ben niet in love met je its just hard bc u made me so happy...... en k mis dat zo erg en k wou dat k dat nog steeds had of op zn minst kon vragen of je oke bent... nou ja al weer genoeg gelult, i hope u are okay.. ily
From: ABC
To: Nils
hey...your smile let me feel like everything is alright and when i talk to you it feels like your an old friend and when i dance with you it feels like home and nothing is impossible.
From: ABC
To: Nils
I hope you understand one day how much of an asshole you are. Stop playing girls and get your life together smh
From: ABC
To: Nils
I really needed you to be there.. but you just stopped caring.. ily
From: ABC
To: Nils
I want you to be better. But if u were i wouldnt love u as much
From: ABC
To: Nils
I want to be closer to you but I’m scared, so it feels like I’m driving you away instead
From: ABC
To: Nils
i love you so much hun. it’s gonna be okay. i pinky promise.
From: ABC
To: Nils
You destroyed me. I hate you more than my mistake. But all I want is your love. Please, go away.
From: ABC
To: Nils
You were the first person I wanted to see when I didn't want to see anyone
From: ABC
To: Nils
It was never going to be me but I wanted it to be you so badly. Did you ever really love me?
From: ABC
To: Nils
I still love you. I hope you know.. I’m sorry for how it ended
From: ABC
To: Nils
Missing you feels like being homesick for a home I never had.
